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(Message started by: shipo on Mar 13^th, 2003, 7:24am)

Title: The last Hooray
Post by shipo on Mar 13^th, 2003, 7:24am

Well here i am 11pm ....2 bottles of wine and 35 xanax ...my best friend just rang me and is coming over.....i'm too far gone ..................cya all when we get home

Title: Re: The last Hooray
Post by cootie on Mar 13^th, 2003, 11:09am

Paul.......whazz zup dude......hope yer ok.....and don't have too big a hangover....yuck with xanax and booze.....talk bout a big head....ouch !!! Pam-coots-that's-wonderin

Title: Re: The last Hooray
Post by Mark C on Mar 13^th, 2003, 11:19am

on 03/13/03 at 07:24:32, shipo wrote:

....2 bottles of wine and 35 xanax

http://www.drfeller.com/Mark/amb.gif

Title: Re: The last Hooray
Post by Not4Hire on Mar 13^th, 2003, 11:21am

Hey Paul--if yer reading this .....GOOD! ......but we (I) don't like the ominous tone of *2 bottles of wine and 35 xanax*.....sounds like a prescription for a LONG SLEEP.....come back on here and talk to us......

The shit can get deep...DAMHIK-IJK....and if any body else reading this knows how to get in touch with Shipo, (Aussie) let me know.....his website just gives an email.....

concerned........N4H

???

Title: Re: The last Hooray
Post by cootie on Mar 13^th, 2003, 11:39am

Yeah it does sound like a prescription fer a big dirt nap don't it......kinda goes back to that suicide question while back......seems ta me Paul you said you had reasons you WOULDN'T do it.......so you better be ok !!!! (don't do that agin...ask fer help if ya need it !) Pam-Coots-that-asks-the-question-WHY

Title: Re: The last Hooray
Post by suzy617 on Mar 13^th, 2003, 11:51am

This is really not funny!!!!
I am on the verge of freakin out.....

suzy

Title: Re: The last Hooray
Post by JDH on Mar 13^th, 2003, 12:03pm

on 03/13/03 at 07:24:32, shipo wrote:

2 bottles of wine and 35 xanax

Whoa dude, what's up? that's a bit much to be partying with...hoping your OK.
Whatever's on your mind, it ain't worth taking yourself out for.

Jim

Title: Re: The last Hooray
Post by shipo on Mar 13^th, 2003, 6:09pm

I'm sorry ...i'm so sick now i'm goingg to sleep some more.Thank you all i'm ok while asleep

Title: Re: The last Hooray
Post by 2late on Mar 13^th, 2003, 7:14pm

what kinda bullshit is this, CHers don't commit suicide, i'm not talkin' about the past, DJ gave us this site so we can get each other thru the tough times, don't bail on yourself, get yer ass back here a.s.a.p! ...........Jack

Title: Re: The last Hooray
Post by Not4Hire on Mar 13^th, 2003, 7:37pm

whattaya think Jack?...we book a flight to Australia and sort out dis goons' shit?........scared hell outta me......and now he wants ta take a nap!!!!

WTF?

(...and toppa that he SOLD his scoot........)

.....poser!!!!!...... ;)

BTW....hadda a great ride today.....howcum Harley guys don't WAVE? ......too busy admirin' their own tats?........ ;D ;D ;D

Title: Re: The last Hooray
Post by 2late on Mar 13^th, 2003, 8:44pm

he want's attention, definatley better way's of gettin' it around here. i alway's wave to ricer's, unless i'm with my bro's, then i'm checkin' out my tat's ;D how's the weather yer way? 62 & sunny on saturday....guess where i'll be ;D ..........Jack

Title: Re: The last Hooray
Post by cootie on Mar 13^th, 2003, 11:06pm

Well at least we know 'shipo' didn't 'ship out'.....but he has sum 'splainin ta do !!!! What's up dude ? Oh man.....you guys been ridein I am JEALOUS.....we had thunder this mornin then rain then it turned ta freezein rain and snow......wasn't barely even 30 dagree's all day !!!! Was supposed ta do better then that........no ridein in Ohio yet that's fer sure. We wave at everone by the way....be nice ta ride and tatt stare...too dam cold ! Had on so much winter clothes all winter I forgot I had any.....ride free...ride safe guys......Pam-Coots-that-got-off-subject

Title: Re: The last Hooray
Post by shipo on Mar 14^th, 2003, 12:25am

I'm sorry for freaking you all out,my friend saved me last night...i owe him my life.i do owe an explanation to you good people. Wednesday night i went to my girlfriends place for a party,small gathering of friends and a dude we met down the pub a week ago,he seemed like a nice guy.
He had some serious bud and we all got shitfaced,i smoked too much,spun out spewed my guts up and crashed on the bed. I guess it must have been around an hour later when i got up to see where Shanette was.
I noticed the 3rd bedroom door closed which was weird as it's always open,i opened the door and find this bastard fucking the woman i love more then life itself.
I can't eat,i can't sleep i can't get the thought out of my head,i just don't know how i can survive this.I've been drunk for 2 days and i'm crying like a fucking baby.....i can't believe she did this to me,she's so special i did everything for her..............goddamn it this fucking pain is unbearable.

Title: Re: The last Hooray
Post by Not4Hire on Mar 14^th, 2003, 1:18am

.....OK then......your first priority is to

GET RID OF THE BODIES!!!

then, get sober....get a new girlfriend.....and get over it.....

...yer just lucky we didn't call the cops on ya.....

>:(

Title: Re: The last Hooray
Post by BobG on Mar 14^th, 2003, 1:26am

Hey shipo, maybe he'll give her a dose of the clap. That'll teach her!

Now scroll back up one to Not4Hire and read it again.

