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Title: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by cerebus on Dec 6th, 2002, 1:12pm Hi! that will probably be the only nice thing I will say throughout this post so those of you with weak minds or queasy stomachs BEWARE! Cause I am simply gonna SNAP! >:( I am ******* SICK and tired of people who refuse to face facts and be supportive of their partnersand or others who suffer this. GO TO HELL! you rotten pieces of festering, contemptuous ****! For those of you who are going to feel the need to flame me for "whining". the only thing I have to say to you is DEATH TO ALL WHO OPPOSE ME! I WILL kill you. I'm feeling exceptionally violent today and have a real need and inexplicable desire to KILL someone who pisses me off, which it seems that over the last couple of days is just about everyone on one occasion or another. PLEASE!.....allow me to put you out of your misery. I have had enough of shallow, narrow minded people with nothing better to do than get personally involved in the personal business or Complain about petty stupid shit for no other reason than to be nothing more than "extra not a very nice persons", something...of which we all have and none of us need an extra. Why am I writing this? Sleep Dep? Anger management? NO ....because I just really can't stand most of the "general " public. TO THE WORLD ......BRING IT if you think you got enough to whoop me, I got just what you need maggots! I've seen larger nuts in an almond joy bar, you are going to have to bring more than that if you want me to go away. Go ahead, you want some of this juicy booty? I'll fill you so full of lead that people will think you were made of pure gold if they were to put you on a scale. You see....I'm from Rockford and you have to beat me down and TAKE my things if you want 'em bad enough, and I invite you to try if you think ya got the cahones. "have a nice day" define "nice".......Prick. We suffer from the worst pain known to man and if you think you can Identify....then let me beat you in the side of the head with a freight train for hours on end. OH YEAH I'm gonna give you nightmares for all eternity and make you pray for death. MIGRANES? F***YOU! We have migranes for breakfast and eagerly come back and ask for seconds. TIRED? Don't make me laugh, you know Nothing of fatigue, we experience days, weeks, months and Years on end with sleepless nights filled with trauma that would make Clive Barker seek therapy and most people can not even begin to comprehend, I spit upon you. The F****** Holidays suck I don't want to hear any of your girl thingy "happy Holidays" bullshit. I got your God****** "joy to the world" ,OK. And for a great deal of us who suffer, this "JOY" is not in our vernacular. "Set a course for Earth......KILL EVERYTHING!" I am the One known as CEREBUS. The Gates of Hell are my charge, Be assured that when Heaven fails to open and recieve your worthless mortal soul, NE'ER shall ye pass by me un-challenged!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >:( Cerebus ummm, I'm not bitter or anything. ::) |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by echo on Dec 6th, 2002, 1:20pm Thanks for clearing that up for us. |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by NotH20 on Dec 6th, 2002, 1:21pm Cerebus - WOW sounds like your plate is definitely full and the frayed knot at the end of your rope is unraveling fast. Sorry to hear that you are having such a time.....vent onward - that's what we are here for. Maybe someone with a little more sense of humor will post something that will brighten your day....but until then I'll jump on your band wagon..... PEOPLE IN GENERAL ARE STUPID :o (that is aside from my fellow ch'ers here).... Keep your feet on the ground Cerebus - a brighter day will come - you know that..... NotH20 |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by Drk^Angel on Dec 6th, 2002, 2:01pm Pass the ketchup. PFDAN................................... Drk^Angel |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by cerebus on Dec 6th, 2002, 2:48pm Allow me to Clarify.... NO ONE involved as a sufferer or a Supporter on this site need feel this is directed toward them. This is a sentiment I felt necessary to share with you, and directed only to the Idiots in the world who cannot comprehend our pain and suffering. So .....In Closing....Peace to all who are supportive and Suffering but if you are a part of the rest of the 99.93% of the world who "simply don't " or are "too shallow" to Comprehend our problems..... then please.....be offended! 