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(Message started by: mustang on Aug 14^th, 2002, 6:13pm)

Title: Past 24 hours
Post by mustang on Aug 14^th, 2002, 6:13pm

I quess by now all of you know I'm chronic and between docs. Just wanted to vent this day out to people who really understand.
8-13-02 9:30 pm ch 02 for 15 min gone
10:30 ch 02 15 min gone
11:30 ch 02 gone
12:30 ch 02 gone
8-14-02 1:30 am ch 02 gone
2:30 ch 02 gone
3:15 am alarm goes off time to grt ready for work. 10:30 am ch get to my car 02 15min gone
11:30 ch 02 gone
Have called primary care doc (knows nothing about ch) she said call old nuro did that told him I need help untill I get to new doc. even said maybe the only relief would be a gun to my head, 7:15pm and three more ch's later no respond. I am just having a great day.
Thanks for listening,
Mustang

Title: Re: Past 24 hours
Post by catlind on Aug 14^th, 2002, 7:11pm

Mustang,

I know the place you're at, as do many others here I'm sure. I sent these words before for Drk Angel, and I'm sending them now to you. I mean them with all my heart.

"I give you my support for those times when you're a little unsure about continuing on the path you've chosen - even though it seemed to be the right one when you began. I give you my belief in you and in your
ability to accomplish anything you set out to do. I give you my respect for the things you believe in, even if I don't agree with them. I give you my time for however long it takes to do the little things that make your
life more comfortable. I give you my comfort for those occasions when circumstances put some unwanted factors in your life. I give you my trust in you to always do the right thing for yourself. I give you my forgiveness
that allows you to be human, rather than expecting you to be perfect."

If you need a clusterbud, email me at catlind@twcny.rr.com

Cat

Title: Re: Past 24 hours
Post by Cry-or-die on Aug 14^th, 2002, 7:19pm

Wow cat,
That was beautiful... :'(

cry

Title: Re: Past 24 hours
Post by karen6468 on Aug 14^th, 2002, 7:21pm

I think Cat's words said it best. I am here too if you need to talk - karen6468a@aol.com. I swear in my next life I am coming back as the beast but only attack the doctors that don't understand what we are going through. Hang in there and know there are a lot of people here that do understand.
Karen

Title: Re: Past 24 hours
Post by Not4Hire on Aug 14^th, 2002, 7:59pm

Hey 'stang........ Praise be that the o2 is workin' for ya.... PF to yez

Hey Cat...... thank you for your words.... a better clusterbud I cannot have..... I wish you and all of us the same....... you just NAILED it sister........ best..... Steve

Title: Re: Past 24 hours
Post by Drk^Angel on Aug 15^th, 2002, 12:41am

Sorry the beast is givin' ya a hard time Stang. You'll be in my thoughts and wishes tonight, along with every other clusterhead hurting tonight. Good luck!

PFDAN........................ Drk^Angel

Title: Re: Past 24 hours
Post by nancyc on Aug 15^th, 2002, 9:14am

Hi sis, sorry you are going thru hell...i can remember those days just a few months back with clarity...i feel really helpless now when i hear someone is getting hit...but i do know two things i can do for you...one is pray and the other is to be here to support you in anyway i can...know you are loved... :Dnancyc

Title: Re: Past 24 hours
Post by echo on Aug 15^th, 2002, 11:03am

Sorry to read you are going through a rough time. Glad to read the O2 is working.

Cat -- nicely put.

Title: Re: Past 24 hours
Post by Linda T on Aug 15^th, 2002, 8:48pm

Dear Mustang. Sorry you're going through this hell right now. I, like nancyc, can remember those days well only a few short months ago. Seems your beast and mine keep the same schedule.

Hang in there. Things will get better. There is a light at at the end of the tunnel. Please believe me. It's true.

If you need a shoulder, I'm here.

Good luck and wishing you all PFDAN always, Linda T