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luveemom
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Felt Good At the Time..........
« on: Oct 4th, 2007, 1:41pm » |
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Got a kip10 last night.....again.....middle of the night.....while I was sucking down my o2 I was smashing my head into the coffee table.....it felt sooo good at the time......I feel kinda like I got hit in the head with a bat today  .............why do we do this?
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Re: Felt Good At the Time..........
« Reply #1 on: Oct 4th, 2007, 2:12pm » |
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I think its an old Abbott and Costello thing:
If you poke yourself in the eye hard enough, you will forget about that pain in your foot.
Or maybe that was the 3 Stooges. Maybe we are all stooges.
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Re: Felt Good At the Time..........
« Reply #2 on: Oct 4th, 2007, 2:13pm » |
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couldn't tell ya...
I stopped banging ages ago.
Try it to get into a zone it's much more productive
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I can't believe that I have to bang my
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Re: Felt Good At the Time..........
« Reply #3 on: Oct 4th, 2007, 2:20pm » |
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I dont bang as much as rock. I am deffinatly a rocker when I get hit. But it all depends where I am there are times when I am sitting in a corner I still bang. Not as much as I used to when these first started. I used to get hit at work and I'd use the hard cardboard roll that was from the Architech paper rolls and hit myself with those. Damn people thought I was crazy.
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Re: Felt Good At the Time..........
« Reply #4 on: Oct 4th, 2007, 3:46pm » |
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I use those hard cold packs and if the pain is too much I hit my head with it...I think it numbs the area a bit 
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Re: Felt Good At the Time..........
« Reply #5 on: Oct 4th, 2007, 3:59pm » |
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Glass table - I prolly woulda put my head thru it - KIP10, I know a girl with one of those asthma machines, i gotta try suttin
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Re: Felt Good At the Time..........
« Reply #6 on: Oct 4th, 2007, 5:57pm » |
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For me I think its the distraction, or maybe I'm trying to create an opening for the pain to escape from. I'm definitely a rocker, but still kinda slap the side of my head when it ramps up.
Maybe its like the wild animal who has its leg caught in a trap. Will gnaw thru the leg to get out of the intense pain of the trap. Hmm.
Hope you're feeling better today hon!
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Jen
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Re: Felt Good At the Time..........
« Reply #7 on: Oct 4th, 2007, 6:52pm » |
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Thanks all.......think maybe I will try the rocking thing instead.....lol.....my head is still hurtin' all day today the o2 isn't touching it......thanks for the kind words Jen 
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Re: Felt Good At the Time..........
« Reply #8 on: Oct 4th, 2007, 7:15pm » |
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Rats.
It ain't fair dammit.
I was a rocker and contorter sitting in the dark with the window open during blizzards. I banged up my fist more than the furniture.
Hang on kid.
Charlie
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Re: Felt Good At the Time..........
« Reply #9 on: Oct 4th, 2007, 7:30pm » |
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Great annalogy Jen. Gnawing off the trapped limb.
Although it's been some time now that I've had a full on hit, I remember still trying to beat the fucker outta my head be it in the wall, the kitchen cabinets the floor, guess it was whatever was handy.
I also remember the bruised scalp feelings and having to be careful taking a comb threw my hair to not hit the lumps I left.
My hair is actually growing back from that spot I rubbed like crazy till I had little left but stubble because my hair broke off from the friction.
Ok...hang in there my friend. Vent when you need.
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Re: Felt Good At the Time..........
« Reply #10 on: Oct 4th, 2007, 7:41pm » |
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Sorry for your pain Alicia.
Who knows why we do the things we do, I usually interlock my fingers behind my head and squeeze my cheekbone area as hard as I can with my forearms. Doesn't help, but maybe it is the distraction factor.
Hopefully he leaves you alone!
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Re: Felt Good At the Time..........
« Reply #11 on: Oct 4th, 2007, 8:08pm » |
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I quit whacking my head against things a long time ago. Didn't help. But I sure understand the impulse.
At least I don't punch myself in the head any more--back when we were first married, EJ used to consider that fairly alarming. 
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George
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Re: Felt Good At the Time..........
« Reply #12 on: Oct 5th, 2007, 12:25pm » |
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Thanks Charlie, Redd, Jimmers, and George! You guys are the best! I appreciate the support so much! I think I get it now.....no more head banging.....hopefully when the next one hits I will not give into the impulse .......I will try to rock instead.......lol....I don't know.....this pain, and I know you all know......makes me just want to die
Thanks again for all the kind words
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Re: Felt Good At the Time..........
« Reply #13 on: Oct 6th, 2007, 7:02pm » |
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I just use my fists but the one time I was rushing to get some sobe arush for some reason I felt like banging my head on the window but didn't 
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