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(Message started by: daver on Dec 5^th, 2002, 9:12pm)

Title: DAMN I'm Tired!
Post by daver on Dec 5^th, 2002, 9:12pm

I'M TIRED >:(

I'm tired of the big things; of the pain that amazes me with it's intensity. Of being scared to sleep, but having to anyway.

I'm tired of agreeing with KIP.

I'm tired of the ghost that lives in my head.

I'm tired of the little things; of hiding in my office 'till the pain goes away, of making excuses why i can't go out and play, of not being able to watch tv or enjoy a movie.

I'm tired of not complaining.....I'm tired of wanting to.

I'm tired of this cycle...it's gone on too long.

I'm tired of this game...I don't want to play anymore.

I'm tired of this rant.....sorry to burden.

I'm TIRED of this pain....but it's starting to go away :)

Title: Re: DAMN I'm Tired!
Post by Charlie on Dec 5^th, 2002, 11:02pm

Welcome and not to worry. You aren't a burden. One of the things we do here is to read what you write and try to help by replying or in other ways.

Glad you found us and believe me, all of us have or have had similar thoughts.

Stick around posting more nice things.

Charlie

Title: Re: DAMN I'm Tired!
Post by echo on Dec 6^th, 2002, 8:09am

Welcome to the MB. It helps to rant a little to get it off your chest and out there where we can do what we can to assist. Not a burden.

Title: Re: DAMN I'm Tired!
Post by Stampertje on Dec 6^th, 2002, 8:56am

Welcome to the board.

I totally agree with what you wrote. Nobody here will think your a burden. You write off al your feelings, thoughts and irritations here. Believe me, I have done it. And got all the support I needed.

PFDAN,
Rik

Title: Re: DAMN I'm Tired!
Post by ave on Dec 6^th, 2002, 9:22am

Sorry to hear about that.. don't we hate the beast when it does that?

Apart from advice, this is the only thing we have to give: we know what it's like. So rant on; next time you'll be there for another clusterhead, I am sure.

Title: Re: DAMN I'm Tired!
Post by domm on Dec 6^th, 2002, 4:26pm

daver - welcome to the board. hope your cycle is ending, at least that's the way I read your post. We're here to listen and help if we can.
hang tough
domm

Title: Re: DAMN I'm Tired!
Post by daver on Dec 6^th, 2002, 5:19pm

Thanks everyone for your replies and your support. It really is amazing to know that there are people out there that understand and will listen. Have been a in the "CH club" for about about 15 years now and always thought i had to go it alone. Have often stopped by the board over the last few years just to help me through.

Thanks for being here.

A note for the smokers here (and they're not going to like this..) I was Chronic for many years..just thought that was normal....but then went to a 6month cycle about a year after i had quit smoking. So i know you've heard it before...but i't true...smoking feeds the beast.

Keep up the good work guys and gals.

Dave