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« on: Mar 28th, 2007, 10:07pm » |
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just starting cycle, and was wondering
as my attacks begin, and the pain gets to my eye..
if i see a tip off a knife (or anything with a point, corner of table etc) it seems to infuriate my pain ?
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Re: sharp objects
« Reply #1 on: Mar 28th, 2007, 10:19pm » |
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that is strange,
never heard of that, but everyone is different. try not to think about it.
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« Reply #2 on: Mar 29th, 2007, 12:22pm » |
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mind plays goofy tricks on us when we are in pain. When I have a hit I normally have problems focusing my eyes on anything, just the plain effort to look at something hurts, maybe that is what you are experiencing..hang in there...it will be over soon 
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« Reply #3 on: Mar 29th, 2007, 1:41pm » |
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, its the beasts frustration at NOT being able to tip you over the edge. hang, "loose" in there yorky, it will pass. andrew.
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Re: sharp objects
« Reply #4 on: Mar 30th, 2007, 5:15pm » |
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cheers, they must have been mild attacks.
seems to be okay now......
all i can see is this icepack, im trying to push in 
oxygen is getting my vote this time round
I FUCKING HATE THIS FUCKING THING.
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« Reply #5 on: Mar 30th, 2007, 7:49pm » |
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I cuss at it and it seems to infuriate it. Hopefully your cycle will be short lived. I am grateful there are medications that help.
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« Reply #6 on: Mar 30th, 2007, 8:13pm » |
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chears pie
well appreciated rite now.
might i just add, i take my hat off to you chronics that may read this.....you must be made of steel
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Re: sharp objects
« Reply #7 on: Mar 30th, 2007, 8:23pm » |
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on Mar 30th, 2007, 8:13pm, Yorky wrote:| i take my hat off to you chronics that may read this.....you must be made of steel |
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We are not any different than you are. We are just clusterheads. You deal with your version, we deal with ours.
I sometimes think you episodics have it worse than chronics. You get PF periods, but you are petrified as to when it is going to start again. I get lots of hits every day. I know this, I work around it. I know every day is going to be that way.
Most important, for ALL of us, we can't dwell on the hits. Dwell on the PF time between hits.
REFUSE to let the beast win, and take control of your life!
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Re: sharp objects
« Reply #8 on: Mar 30th, 2007, 8:57pm » |
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cheers chuck.
first 3 days iv been very posative , doing extra smiling for tracy and kids, making tracy feel specail, but you can see the hurt in the others eyes...and thats what i cant handle. since about 4 pm friday till now iv had about 7,only using oxyg and an ice towel round me head
cant use injectioun due to detoxing off all meds (trying a busting method) i will be in control again chuck
for the 3 days prior to that they were all nite time hits,
thursday day heavy shadow all stinking day.
friday great no shadow, no pain
4pm bam.
sorry to ramble...i never do long rambles (hate typing)
now going to try and sleep. goodnight all
pf to you all 
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« Reply #9 on: Mar 30th, 2007, 11:00pm » |
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make that 8 hits 
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« Reply #10 on: Mar 30th, 2007, 11:17pm » |
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don't you wish that incantations that involved repeated and varied use of the "f" word were effective? Perhaps finding ways to integrate the "f" word into a conversation, alternating some form of the "f" word into at least every 3 words.
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« Reply #11 on: Mar 30th, 2007, 11:32pm » |
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sorry seasonal.
dont usually use the f word.
but at the time of hte post , i meant every word.
in fact i dont post very often (even though i am here every day ) when people need vibes / happy b/days
just because i dont post my feelings, dont for one minute think i dont think of us and there bad times
(ps sincere regards asb ) anyway..........not one f word
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« Reply #12 on: Mar 30th, 2007, 11:34pm » |
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on Mar 30th, 2007, 11:32pm, Yorky wrote:sorry seasonal.
dont usually use the f word.
but at the time of hte post , i meant every word.
in fact i dont post very often (even though i am here every day ) when people need vibes / happy b/days
just because i dont post my feelings, dont for one minute think i dont think of us and there bad times
(ps sincere regards asb ) anyway..........not one f word
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what, no "forks" up there in yorkshire?
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Re: sharp objects
« Reply #13 on: Mar 31st, 2007, 3:32am » |
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wake up tony....time for your breakfast 
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Re: sharp objects
« Reply #14 on: Apr 1st, 2007, 9:09am » |
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if i see a tip off a knife (or anything with a point, corner of table etc) it seems to infuriate my pain ?
I've never had that happen to me either. I just seem compelled to find a cool plaster wall or bathroom tile and bang my head against it over and over.
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Re: sharp objects
« Reply #15 on: Apr 2nd, 2007, 6:20am » |
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I have thought about using sharp objects during the really bad hits (always had a urge to use my letter opener to dig that bastard out) sharp corners I try to avoid during the blast since I am usually thrashing about in the bathroom at 2-3 am and am afraid my wife might wake up one morning with a bloody bathroom from me hitting my head, and i dont need her yelling im making a mess ontop of these bastards. As for the F-bombs go ahead and use them -whatever gets you through the hit without bodily harm.
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Re: sharp objects
« Reply #16 on: Apr 6th, 2007, 9:01am » |
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i have the exact same thing i cant look at anything sharp because it already feels like there is a knife in my eyeball hard to explain but this does happen to me too
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Re: sharp objects
« Reply #17 on: Apr 6th, 2007, 9:50am » |
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so im not going crackers then
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« Reply #18 on: Apr 6th, 2007, 12:01pm » |
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on Apr 6th, 2007, 9:50am, Yorky wrote:| so im not going crackers then |
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No, I don't think so. It's a psychological reaction of some sort, I suppose.
With me, it's those little green, red, or blue LED lights on electronic equipment. I can't look at any of them when I'm getting hit--they seem to bore a hole right through my skull. (I'm not particularly light-phobic either.)
I know it doesn't make any sense, but it's true nevertheless. I guess if you're crackers, so am I.
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