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(Message started by: Jim R on Oct 10^th, 2002, 6:54pm)

Title: OKay, just to break up the shit on the MB
Post by Jim R on Oct 10^th, 2002, 6:54pm

I'll tell ya'll how my day's a goin. I have a CH right now - it's mild and yeah, I can type, but having had a few beeeeeers, it'll probably get worse (especially since I'm going to have a few more - LOL!) My sole, "golden goose" client told me today they no longer need my services. My wife has just taken a new job with a 1/3 cut in pay. My youngest son wants the used car I promised him as he got his license yesterday. My middle son quit the one and only college course he has ever taken (he's 20) and that we paid for, because he'd rather go smoke weed with his scum buddies than put forth a little effort. I've still got intermittent - but very prevalent impotence from the fucking CH drugs I'm on (catapres/verapamil - even though it works pretty well usually). I'm almost out of O2, I am out of percocets and have been for a while, stadol doesn't do shit and I'm in a FUCKING BAD MOOD LOL! So, FUCK ME!

ROTFLMAO!! Jim R

Maybe tomorrow will be a better day :D

Title: Re: OKay, just to break up the shit on the MB
Post by Not4Hire on Oct 10^th, 2002, 7:01pm

....just a link Jim.....

http://www.dwave.net/~tony/Tao/tao_jg.htm

read every word...... ;D

I like #8....

Title: Re: OKay, just to break up the shit on the MB
Post by curtisdsc on Oct 10^th, 2002, 7:19pm

Damn Jim, I thought I had a bad day. Here's hoping for a better one tomorrow. Get up and give'm hell. >:(

Curtis

Title: Re: OKay, just to break up the shit on the MB
Post by kim on Oct 10^th, 2002, 7:19pm

LOL! :D

Im so sorry you are presently gettn your butt thwacked. I hate that ;D

Ohhhh, you poor PERSON ;D

Tank gawd me lil ones are at this point still LIL! LOLOL.

Feel Betta! :D

Title: Re: OKay, just to break up the shit on the MB
Post by Jim R on Oct 10^th, 2002, 7:19pm

Not 4 - Some EXCELLENT stuff, bro. THANK you! I'm going to print it out for me and others around me!!

I wasn't really whining (well, yes, I was but not "royally" whining - LOL!) It was more a diversion from some of the other, unseemly things happening on the MB right now and maybe hint there are other things that might even supercede CH's! LOL!

Truly, thanks! - Jim R

Title: Re: OKay, just to break up the shit on the MB
Post by Jim R on Oct 10^th, 2002, 7:23pm

Thanks guys! I feel better already...ah shucks, sorry I complained! LOl Hey Mast - if you read this thread DO YOU NOT THINK I DESERVE SOME FUCKING ICE CREAM TODAY?!! LOL! An I have none in the house! I'm always screwed (I wish!!)

Jim R

Title: Re: OKay, just to break up the shit on the MB
Post by Cin on Oct 10^th, 2002, 7:42pm

Jim,
we're all screwed we have this great thing called chs. Not fun. Hey nice pic. fun in the sun***

Title: Re: OKay, just to break up the shit on the MB
Post by Jim R on Oct 10^th, 2002, 7:54pm

Cin,

Thanks - yup fun in the sun on the water - just about over for this year. I'm sick of being screwed by CH's - I want the other kind!! LOL! - Jim R

Title: Re: OKay, just to break up the shit on the MB
Post by Ree on Oct 10^th, 2002, 8:07pm

Sorry Jim ...We hear you... Been there done that even the personal stuff that I refuse to say outloud.... bummer... get better will ya... sheesh I'm prayin for you... and your wife lol. (the kids always take advantage when they can remember those days... what comes around goes around...LOL good luck) I got caught drinking at 12... pot at 15 got pregnant at 17... I am totally screwed when my 8 year old daughter grows up... better start stockpiling meds for ME>>>> I want to be sedated... love Ree

Title: Re: OKay, just to break up the shit on the MB
Post by Jim R on Oct 10^th, 2002, 8:16pm

Thanks Ree - for even talking to me tonight since I've gone off on so much!! Yup, I'm one of three boys. My mother always said "I hope one of you [looking at ME] has three kids that ACT JUST LIKE YOU BOYS!" I was the middle child, if that conveys anything!!! LOL!! The REBEL with a capital R and now my middle son has made me go gray faster than I think I shoud've! LOL! Take care Ree! - Jim R

Title: Re: OKay, just to break up the shit on the MB
Post by Mastifflvr28 on Oct 10^th, 2002, 10:13pm

ha ha, I got icecream and yooooou don't (that was a neener neener song)
Glad you are feeling better Jim,
Mast

Title: Re: OKay, just to break up the shit on the MB
Post by nancyc on Oct 10^th, 2002, 11:00pm

OK, bro..no icecream but guess what? you dont have to take the dogs out tonite to walk...see how sweet us clusterheads are LOL...your sis, smiles, nancyc

