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(Message started by: ZAIRA on Jun 10^th, 2003, 1:41pm)

Title: Life is specially generous with us clusterheads…
Post by ZAIRA on Jun 10^th, 2003, 1:41pm

I’ve been good for a month (with some rare attacks) and now... Let start with the dances ;D >:(!!!

My cluster started 3 days ago >:(... well, in Italy it is 9 PM and today I had 7 attacks... now I’m in ER with a concussion in the front area... Let’s say that the beast is having fun with my head!

And... good news... my neurologist thinks that I am becoming chronic!! Beast, always you are a fucking bastard!!

Hi to all and a prayer for whom is suffering in this moment,

Zaira >:( :'( :'(

Title: Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
Post by oringkid on Jun 10^th, 2003, 1:57pm

I am sooo sorry you are getting hit again! I think you should strap some small pillows to your head to protect it!

Hope the neuro can find a good combo to keep the beast away this time!!

Stay strong!!!

Sherry

Title: Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
Post by Svenn on Jun 10^th, 2003, 2:11pm

I am so sorry you are getting hit again! Zaira.
Hope the neuro can find the right "coctail"that can give you some time off.
Take care

Svenn

Title: Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
Post by firebrix on Jun 10^th, 2003, 2:14pm

And that kind of generosity you could happily live without my friend!
I am so sorry to hear you're getting hammered Zazi.
I hope it passes quickly.
Be Strong. You ARE!
Lots of love and wishes for PFDAN for you going to Italy right now!
firebrix

Title: Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
Post by CathiP on Jun 10^th, 2003, 2:20pm

Zaira-
Oh, I just hate that beast! He picks on the nicest people! I will be sending out my very best vibes to you- and hoping that your night tonight is peaceful, and PF!!

BTW- my daughter, who is sending you a note, has been in the process of moving- she will be busy for a few more days.....she smiled when I sent her your note.....musta been nice, Z!

Please take care, Zaira, and know I'm thinking of you, and sending you my best wishes.
Cathi

Title: Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
Post by nancyann on Jun 10^th, 2003, 2:30pm

I hope that your neuro is wrong and it passes quickly for you.

Title: Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
Post by dellp on Jun 10^th, 2003, 2:32pm

Zaira,

I am very sorry to hear about the beasts generosity for you. You have been so very kind to me since I got here.

Giving you all my prayers for strength and relief.

Dell

PS I hung a thick decorative carpet on my wall to soften the blows!

Title: Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
Post by BruceD on Jun 10^th, 2003, 2:44pm

Zazi,

I'm so sorry to hear you are getting hit again and so soon. Since last August, I've had a 6 week and an 8 week period of being pain free. Other than that it was 5 months of constant hell and the rest of the time the beast seems to visit me every other day or so. I've wondered if I too am going a bit chronic, but I almost hate to even have thoughts like that.

Anyway, hang tough girl and don't let it get you down. I don't know what it is about this year but it has been a tough one for lots of people. I figure it doesn't matter if I'm episodic or chronic .. I still have to go on with life and live for the PF times.

Oh well, take it easy and be well.
BruceD

Title: Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
Post by Opus on Jun 10^th, 2003, 2:48pm

Sorry Zazi, :'( :'(
I will be praying that you get better soon, And the beast will run far away !!!!!

Opus/Paul :-*

By the way can anyone make a helmet for Zaira with a built in Ice pack for a liner. It should be a blessing for her.

Title: Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
Post by cathy on Jun 10^th, 2003, 2:57pm

Hi Zaira......Life's a bitch....sorry your getting hit from all sides it seems....STAY HARD....and hang in there.

Cathy :-*

Title: Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
Post by Live4Fun on Jun 10^th, 2003, 3:00pm

Hang in there! Prayers and PF thoughts your way!

Bryan

Title: Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
Post by 2late on Jun 10^th, 2003, 3:51pm

sending you the strongest positive vibes i can muster Z, stay strong we're here for you. all the best to you, kick his ass & send him packin' !!! ..................Jack

Title: Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
Post by echo on Jun 10^th, 2003, 4:10pm

Sorry to read you are being victimized by the SOB again. Hopefully this will be a short lived cycle for you.

Hang in there!

Title: Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
Post by katethecelt on Jun 10^th, 2003, 5:28pm

Zaira,
Wish I could take it away. Be brutal to the Beast, but gentle with yourself.

I'm sending many PF vibes, thoughts, and prayers to you.

Kate

Title: Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
Post by jonny on Jun 10^th, 2003, 6:17pm

Put your foot in his ass, Zazi...and then draw a mural on his forehead!!!!!

...........................jonny

Title: Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
Post by Not4Hire on Jun 10^th, 2003, 6:57pm

on 06/10/03 at 14:48:56, Opus wrote:

great idea Paul.... i'm workin' on it....

meanwhilst, Zaira: YA DUMBASS!.... ;D ....by NOW you should know that hittin' your OWN PRECIOUS HEAD just plays into the "Beast, always you are a fucking bastard!!" game..... the idea is to FUCK with HIM...... *he* didn't give a concussion....on TOP of the pain....YOU did.... no?

ya know I always got yer back, just don't hurt yourself anymore......OK?

