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I Cant Dance
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Keeping Fingers Crossed
« on: Jun 8th, 2006, 9:31am » |
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Well, I am hopeful that my cycle is finally coming to an end! It is strange, that I was tapering off verapamil to try lyrica, and my cycle started changing. I went to less hits and just shadows, and yesterday I had only two kip 2 or 3 type hits! First day in over three months I did not have at least a kip 7!
I am med free at the moment also...go figure. I have been trying sooooo many meds, and the cycle coincidentally decides to end when I am off them all.
It is relief at last, but I am still getting shadows and feel like the beast is still lurking. Mentally, this is harder than I thought it would be. After dealing with such a long cycle (for me), It is hard to relax and difficult to not get fearful and dread the usual times. I can't let my guard down. How long before the next cycle....this is such a weird time and feeling.
Thanks to all who have supported me.
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Re: Keeping Fingers Crossed
« Reply #1 on: Jun 8th, 2006, 9:32am » |
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Breathe 
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I can't believe that I have to bang my
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Re: Keeping Fingers Crossed
« Reply #2 on: Jun 9th, 2006, 12:43am » |
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Hope your still good.
Stay stressed and make life happen your way now. 
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Re: Keeping Fingers Crossed
« Reply #3 on: Jun 9th, 2006, 1:02am » |
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Smile and may this truly be the end of your cycle. 
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Re: Keeping Fingers Crossed
« Reply #4 on: Jun 9th, 2006, 8:34pm » |
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I hope this is the end of the cycle. You don't have to go away, though. You have a lot to offer, here.
Charlotte
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