2 Dogs a.k.a Cerebus |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by DougL on Dec 6th, 2002, 2:56pm So Cerebus.... That migraine realy hurts Huh? ;) I get thoes too! ;) DougL |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by Jackie on Dec 6th, 2002, 3:04pm Damn 'bus....that's quite the rant! I do believe you would b*tch if you were hung with a new rope today.. ;D Try to relax a little bit....you're gonna strain your "almond joy".. ;) Hang in there. Jacks 8) |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by cerebus on Dec 6th, 2002, 3:06pm KILL. |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by cathy on Dec 6th, 2002, 3:30pm :-X |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by domm on Dec 6th, 2002, 4:00pm no really - tell us how you feel........ ;D |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by cathy on Dec 6th, 2002, 4:21pm Well it's just that I did have some bad period pains today and they were really bad........!!! :-[ :-[ |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by BobG on Dec 6th, 2002, 4:28pm Last week I had a period of pain. It lasted about 2 seconds, twice. Ya see, I had this ingrown toenail and the doctor stuck a needle into the top of my toe. That 2 seconds of pain period hurt all the way up to my crotch, twice. Don't ever let any body stick a needle in your big toe! :'( |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by woobie on Dec 6th, 2002, 4:30pm HELP ME!!!! :'( No offense, but I'm glad he's doing it on this board than to me like he normally does. Geeeesh, I could use a break!! :-[ (Just kidding Honey... I love you schnoookkummms.. :-* ) Seriously tho. Would you all PLEASE explain to my husband - that it really doesn't matter if the WORLD understands or not. The WORLD doesn't matter here.. What matters is friends and family and wives and kids and if no one else understands.. that's fine. All that matters is the I understand.. YOU understand. It IS real, and it IS validated... and it's NOT all in his head. Just because everyone doesn't understand, doesn't mean it doesn't exist. WE love him, and who else fucking matters??? Why is it so DAMNED important that everyone knows that he hurts?? Isn't it enough that I feel HIS pain EVERY SINGLE DAY?? Does every one else have to feel it too? Am I wrong here? (thanks for being here - really!!! ) Tina |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by Lapsi_Harmaahapsi on Dec 6th, 2002, 4:30pm Come on. It can't be THAT bad! Just take a pill and lie down to wait for the HA to pass. Works for me every time. |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by woobie on Dec 6th, 2002, 4:32pm LOL Lapsi. Hey Peppermint.. THANK YOU GIRL!!!! Check your IMs Tina |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by Lapsi_Harmaahapsi on Dec 6th, 2002, 4:41pm Actually, one of my favorite lines from any movie is from Groundhog Day (seen it probably 15 times) when Andie McDowell tries to tell Bill Murray how people are good/nice or something. Murray's reply is along the lines of "They eat blood sausage. People are morons." Dang, I need to watch it again since I don't remember that word for word! (majority of people are quite ok, at least on a good day!) |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by Jimi on Dec 6th, 2002, 4:46pm What? No holiday greetings? This from the guy who on Nov 22 told us all that he was thankful for and then ended the post with "Happy Thanksgiving" ? I agree with Tina, I care less that those that do not have clusters do not understand. My family does, my friends do, and when it is all over, its those family and friends that will mourn. I hope tomorrow will be a better day. But for now, Tina hide the guns. *s* |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by AngelE72 on Dec 7th, 2002, 12:49am thank you so much i dont think anyone could have said it better. i am so sick of people who dont understand. this is my first time in here and partly because of your comments i will return. i cant take it anymore either. best of luck to you and all those who suffer and support us. ;) |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by Linda_Howell on Dec 7th, 2002, 2:33am DougL.....you're killing me. Stop it.!