Title: Re: OKay, just to break up the shit on the MB
Post by Mastifflvr28 on Oct 10^th, 2002, 11:20pm

yeah Nancy, I already took the dogs out...but I think Jim needs to take the garbage out!
How are you Nancy? I meant to e-mail...but alas...have run out of time, ER is on! :)
Mast

Title: Re: OKay, just to break up the shit on the MB
Post by nancyc on Oct 11^th, 2002, 12:09am

Garbage, it is! And while he is at it, why not cook supper for us too (tee hee hee)....sis, i am doing better..still having some pain and having tests run...but i am enjoying my pf time with my chs...so life is good, despite a few pitfalls...it feels good to live again..smiles, nancyc

Title: Re: OKay, just to break up the shit on the MB
Post by echo on Oct 11^th, 2002, 8:31am

Hope you find relief soon. Sorry to read that the NS you have available is ineffective. The NS has always worded well for me. And now that I'm in cycle again I have to wait until Nov 1 to get a refill. Went through two bottles in 12 days.

Take care of yourself.

Later bro

Title: Re: OKay, just to break up the shit on the MB
Post by cox3406 on Oct 11^th, 2002, 8:59am

Good rant Jim! ;D
For me a good rant helps a lot,
Hang in there man, I'm coming off off a 33 day crusher and I know how ya feel.
See Ya,
Mark

Title: Re: OKay, just to break up the shit on the MB
Post by don on Oct 11^th, 2002, 11:46am

Sucks to be you.

Tommorow will be better if you set your mind to it.

Go breath some of that good clean fresh New Hampshire air. Tell old stone face to Fuck Off ! And finally go hug your wife. ...........A lot............. Who knows? LMAO

Title: Re: OKay, just to break up the shit on the MB
Post by Jim R on Oct 11^th, 2002, 2:30pm

LOL Don! Good ideas! I AM better today, thank GOD! And ole stone face DOES look like he's having a CH, doesn't he?! LOL!

echo, my bro - Stadol does help somewhat - I shouldn't say it doesn't, but it's inconsistent for me. Like the other night - took it, it worked and then I barfed because I forgot to take a phenergan with it. Sometimes it does the trick, sometimes not - oh well, like a lot of cluster drugs, I guess...

Mast & Nanc - PLEASE no more garbage duty!! Haven't I paid ma dues? LOL! And Mast, you're mean to rub in the fact that you had IC and I didn't. SHAME on you! LOL (Was it GOOOOOD?) And the dogs can walk themselves!

PFDAN's to ya guys and thanks! - Jim R

Title: Re: OKay, just to break up the shit on the MB
Post by echo on Oct 11^th, 2002, 2:34pm

JimR - Sorry to read that Stadol causes you to drive the porcelain bus.

Title: Re: OKay, just to break up the shit on the MB
Post by Jim R on Oct 11^th, 2002, 5:02pm

echo - not just stadol - ANY narc when I take it without phenergan! Funny - my wife calls it "worshipping the porcelain goddess" LOL! It's where she ends-up after too many sweet drinks "that don't taste like alcohol..." (she hates the taste of alcohol but loves it's effects in sweet drinks!!) I recall an incident years ago when she discovered Pina Coladas - nasty! LOL! - Jim R

Title: Re: OKay, just to break up the shit on the MB
Post by 2late on Oct 11^th, 2002, 5:08pm

Jim, put this shit behind you, i'm pullin' for ya bro', give 'em hell!! & good luck to you, you need a break & it's comin' .........2late

Title: Re: OKay, just to break up the shit on the MB
Post by Jim R on Oct 11^th, 2002, 5:33pm

2 late - THANKS, bro. Much appreciated! Hope you're doin well too.

Even though I'm better today, had a go round with my middle son again - we caught him stealing CD's this morning to pawn. He has stolen things from the house (as well as forging $1800 in checks from my business acct.) for a few years now - it pays for his weed...he isn't working and won't get off his ass to find a job. I want to kick him out of our house and get a restraining order, but my wife can't do it - she thinks I'm heartless and I think she's facilitating him...NOT a good time and it's tearing my wife and I apart - individually and as a couple... I think my son has a mental illness - either bipolar and depression or something, but he won't get help and we can't make him - he's 20. Sorry to go on....PFDAN's to you bro. - Jim R

Title: Re: OKay, just to break up the shit on the MB
Post by 2late on Oct 11^th, 2002, 5:41pm

Jim sorry to hear this, i guess it's true what i've heard little people little probs....big people big probs, my oldest is 12, i think i might be fucked ;D .............2late

Title: Re: OKay, just to break up the shit on the MB
Post by Jim R on Oct 11^th, 2002, 5:53pm

Not necessarily 2 late - I have two sons that DON'T act like Jared. That's what I don't understand - they were all brought up the same - with the same morals, ethics, etc. and Jared just deviated...I know he's a middle child, as was I, but that does NOT excuse what he's done and what he hasn't done.... I pray he snaps out of it, but have my doubts. It's all personally very sad to us... But, then again, hope springs eternal and this is what keeps us going. 20 IS a hard age and maybe he will smarten up - I can only hope.... Happy FRIDAY night, 2 late! Enjoy and be PF! - Jim R