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(Message started by: 2late on Feb 16^th, 2004, 1:34pm)

Title: 2late's crash
Post by 2late on Feb 16^th, 2004, 1:34pm

it's been a helluva year for me after my worst h.a. cycle in the 7 years that i've had this,felt great for a month then went into a bad anxiety and depression wich i'm still dealin' with. on prozack, & xanax but still basically feel like shit. I looked in the archives and found some clusterheads had this and was curious if anyone had some input.This is not like me at all to feel this way (isolated sometimes hopeless feeling i'm not even interested in my scooter! easily aggrivated) it's been almost 2 months. any advice would be greatly appreciated. i'm back on s.t.d. and worried about my job. sorry i've been blowin' off the board but i don't feel like doin' shit. let me know. .................Jack

Title: Re: 2late's crash
Post by Cerberus on Feb 16^th, 2004, 1:43pm

DUDE!

good to see yer still around, was wondrin what happened to ya.
Anyway, I can TOTALLY understand how ya feel, I just had a breakdown last night. Had quit the anit-depressants cold turkey and was only takin xanax for the anxiety..............it all caught up with me yesterday, ended up on the couch in a fetal position blubbering like a baby (sickening).
I can so identify how you feel.......PM me if ya need to talk or just need a friendly voice in the night call (815) 765-1621.
Don't be too macho to ask for help on the MB either they saved me last night. ;)

nothin but love man!
Ramon

Title: Re: 2late's crash
Post by Mastifflvr28 on Feb 16^th, 2004, 2:09pm

2late, I got some HUGE antidepression vibes goin up to ya. Have missed ya.
Let us know if there is anything we can DO!!
Mast

Title: Re: 2late's crash
Post by Cerberus on Feb 16^th, 2004, 2:56pm

A little more love for Jack!

Bump
Ramon

Title: Re: 2late's crash
Post by jonny on Feb 16^th, 2004, 3:05pm

Hang in there, Bro

......................jonny

Title: Re: 2late's crash
Post by Patrick_A on Feb 16^th, 2004, 4:53pm

Jack, You saved me one time bro, I owe you! PM me, Lets chat! I got the Wintertime blues and i am ready to do sumptin, even if its wrong!

Patrick

Title: Re: 2late's crash
Post by firebrix on Feb 16^th, 2004, 5:28pm

Good to hear from you 2late - we missed ya!

IMHO it would be only perfectly natural that you guys hit the wall from time to time. The pain and fear of the pain that you deal with so well would drive lesser mortals to despair a lot more often than it does with you CHers.
We all have a major meltdown from time to time, even those who are healthy, relatively comfortable and don't have to deal with the chaos that is CH. I think you all do extremely well.

Maybe you could force y'self on to that scoot mate. Who knows, it might clear the cobwebs, and you might have fun! Sometimes it is we who have to make the first move away from the negativity that surrounds us when we're depressed. Seek happiness and eventually, you'll find it. A long ride can do wonders for the soul (if its not too cold!!)

Our thoughts are with you. I hope this passes quickly for you. Kia Kaha. (Be strong)
firebrix

Title: Re: 2late's crash
Post by 2late on Feb 16^th, 2004, 6:48pm

to those who replied.......THANK YOU! ................Jack

Title: Re: 2late's crash
Post by jonny on Feb 16^th, 2004, 7:15pm

Jack,

Your gonna make it through this dude......your a fucking clusterhead....damn it!!!!!!

Aint no tougher sum bitch on this god for saken earth!!

................................................jonny

Title: Re: 2late's crash
Post by Kevin_M on Feb 16^th, 2004, 7:53pm

I am not unfamiliar with your words. I can only offer any moral support you ask for. While that is not an unfamiliar ballpark, I've played there, had losing streaks which I had no clue how to end, but played to winning seasons again with a little "teamwork". Answers came from outside myself, when I looked for them. Best to you, KEEP YOUR SPIRIT.

Kevin M

Title: Re: 2late's crash
Post by JDH on Feb 16^th, 2004, 11:39pm

Good to hear from you Jack but sorry to hear about the bad times. Hang tough man, like Jonny sez, your a clusterhead and that makes you one bad mofo!

Jim

Title: Re: 2late's crash
Post by Charlie on Feb 16^th, 2004, 11:49pm

Good to see you and a lot of vibes.

Clusterheads are good at dealing with shit. You'll do okay.

At least you can come here for abuse and support 8)

Charlie

Title: Re: 2late's crash
Post by TxBasslady on Feb 17^th, 2004, 12:21am

Jack,

Stay with us........when you fall down, we're gonna pick you up, sweetie ;)

Hang in there.......we're here.

TEXAS size PF vibes,

Jean

Title: Re: 2late's crash
Post by AlienSpaceBabe on Feb 17^th, 2004, 9:53am

2late:

It's cold and cloudy... and you're in pain.... depression kinda makes sense, huh? But try not to get more depressed about being depressed! Prozac helps... if not, ask for a dosage increase.

You'll be in my thoughts.... hang in there! You're tougher and stronger than you think you are!!

Title: Re: 2late's crash
Post by Peppermint on Feb 17^th, 2004, 9:58am

wow Jack that's maybe the second time I've seen you write more than a few lines.

Lots of love going out to you, sounds like you sure could use it! Just know you got lots of ears to bend on this, you're not alone......... [smiley=hug.gif]

Mint