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Linda who is laughing wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy to hard. |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by pimmony on Dec 7th, 2002, 4:54am Woobie, I am with you on that one. I have the most marvellous supportive partner who lets me alone while I suffer and then will drop whatever she is doing the moment I crawl into the periphery of her vision looking for postbeasty comfort and hugs. As long as I have her and her infinite patience and embrace I could care less about the sundry strangers that tell me to take a pill and sleep it off. And yet .... When I am angry and low after a session I am ready to chew the nose off the person who gives me that patronising and condescending *look* - you know the one ..... which says "oh dear, cannot handle an itty bitty little woosy headache - lets humour her" Oh well, in any event, the only people I ever have to deal with really are delivery men and builders - perhaps the postman. I do not get out much :) |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by j.halber on Dec 7th, 2002, 5:36am Hey Cerebus; gotta joke for you,fits your state of mind!I know some of you will hate it so I am risking attack just for you! Why did the reindeer cross the road? Well actually he didn't. Froze in the headlights.Tough break!!!!!!!!!! You smiling now. |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by suzy617 on Dec 7th, 2002, 9:02am LOL J.Halber, I'm smiling now!! ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D suzy |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by catlind on Dec 7th, 2002, 12:19pm ....would you like fries to go with that sir? :) Cat |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by Babel on Dec 7th, 2002, 2:27pm Problems? Take A walk about the childrens hospital You think you have problems... The world owes you know compassion.. And it is spelled-- Erebus -- Twit |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by jonny on Dec 7th, 2002, 2:35pm Excuse me!!!!, we dont "Walk about" we "Walk around" Now you should take your problem ass off this board if you dont like it here. To think someone would flames us with thier first post.......LOL .....................jonny And BTW, its not Erebus its "Hit-by-bus".....Moron! |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by cerebus on Dec 7th, 2002, 3:31pm ok ...I'm better now...really. I would like to thank everyone for their words of support, encouragement, and jest. to the owner of the moniker "Babel" who decided to open their largely conceited mouth and label me a "twit" YES you freakin' idiot i know it is EREBUS I have had my share of bible study you insignificant, hollow shell who claims to be a human being. I have also had my fill of it THANKS. I altered the name purposely "freak" and ,yes, I know there are others in the world with problems and many of them terminal illnesses but you seemed , as my wife did, to miss the entire purpose of my post. THE WORLD is a shit hole. what part of that wasn't clear? so now it somes to defcon 1 AGAIN!!?? (some newbie) in Ireland no less who felt it necessary to flame me and not bother to leave a return address to recieve a reply.....hrmmmmmm "twit" i think NOT. I got your twit right here come 'n' get it. to everyone else who has been so understanding. Thank you for understanding my need to vent. Cerebus......(EREBUS) for you in ireland......Better? |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by cerebus on Dec 7th, 2002, 5:06pm DOH! I did it again! :-X Look.....I am going to try and amend :) To: "Babel" pardon my harsh words and I am truly errant in my violent reply to your post on this thread, however, It does make sense that I would Alter my MB name for a reason. would greatly apreciate it if you would entertain the notion that "Erebus" is a very biblical translation of the name I use and for that reason only I altered it for the sake of the simple fact that alot of folks here in the U.S. are more familiar with the Cerebus version than the true Moniker of Erebus you are correct in that aspet only. Now to address the issue of requiring sympathy....If you had read my post and taken it tounge in cheek you would have noticed that I never ASKED for SYMPATHY. I asked for UNDERSTANDING to the CHers dilemma from those who as stated previously "do not" or "refuse" to accept the reality of the condition. Any reference to myself was a generalization on behalf of those who suffer and recieve no support from family, friends, and co-workers. Maybe this concept escapes you, but I was in dire need of a release for alot of pent up anger and anxiety because some of the good people on this MB of whom I call may friends, get NO help from the former and it bothers me to the point of violence. I understand that there are a great multitude of people in pain around the world and an equal amount of suffering, many of whom will eventually die from their misfortunes. The difference here is that for many of us the suffering will NOT end until our natural deaths unless we make the choice to end it ourselves. Which is nearly my entire point. CH as far as it is known to date, Is a permanent condition, probably the most painfull experience known to man, and complicated by its