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(Message started by: ferbio36 on Sep 12^th, 2004, 1:55am)

Title: Here we go again.
Post by ferbio36 on Sep 12^th, 2004, 1:55am

I am having another cluster cycle.I have had them for 20 years,but they never get any easier to take.I am about to lose another job due to my clusters.I am getting used to it,but It's getting harder to find jobs.I started out as a physical therapist assistant for my career,but have been reduced to filing medical records after all these years.Hope McDonalds is looking for people.These damn things have ruined my life.My doctor asked me if I was thinking of hurting myself.Even though I feel like giving up,I haven't been this far to give up now.Although these headaches used to be called "suicide" headaches,It's not worth ending your life because of this bullshit.If anyone is thinking of suicide due to this affliction,just try to live life as much as you can in between cycles,and remember,they do let up,at least for a couple of months at a time.Take advantage of those pain free times and just have fun! :)
I live in Colorado.North of Denver in Thornton.If anyone needs moral support,just e-mail me.

Title: Re: Here we go again.
Post by synergy on Sep 12^th, 2004, 4:26am

Sorry to hear the beast is giving you a harsh time at the moment - i agree with you though, enjoy the PF times to the fullest!