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Tiannia
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To my husband-Thnks for letting me be gooshy
« on: Feb 20th, 2008, 1:01pm » |
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I am sending this as a link to my husband, but I felt the need to post this here, with all of you who have been such a great place of support for me whether do to the Clusters or anything else. For me this is something that needed to "say" in public, and here I know we will not be judged.
To my Husband,
Shaun, I love you more then I can possibly tell you with words. You have been a source of support to allow me to grow and feel safe to become a better person. You have also been a catalyst, to force to to change things about myself. I know that not all of the changes within me are ones that you like, but no matter what you are there for me.
There have been times over the years where we have focused on the world around us and seemed to have forgotten to look back and see what the other one is dealing with. We have focused on Money, Jobs, Relatives, whatever and forgotten to realize that the other person was suffering just as badly. We have taken each other for granted and hurt each other with our indifference and words that where not truly meant to hurt. We have used the other as a means to vent without the explanations that they where not the cause of the anger.
But when it is all said and done, and we can look past the pain, hurt and anger...
You are my Love, You are my Life and You are my Essence. Without you, I would not be here. I would not have ever been able to look in the mirror and not be ashamed of what I saw. I could never have realized that I was slowly killing myself and us, in Vegas. Without you, I would have never had the strength to pick up our lives and move away from that Black Hole that I was drowning in, to start a new life with our family. We have hard times, and sometimes forget to remember that the other is a 2nd half of our hearts.
But I can honestly say that I have never meant to hurt you. I could never look into your eyes and know that I was not wanted. I could never say "I Love You" without meaning it to the bottom of my Toes.
I wanted to tell you that I am sorry, for everything I have done or said that caused you pain. I love you more then ever and cant imagine my life without you. I am far from perfect and know that I make mistakes... But there is no doubt within me that our lives became Blessed when we met and that blessing has grown more with each day that we are together. I have nothing but Perfect Love and Perfect Trust in you and our lives together, from this Life to the next.
I love you with all my heart and soul,
Tiannia
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Tiannia
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Re: To my husband.......
« Reply #1 on: Feb 20th, 2008, 3:48pm » |
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I love you too, hunny.
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Tiannia
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Re: To my husband.......
« Reply #2 on: Feb 20th, 2008, 3:49pm » |
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I think I embarrassed him .  Oh well, I needed to do it.
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Re: To my husband.......
« Reply #3 on: Feb 20th, 2008, 3:53pm » |
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I'm glad Tia - it was beautiful. Just like you (HUG)
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Re: To my husband-Thnks for letting me be gooshy
« Reply #4 on: Feb 20th, 2008, 6:37pm » |
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That was incredibly sweet and romantic. I appreciate it for him!
Wishing you well,
Ray
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You have my prayers and compassion-I'm right there with you.
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*While we have the time, let us do good*
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Tiannia
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Re: To my husband.......
« Reply #5 on: Feb 20th, 2008, 7:33pm » |
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on Feb 20th, 2008, 3:53pm, LeLimey wrote:| I'm glad Tia - it was beautiful. Just like you (HUG) |
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Thanks Helen and Ray /huggs
Tia
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Re: To my husband-Thnks for letting me be gooshy
« Reply #6 on: Feb 20th, 2008, 11:42pm » |
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awwww 
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Re: To my husband-Thnks for letting me be gooshy
« Reply #7 on: Feb 21st, 2008, 9:54am » |
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That was great, Tia! And a great reminder to the rest of us, too.
Sanna
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