symptoms. My only wish is that those who suffer for whatever reason recieve the compassion and support that they desperately need no matter what their problem may be. Face it, People are generally ignorant and obstinate and sometimes the only thing that will make them understand are harsh words such as those I tried to project in the origin of this thread. Thank you so much.."Babel" for assuming that I have absolutley no religous training, as I was born and baptized Roman Catholic and have attended all the required chatechism classes, been confirmed, recieved my first communion, and did extensive study in college on many a religous topic. not to mention that my Mother's side of the Family is yet another even More "conservative" religon so comparitively there is more religon in my family than I can really stand. So I believe that if you were to re-read what your reply was to me you would recognize your hypocritical remarks and feel a desperate need to go to confession for being a "naughty christian." I ,however, have become disenfanchised with the church and excommunicated myself many years ago so feel free to pray for me when you go repent for your sins. considder it a bonus. Diplomatically, "the twit" Cerebus Was that better guys?.......I liked the first response better anyone agree? ::) |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by Babel on Dec 7th, 2002, 5:45pm The first response was better. I found no violence in your post. I'm A lot of things mate, Christian I'm not. Demo |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by suzy617 on Dec 7th, 2002, 5:45pm Yep, first response much better. ;D |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by Ueli on Dec 7th, 2002, 6:01pm Well cerebus, maybe it is your religious background that makes you so forgiving towards Babel in your second reply. ;) I have no inhibitions to call Babel one of those bastards that hide behind an anonymous nickname to spread their poison. Who is she/he to complain about other peoples spelling of nicknames if he/she cannot even spell his/her correctly. It obviously should be 'Babble Twit'. :D |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" oops I mean babel Post by catlind on Dec 7th, 2002, 8:12pm Normally, I don't flame anyone. In fact I don't think I ever have. You are truly honoured babel. Who the fuck do you think you are to come in here and tell someone who needed to vent some anger in the nature of CH and understanding and tell them to take a walk about a children's hospital?? I don't know who you are, nor do I give a shit at this moment, but this is a message board for CH... NOT FOR PEOPLE WHO HAVE IT WORSE THAN CH'ers You can find a whole host of people on this board who have things much rougher than what you seem to have concluded. If I want to help out people in children's hospitals, I'll go to a MB for that purpose. We have members with cancer, hepatitus, heart disease, heart attacks, bone disorders and a whole host of other problems to go along with their CH's....don't come here preaching about those who have it worse. You must have meegraines. Now go away and find a childrens hospital to whine about your meegraines in. Cat |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by Roxy on Dec 7th, 2002, 10:39pm Get 'um catlind. I'm going to wax poetic here.... DITTO |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by SommelierCH on Dec 8th, 2002, 8:33am Fucking A, Shit—I love you people, Erasmus: Have you tried Chamomile tea? I think we’ve been going about this “Doctor, Neurologist, Insurance thing” all wrong, instead of going in with a wealth of info about calcium channel blockers, triptans, hypothalamus, headache diaries etc. just print out C’s post hand it to them and kick back. I just changed Doctors and he can’t see me till Dec. 13, so they sent me to Urgent Care (the Doc there ended up being great, as in “What does your Neurologist say about this?” “No one has referred me to a Neurologist” “What about your blood work up” “No one has done a blood work up.” She got so pissed, she forced a Neuro with no openings until late April, to see me on Dec. 27.) But all I went in for was more Maxalt or Zomig, (I’m really low maintenance) and when she found out that I take at least one everyday, she refused to give me a script because “That’s a very powerful drug, I can’t give you that, you might harm yourself” “Harm myself?