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(Message started by: ZAIRA on Jan 2^nd, 2003, 1:58pm)

Title: Somethoughts about…
Post by ZAIRA on Jan 2^nd, 2003, 1:58pm

...IT…

It has succeded in sequestrating
my mind again,
in it’s colour and form.

Like an occult force
it has overwhelmed me.

I stand in front of her
trying to obstruct it
as strong as I can.

My heart is nevertheless beating
of good actions
looking for the light in the darkness.

In a while, wherever I’m,
I close my eyes
I think and hear...

...and she leaves...
leaves (I hope) in the utmost past.

Zaira ::)

P.S. I hope you can understand, I'm not mother tongue....

Title: Re: Somethoughts about…
Post by cathy on Jan 2^nd, 2003, 3:08pm

Hi Zaira....does this mean your having a bad time....if so..sorry to hear it :(

Hope the New Year is better for you and it leaves you be....wish it would leave each and everyone of you alone,..... except for the fact there'd be no board for us all to get together!

Thinking of you. :)

Cathy ;)

Title: Re: Somethoughts about…
Post by ZAIRA on Jan 2^nd, 2003, 3:40pm

Hi Cathy,
I’m not yet good... :-/
I posted this post because yesterday I had an attack... :'(
I hope that the cluster doesn’t start again... >:(

Love,

Zaira :-*

Title: Re: Somethoughts about…
Post by Brassbear on Jan 2^nd, 2003, 4:27pm

I understood you just fine.

The language of pain is universal.

Michael

Title: Re: Somethoughts about…
Post by suzy617 on Jan 2^nd, 2003, 7:05pm

Zaira, Sorry that the beast is still messing with you. I hope he leaves you soon so you may enjoy a new year of pain free health and happiness.

suzy

Title: Re: Somethoughts about…
Post by sailpappy on Jan 2^nd, 2003, 8:59pm

;D ;D ZAIRA,
In the moments of weakness, when we let our guard down
It slips in like a shadow of a cloud passing in front of the sun
It waits until the second when we forget and explodes like a sunrise at dawn
We have been bombarded by the very wicked thought of repeated pain
Ever vidulant, omnipresent and waiting just behind our thoughts to sneak around our distraction and attack us again like thief in the night
Robbing us of just one more bit of patience and stealing our precious time away, never to replace it!
We do feel your pain and I Pray for you my friend, I pray for solace of thought, I pray for compassion of the Gods and for the demons misery for just one time.
To leave you in peace , no tearing out your eye from it's socket, now sweating forhead and no Pleading with God to spare you from the immense pain that we all know as Clusters.
Your Life is hard enough with your vision Problems, but to have to endure this too is about more than Zues could ask of Hercules! Brave and Strong Girl, fighting for some time, If you know nothing else, know that we do feel your pain and that we Love You Here in Our House!
Pappy
http://MyWebPages.comcast.net/jhallahan2/Phil Collins - You'll Be In My Heart.mp3
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Title: Re: Somethoughts about…
Post by ZAIRA on Jan 3^rd, 2003, 2:18pm

Life tryes us sorely every day, but we have to go on and lead the helm of our vessel, otherwise we will loose the control of life and we will be in a tempest!
I know I have to fight again to be better and you are giving me a BIG help.

Your words as usual touch me, and the feelings that you express demostrate that you have a sensitive temperament. Although you are suffering a lot, you comfort me and I feel so unworthy.

Thanks for the song, my good friend, I appreciated so much!

Thanks so much and Good Life to all.

Zaira :-*

Title: Re: Somethoughts about…
Post by sailpappy on Jan 3^rd, 2003, 4:04pm

;D ::)This what we call Friendship, and this is what friends do when another friend is down in the dumps, they support their friend the best way they can, You are so far away I have to ask Riccardo to Hug you for me, the song was as close as I could find to express my feelings, you are and will be in my Heart, Pappy
Unworthy----NOT, Your worth is measured in the amount of compassion and goodness you possess, not in the amount of help you need!
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