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winshots
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thnx for being here
you've got no idea how many pains have gone by
or maybe you do
i want it to end
my tears will never tell the whole story
i wish you well
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winshots
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Re: newbie
« Reply #1 on: Oct 18th, 2006, 11:37pm » |
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f*ck im a singer/writer i can do something...
i will not give up this easily to the beast.
help me out
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winshots
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Re: newbie
« Reply #2 on: Oct 18th, 2006, 11:54pm » |
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i know i'm struggling with myself...
man i want to make some poetry out of this
it's gotta be good for something
the horror movies rip their hearts out
we just rip brains
or parts of it
who me?
cool down cool down
loose that frantic hardass frown
chill and ease and take awhile
never let know and always smile
how am i doing?
uhmph
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Linda_Howell
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Re: newbie
« Reply #3 on: Oct 18th, 2006, 11:55pm » |
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Gladly hon.. How can we help? Let us know something about how you're doing/what you're doing.
Someone is here 24/7 You can also PM me or anyone else here. We are here to help and you are NOT alone in this fight. Honest. You're among friends now who understand.
Linda
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Kindness, is gladdening the hearts of those who are traveling the dark journey with us.
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winshots
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Re: newbie
« Reply #4 on: Oct 18th, 2006, 11:59pm » |
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linda i am just venting
i need to type
or do some thing whatever
thnx
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Richr8
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Re: newbie
« Reply #5 on: Oct 19th, 2006, 12:01am » |
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Jump in friend. Alll of us here undestand and can probably help you in some way, even if it's only a shoulder.
Tell us more about where you are with your cycle and what you have been doing. The folks here have many experieces to share that may help.
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pf wishes,
Rich
...because yesterday is history and you never know what tomorrow will bring.
"Med free"- A few seeds and lots of O2-LG but not great.
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Linda_Howell
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Re: newbie
« Reply #6 on: Oct 19th, 2006, 12:02am » |
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No problem sweetie. That's what we're here for.
Vent away. Cry. scream. Poetry. Music. whatever floats yer boat. 
We have several here from the Netherlands region, if you'd like to talk to them too.
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winshots
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Re: newbie
« Reply #7 on: Oct 19th, 2006, 12:06am » |
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shedding tears now...
im at the end of my cycle, but that means the attacks are shorter and very very much fiercer.
i know it wil end in a week or so but this is not nice.
i can coop with it, 25 years now. never knew you were here, thnx.
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Re: newbie
« Reply #8 on: Oct 19th, 2006, 12:14am » |
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im not alone
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Re: newbie
« Reply #9 on: Oct 19th, 2006, 12:20am » |
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my body aches, i'm tired...
tomorrow i will get fired
but i don't care
i wish i could share
the hurt inside
the unbeatable might
who knows
who shows
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Re: newbie
« Reply #10 on: Oct 19th, 2006, 12:25am » |
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how can you explain a ch to someone who doesnt know?
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Re: newbie
« Reply #11 on: Oct 19th, 2006, 12:32am » |
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all i can do now is hurrt and cry, bllood from my eyes, how am i gonna tell my dearest i can not live like this how can you it hurts
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Re: newbie
« Reply #12 on: Oct 19th, 2006, 12:40am » |
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live me up for a while
lets enjoy the warm smile
but when it gets autumn
i become something dumb
you think its a fake
i wish you could make
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Re: newbie
« Reply #13 on: Oct 19th, 2006, 1:00am » |
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im back. i cant stand it anymore. i've lost two women over this f*ucking headaches and it doesn't get any better. i've got to do something. i don't know. my muscles are all in a knot. tensed, i don't like that. i want to be relaxed and loving.
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Re: newbie
« Reply #14 on: Oct 19th, 2006, 1:14am » |
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Linda?
how can i PM?
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Richr8
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Re: newbie
« Reply #15 on: Oct 19th, 2006, 1:31am » |
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Just click on the person's name. Then scroll down to, "Send this user Personal Message"
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pf wishes,
Rich
...because yesterday is history and you never know what tomorrow will bring.
"Med free"- A few seeds and lots of O2-LG but not great.
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Re: newbie
« Reply #16 on: Oct 19th, 2006, 9:28am » |
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Jeez, i'm reading my own posts and i cannot believe this, what a blabla, but still it fits the feeling...
maybe i'll actually use some of it in a song... i told you, it's gotta be good for something 
thanks for pulling me thru that one, linda and rich
i'm ok now
just posted an introduction on the newcommers board
love ya
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