….HARM MYSELF?” By the time I got through with that rant, not only did I have a Neuro appt., she rescripted my O2 and got me samples of Maxalt and Zomig and a new script to tied me over until I see my Primary. I immediately went to Rite Aid to get it filled, (you fight so much that when something good like that happens, you want to cash it in before they can change their minds), as I’m waiting to pull into a parking space, the fucking SUV in front of me, hits reverse and plows into my little Honda. I was in NO MOOD to deal with any shit like “The car in the rear is always at fault”, so he and the lady in the car with him quickly started to kiss my ass. He pays for everything on Monday. So I’m right there with you buddy, let it fly, that’s why we’re here for you. But, really, next time be honest about how you feel. We can take it. PFDAN David J. (VETERAN VIPER) |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by SommelierCH on Dec 8th, 2002, 8:36am Cat, I'm in love. You go girl. |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by SommelierCH on Dec 8th, 2002, 8:51am Babel Twit, I have know prowbloms wihts a newbie couming in and throwin sume flams. But your FUCKING grammatical errors, really REALLY piss me off. You wrate: Quote:
Check out "Hints for your new post" and get a grip. "know" instead of "no", capital A instead of lower case, no approstrofie in "children's)We can overlook a lot, but this is really crap. This is so abdominal I'll bet you are a member singin on with a now nam. |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by Ann on Dec 8th, 2002, 9:16am Hey Cerebus, your first post was better than your second, but I have to go with Cat's. ;D She really laid it on the line! You go girl! hugs Ann |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by Babel on Dec 8th, 2002, 9:23am David J- You take that bet to the bank, You win. Go make A movie! I like cap.- A's Cerebus- Get off the wanabe bad ass wagon. Reread that shit you wrote. Tina, has A point here Ramon. Merry X-Mas.... Cat- I'm Honoured! Jonny- LOL.... |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by Lapsi_Harmaahapsi on Dec 8th, 2002, 9:32am Babel reminds me of another poophead who recently came to this board. Me! ;D Lesson I've learned: you can be as arrogant etc as you want, just don't show it (at least not in public). ;) |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by jonny on Dec 8th, 2002, 9:59am Seems to me that Babel fish knows us to well to be an outsider. Why hide under a different name? Have the balls to say your piece or move on!!! ........................jonny (Ueli's right) |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by cerebus on Dec 8th, 2002, 6:15pm Damn.....sarcasm just doesn't work quite as well in text as it does face to face......I gotta work on that I guess. Cerebus |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by Elizabeth on Dec 8th, 2002, 7:47pm on 12/07/02 at 14:27:35, Babel wrote:
Problems? HAHAHAHA Try watching a friend or loved one have a massive CH.... TWIT! |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by ftblfrk on Dec 8th, 2002, 8:00pm well as my father use to say.."You have to give people a chance no matter how stupid they are." You just have to grin and bear it no matter what and hope that friends and family will understand your problems. Which sometimes is also a problem in itself. I know that my wife is as much fed up with these headaches as i am. I don't look for anything from her any more. Maybe were just both numb from it all that we just don't bother talking or worrying about it. It's going to be there and that's it. |
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Title: Re: TO: "the Beast" and those who don't get it Post by j.halber on Dec 9th, 2002, 3:57am babel; We are all aware that there are others in the world who suffer,maybe you should take a liitle walk around here and understand that even if we could or would walk around the children we couldn't see them because we can't open one of our eyes and the tears are running out so the kids would just get scared of us anyway, especially when we start hammering our head against the wall or pulling our hair out!(shame on you wishing those poor little kids that)So you see it wouldn't do any good anyway.Maybe sometimes we have to vent,cerebus wasn't hurting anyone,(YOU WERE)he just had to let it out.That's what happens when the pain in your head,and face,hurt so much all the time that you can't even think. Maybe you should take your own advise and see that there are people here in real trouble and see that it's not just the children who could use some sympathy once in awhile, I'm sure you've even needed it once in awhile!Maybe you didn't get enough, is that the problem?And how can you expect any of us to think anything else of you than that you are just surfing the net to Shit-Disturb and provoke reaction.Has your Goal been reached yet or do you need more to feed you? |
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