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Jarvis
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"Seven days. No pain". After 6 long months I can say this. . Like every body else may do I am analyzing every feeling in my head. Checking it twice, wondering if I need to run for cover or not, hoping and believing thats it, telling myself I'm never gonna go through that again. Peeking around the walls I set up to protect myself, wondering if I dare to open the door to the reality of normality. Realizing the so many things I avoided the past few months cause I might be attacked or was. ... . A new challenge has arisen. No longer is it just survival but it is time to get back to living with gusto. . So many thoughts and possibilities are returning that I forget to see during CH times. No longer do I have a crutch. I got a motor and I,m ready to go. .... . Life looks like a piece of cake again and I'm gonna grab a big chunk with extra frosting and then go for seconds. Just hope I wont have to eat my words at the same time. .........Hows everyone else doing? ......mj...
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Re: Seven days
« Reply #1 on: Mar 6th, 2003, 11:16am » |
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Hey Jarvis WOO HOO and a big FuCkEnEh to you!! Hope it's a long remission for you!! Tina
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Re: Seven days
« Reply #2 on: Mar 6th, 2003, 11:20am » |
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Hey Jarvis, Glad to hear youve been pf for 7 days. Sounds like the beast is getting bored with ya. I know the feeling when your afraid to think positive for fear of retaliation from "him" but happy for you and hope you have many more days pf. suzy
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Re: Seven days
« Reply #3 on: Mar 6th, 2003, 11:21am » |
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I bet you forgot how BLUE the sky really is. enjoy, grant
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Re: Seven days
« Reply #4 on: Mar 6th, 2003, 11:24am » |
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That's great news Jarvis! Ain't life grand when you're pf? I'm in my 2nd pf week after my longest cycle to date (didn't think it would ever leave this time). It sure gives you a whole new outlook on life when you don't have the beast to deal with on a daily basis. Good luck to you, Jim
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Re: Seven days
« Reply #5 on: Mar 6th, 2003, 11:25am » |
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Congrats....I'm really happy for you
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Re: Seven days
« Reply #6 on: Mar 6th, 2003, 2:43pm » |
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Isn't it wonderful though the thought of getting on with life again? So glad to hear this is the case for you! I'm sure it is. Congrats!
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Blessings and PFDAN, Lori
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Re: Seven days
« Reply #7 on: Mar 6th, 2003, 3:54pm » |
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Great new Jarvis. This gives those of us presently dancing with the SOB the hope that the band will quit playing soon.
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Re: Seven days
« Reply #8 on: Mar 6th, 2003, 3:55pm » |
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Jarvis glad to hear that you are PF i hope it last forever
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Re: Seven days
« Reply #9 on: Mar 6th, 2003, 5:04pm » |
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Ain't it great?! Seven days is only the beginning. The beast is gone and if you're lucky, you'll never run across that trigger. Charlie
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Re: Seven days
« Reply #10 on: Mar 6th, 2003, 6:05pm » |
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Congrats Jarvis, Time to start living life again!!!! Hope those PFD last forever for ya. Karen
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Re: Seven days
« Reply #11 on: Mar 6th, 2003, 7:09pm » |
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...FUCKENEH....way to go Jarvis hope this PF cycle keeps on turning... Cathy
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Jarvis
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Re: Seven days
« Reply #12 on: Mar 6th, 2003, 8:57pm » |
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Thanks all. Looking forward to maybe complaining about a papercut again. Imagine a lifetime without pain. Hoping pain stays gone. . Mostly hoping that all of you that are hurting can join us that arent right now very soon. ... . We'll keep a light on for ya. The lights allways burning anyways.
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Re: Seven days
« Reply #13 on: Mar 6th, 2003, 9:00pm » |
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congrats 'bro! keep it up! good luck! ...........Jack
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Re: Seven days
« Reply #14 on: Mar 6th, 2003, 9:29pm » |
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Quote:Imagine a lifetime without pain. |
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Re: Seven days
« Reply #15 on: Mar 6th, 2003, 10:31pm » |
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Congrats to ya....now you can dance with a better partner...............Pam-Coot-tee's
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