Title: Re: The last Hooray
Post by Ted on Mar 14^th, 2003, 7:55am

Shit man. You're going through a true emotional cluster attack. I say that because it's one of the worst emotional pains known to mankind. As someone who's been there before too, let me say another reason it's an emotional cluster is because this pain will pass too. Wait it out, bro. I just wish it only took a few hours to pass for you.

Title: Re: The last Hooray
Post by cootie on Mar 14^th, 2003, 9:58am

Sorry fer the shit dude...but if yer ole lady was that quick to jump in the sack with some new dude then.....um......betcha she'd do it agin.......so........guess who needs to GO......her !!!! Don't make it so easy you'll be outa the picture either with the OD stuff.....after all...you need to get rid of them....not them of you !!!! Best ta find this shit out now and move on.....sumtimes things seem lot worse b-4 they get better. Maybe you should jus stick ta beer and stay concious most the time.....wacky-tabacky seems ta make alot of people sick these days. Blahhhhhh......take care......you just need a good healthy change !!! Pam-Coots-that-thinks-ya-need-ta-dump-HER

Title: Re: The last Hooray
Post by cerebus on Mar 16^th, 2003, 9:35pm

WOW!
I personally prefer in these type of situations to leave the bodies where they fell, serves as a warning to all who think of trying something like that in the future.
Gotta agree with the get sober and get a new gal theory though .... a definate must do.
One bit of advice.....Aint NO and I mean NO P***y worth all that heferin, complainin and stressin over. UMMMM, Except fer woobie ::) But really.......seems the only thing "special" about her, was apparently too special to keep between the two of ya. Send her packing bro' and trade up this time.
Ramon

Title: hello goodbye
Post by rumplestiltskin on Mar 16^th, 2003, 10:23pm

If I had seen yer original Suicide note went you wrote it I would have sent the police to yer house...sometimes the correct info is hard to get...the police go to all the possible addresses till they get the right one.

Ask around...the folks here know I'm serious.

I believe a suicide note is a plea for help from someone who is unable to care for themselves. I contact someone who makes those decisions for them.

If you don't want the cops chasing you down and you just want attention from the people here...then just say bad things about Jonny, post fraudulant CH cures, say Migraines and CH are the same thing or post and chat long enough to get folks to like you...then say yer leaving....but don't indicate you are killing yerself...please.

Love
den

Title: Re: The last Hooray
Post by shipo on Mar 17^th, 2003, 5:18am

I want to thank you all for being here for me,i also need to apologize for being such a dickhead and posting a suicide note instead of asking for help.
This is my first night sober and also my first night home alone,i'm still hurting like hell but my frame of mind is improving.
When i wrote that post i was at the lowest ebb in my entire life,i couldn't think of anything else but putting myself out of the suffering.
I realise now just how selfish i was,i didn't even think of my friends, family or the consequences of what i was doing.
Forgive me my friends,looks like your stuck with me...
Luv ya all
Paul

Title: Re: The last Hooray
Post by cootie on Mar 17^th, 2003, 11:42am

OK cool......don't you do that again ya hear ! ;).....you can make yer freinds and family feel like failures 'sometimes' when a person does such a thing....I've already lost a couple freinds this way and it haunts us all the time WHY didn't we know it would come to that....we missed sumthin I guess....we all did ! Maybe that's what they intended to do...leave everyone feelin bad cuz they were so down and out and miserable and run outa options 'so they thought'...I dunno.....wasn't fair tho. Take care of yourself.....sumone has to....tay ? Pam-Coots-that-don't-like-loosein'-friends

Title: Re: The last Hooray
Post by farmboy on Mar 17^th, 2003, 12:23pm

Hey guy she is not worth it. I know i have been there and she is not worth it dump the peice of shit and move on. I was married to one like that. i was injured in an accident had my back broken at work . while in body cast and recouperating my wife is doing a guy out the road from here. Now mind you we were only married 4 months when i got hurt. After i get that i can walk and get around a bit she is doing a guy from work. Then when i am going to college at nights and working part time she is doing 2nd guy from work. to top it off then when i have one more class to take to graduate from college and finally after 4 years after getting injured and walking with a walker, then a cane, going to college, fighting ins company, i get a getting a good job in the feild that i studied in college. i think that things are going to be ok. i have made it back. i got healthy and educated and employed making more money to start , than i did at the job i was injured at . she tell me she is leaving me. for the shit at her work. leave the peice of shit now never look back.

Title: Re: The last Hooray
Post by Woobie on Mar 18^th, 2003, 9:05am

on 03/16/03 at 21:35:39, cerebus wrote:

WOW!

One bit of advice.....Aint NO and I mean NO P***y worth all that heferin, complainin and stressin over. UMMMM, ::) Except fer woobie
Ramon

Nice save, honey.... but.. how do you remember?? It's been SOOOO long!!!
LOL!!! ;D

BUT annnnnnnyway.. Dude, i agree with Ramon's comment here... I AM worth it.. ... but SHE isn't. ;D They do it once, they'll do it again. I hope you kicked her to the curb ... I know it's hard, but it's better that way!! I hope you're doing better by now!! This, too, shall pass!

Tina :-*

Title: Re: The last Hooray
Post by juvy on Mar 18^th, 2003, 1:53pm

Paul,

Been there, done that, burned the T-shirt. it's never fun to find out the one you love doesn't love you enough to be faithful. My opinion kick her to the curb but you've got to do what you can live with. Key word is LIVE

Time will ease the pain better than any drink or drug. Just take things one day at a time and know that we're here for you.

cheers,
April
aka Juvy

P.S. and don't ever scare us like that again or we'll have to gather a posse to go kick your butt. :D Hang in there.