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Title: having one of those days... Post by Lizzie2 on May 21st, 2004, 11:36am Sorry to be complaining, but I'm just having a really crappy time right now... These clusters are really driving me up a wall every night, and then it is making my daily headache so much worse. I know you don't want to hear about the "other headache" types, but I'm so tired of waking up every morning with the right side of my head hurting so bad I just don't even want to get out of bed anymore. Then I make it through the day with that, only to get slammed by the CH all night long. Frustrating... Then, I had gone to the ER back in January for blood pressure/pulse related problems, and I keep getting these big bills. The insurance company says they've never received a bill, and the hospital says they've billed the insurance company twice. NOW who do I believe? Ugh.... My financial aid at Jefferson is coming apart at the seams. Now they tell me I can only get an outside loan of $8,000 to pay for the $19,000 needed for school. I don't have jack as far as income. For my scholarship, I found out that $25,300 paid by the hospital to the school for my tuition counts as income, so I have to pay taxes on that, too! If you drop out of the program or have to stop that or working for any reason other than death, you have to repay the scholarship times 3. Nothing like a little pressure!! I'm sorry to vent. I just feel like total crap emotionally and physically right now, and I knew I could come here to talk about it. Love you guys, Lizzie |
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Title: Re: having one of those days... Post by thomas on May 21st, 2004, 11:54am VIBES AND HUGS!!!!! |
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Title: Re: having one of those days... Post by Woobie on May 21st, 2004, 12:23pm Carrie..... everything will work out on the school end.. just take care of your head. hugz to you! tina |
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Title: Re: having one of those days... Post by Kevin_M on May 21st, 2004, 12:26pm Try to take care of the pain sweetie and draw a bead on these money problems one at a time. Thomas posted support we all feel for you, but don't neglect to read his tagline too: In my dreams, it's always there, the evil face that twists my mind and brings me to dispair. I will never give up, I don't know the meaning of surrender, I will fight as long as I draw breath. battle-scarred survivor Kevin M |
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Title: Re: having one of those days... Post by Gena on May 21st, 2004, 12:30pm For you [smiley=hug.gif] For them [smiley=hewey.gif] |
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Title: Re: having one of those days... Post by Redd715 on May 21st, 2004, 1:04pm Hun, I'm so sorry you are getting hammered from all sides right now. Big Big vibes on the way for you... http://im1.shutterfly.com/procserv/47b4db30b3127ccebe0d211b18780000001610 |
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Title: Re: having one of those days... Post by Lizzie2 on May 21st, 2004, 4:01pm Thanks you guys! Sometimes it just isn't easy...but I'll continue on "keepin the faith" as they say. :) I called the hospital and I told them that I didn't care if they sent 10 copies to the insurance company already or not...please send it again. They are! So for now, I'm not going to deal with that crap! Maybe I will feel better once school starts, because then I won't be as nervous about it. It is just an overwhelming thought to jump into something so huge when you feel this bad, ya know? Well if I don't start packing up my room, my mom is gonna flip on me when she gets home from work, and I don't need that, too! I will only have access to the internet through tomorrow morning, and then I'll be moving to my new apartment. I should have access there by early next week sometime. Without internet and no tv yet, I might actually have to read a book! *shudder* LOL Hugz all, Lizzie :) |
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Title: Re: having one of those days... Post by Kevin_M on May 21st, 2004, 4:14pm on 05/21/04 at 16:01:35, Lizzie2 wrote:
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Title: Re: having one of those days... Post by Gator on May 21st, 2004, 4:16pm "And through bad dreams, I'll be there tellin you everything's gonna be alright."~Jewel "Get mad, and then get over it." Sound familiar? We will be here for you when you need us. [smiley=hug.gif] Just take care of things one at a time instead of trying to do them all at once - starting with the head. Gator Hang in there kid. You'll be just fine. |
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Title: Re: having one of those days... Post by ZAIRA on May 21st, 2004, 5:53pm :'( I'm sorry and sending some vibes.... (Think that tomorrow it could be worst… ;;D ) Love, Zaira |
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Title: Re: having one of those days... Post by Mike-headbanger on May 23rd, 2004, 12:01am .....I was gonna post a bitch and moan message, 'cause the Devil made a visit this evening (6 to 9:30pm, missed the barbecued 'Tournedos' (de-boned chicken wrapped in bacon) could'nt finish painting etc...) but I read your message and it made me realize once more that I'm not alone. As strange as it seems, it's starting to bring me some comfort. Althoough we may be miles apart, believe me when I say I REALLY FEEL YOUR PAIN! There are people who believe we as humans can transfer energy to others just by visualizing a big ball of bright energy between our outstretched palms. Form it into a ball and visualize sending it to the person who needs it. If you believe it, then it's true! So, I'll be sending a big ball of energy to you. The devil does'nt stand a chance !!! Be strong ! Mikey... |
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