Steve(N4H)

Title: Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
Post by badfly on Jun 10^th, 2003, 7:57pm

Im really sorry to hear about your pain. I dont know what to say, except hang in there, be strong tomorrows another day. Im really sorry.

Title: Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
Post by 9erfan on Jun 10^th, 2003, 7:58pm

Zaira,

I'm sorry to hear that things are so rough right now. I will keep you in my prayers for some quick relief!

Virginia

Title: Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
Post by Roxy on Jun 10^th, 2003, 8:01pm

Zaira, I'm so sorry you're getting hammered so bad. But, girl......you have got to lay off the banging your head. Ch's are bad enough.....a concussion on top of that is unbelievable.

I really hope they are wrong about the chronic part.....just keep fighting, and kick the beast's ass......kick him Texas style..... ;).

Thinking of you,
Tracey

Title: Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
Post by arby on Jun 10^th, 2003, 9:41pm

Zaira

Take care of yourself and you've got to start taking better care of your head bones too.

Positive thoughts & vibes sent from Canada too!!

Ross

Title: Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
Post by Woobie on Jun 10^th, 2003, 10:47pm

Dang it Z!!

I'm sorry for you!

Kick some beast ass.. !!!

Check yer PMs

tina :-*

Title: Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
Post by Mikey on Jun 10^th, 2003, 11:53pm

OHHHHH Zaira,

I'm so very sorry to hear that you are being hit again, and the possiblity of going chronic is a dissaster! Listen Z hang in there, i'm chronic and i guess we'll be chronic together if it happends, but lets hope that the prayers to God wont let that happen. I'll be praying for you Z and maybe God will answer the prayers coming from all of us. You are a very wanderful person Z, and if there is anything i can do for you, just let me know. Just e-mail me Mikeysm@hotmail.com and i'll see what i can do for you. In the mean time Kick some beast ass Sis!

Mikey, :'(

Title: Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
Post by paul_b on Jun 11^th, 2003, 12:10am

"Z" this is not the way to meet the doctor who will cherish you forever, but it's a start. ;) Get well soon. I am praying for you.

Title: Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
Post by Callico_Kid on Jun 11^th, 2003, 2:10am

Praying for you specially now. Stay strong. You can do it.

jc

Title: Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
Post by suzy617 on Jun 11^th, 2003, 3:54am

Zaira so sorry your being hit again. I hope the Drs. can find something that will help you find some relief this time.

suzy

Title: Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
Post by Charlie on Jun 11^th, 2003, 5:26am

Rats.

I'd say it's time to pick on someone else but even I'm not that mean. I wish we could pass it around a bit to give you a break

All I can say is to try my technique. You have nothing to lose. You do have to do it without stopping though.

Charlie

Title: Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
Post by kissmyglass on Jun 11^th, 2003, 6:45am

Zazi,
I hate reading this...I wish you wouldn't bang your head. I know thats probably not possible so I'll send you a helmet ;D ;D
I'm praying you don't go chronic..
Keep Hard & I'll talk to you soon my friend,

Kev

Title: Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
Post by Mastifflvr28 on Jun 11^th, 2003, 8:27am

oh Zaira :(
Vibes going out to you,
Stay hard,
Mast

Title: Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
Post by CLR on Jun 11^th, 2003, 8:45am

Dear Zaira,
I know its just hell dealing with that kind of pain. BUT, keep the faith and strength, sending prayers and sunshine your way.

Love of life and happy daze ahead, because the nasty can't bring ya down.

Take care,
Cindra

Title: Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
Post by And on Jun 11^th, 2003, 10:25am

FIGHT Zazi, FIGHT, you are very strong woman and a very good friend for all, always you will win!!!!
Thinking of you, sweetness!

FIGHT my friend, FIGHT!!!

Best wishes to all from Italy, Andrea :'(

P.S. BTW, have a good night, in this way… and please, don’t kill me, I know: I’m a bastard boy ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D!

http://www.ouchitalia.it/ztemp/zadorme3.JPG

Title: Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
Post by ZAIRA on Jun 11^th, 2003, 2:28pm

NOOOO, I don’t need any helmet ;D... meds tell me that I have a strong cranium... ;D

Today another bad day... I started a cure with my favourite cocktail Lithium&Verapami... I hope it will work soon... >:(

BTW, thank you for your nice words and for the advices you are giving me to preserve my head! You are too kind! I think that the moral help you transmit, make the sufference lighter, it is very hard, but to know that someone in the world thinking of you and understand your sufference is a relief... :)

Thanks to exist!!! LYG, Zaira :-*

P.S. Andrea??...I beat you black and blue!!!!!!!! ;D