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(Message started by: Samiam on Aug 29^th, 2002, 8:06am)

Title: Sailpappy and Nancy.....
Post by Samiam on Aug 29^th, 2002, 8:06am

I'm sending you both my prayers and what ever good vibes I have left....I think at this time you have been two of the nices people I've talken too and you both got me through a very tough time. I think my cycle is just about over, but like you we all have things that we worry about.

Nancy I had and still have those panic attacks and your right they are just awful. They were worse when my Dad was so ill (that's when they started).....you see at the age of 59 we found out that my dad had HIV and within weeks we found out that He was full blown AIDS with a T cell count of 11, (believer it our not my Father contracted the illness through a tatoo) although there was a sister and Mom involved my father wanted me to handle everything right down to every detail of his life....he had nor wanted to make a living will. I carried a cell phone and beeper every minute of the day so I could talk to the Dr's My Mother and sister could not handle it so I had to leave my body and be the one that called the shoots....I know it sounds weard but this was my Dad and to remain his little girl wouldn't have worked....we fought a good war but in the end 8 months later it was time to go and he died in our arms at home where he wanted to be.....

What I'm saying here is that we all felt hopless but there is always hope and a will to live does wonders...you need the support.....and I will be there for both of you along with everyone else that needs me. I know I'm new but you guys got me through a very tought time here and now it's my time to help out....please know that I will be thinking of you everyday and Sailpappy don't give up the ship yet.....those kids need you and we need your wisdom....

Sami

Title: Re: Sailpappy and Nancy.....
Post by NancyMcFree on Aug 29^th, 2002, 8:30am

Hey Sami .... don't be taking any "out of body trips" reading the message board !!! Breath deep when you feel those panic attacks coming on. It will pass ..... all things do. Glad to hear your cycle is almost over .... let the good times begin. Your memories of your father and the times you cherished with him will always be with you. It's amazing how we can hold on to the good and let the other stuff fall by the wayside. Keep your chin up and the clusters down !!!!! Take care and thanks for the good wishes.