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sandie99
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It's official: I'm back in cycle... 
I've had 3 hits today (it's 4pm in here). The left side of my face still feels odd although it has been 4 hours since the last hit ended...
If today's hits tell what kind of cycle I'm going to have... well, then it's going to be the most difficult one yet. Let's just hope that it's going to just another cycle - I don't want to turn chronic again. 
Best wishes & PF time to us all,
Sanna
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Re: In cycle
« Reply #1 on: Sep 25th, 2006, 9:23am » |
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Kick its ass, Sanna.
It's got to be particularly difficult, what with starting a new job and all. We're all pulling for you. Stock up on that Red Bull, and don't get caught without one in your handbag.
Bill
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Melissa
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Try not to dwell on it, just get through your hits and live life inbetween. Things are going to be alright Sanna, I promise.
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melly
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Re: In cycle
« Reply #3 on: Sep 25th, 2006, 10:05am » |
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Hang in there sweetie, you've beat it before you can do it again. sending pf vibes your way
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Re: In cycle
« Reply #4 on: Sep 25th, 2006, 10:08am » |
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Sorry to hear that you're back in cycle, Sanna. It's fall--a tough time for a lot of us.
Hope it's a short and uneventful one. Lean on us, and make sure to lean on your supporter as well--he sounds like a great guy. Relying on others for a little help when you need it isn't a bad thing.
Best wishes and pain-free vibes to you from Idaho....
George
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Re: In cycle
« Reply #5 on: Sep 25th, 2006, 10:10am » |
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You and me are on the same cycle fuck...............
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Re: In cycle
« Reply #6 on: Sep 25th, 2006, 10:22am » |
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Sorry to read that you're back in cycle. Seems like the SOB is visiting alot of us.
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Re: In cycle
« Reply #7 on: Sep 25th, 2006, 10:43am » |
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its just typical sanna....
start your new job..then hello from the beast...sorry to hear this. good luck girl.
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today is a gift.....thats why it is called the
present.
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Carl_D
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"tis the season. 
Sorry you're getting hit again, but just take it one day at a time. I know the fear of going chronic again as I have it too, but try to swat that flying thought away frm your head everytime it comes otherwise you'll be overwhelmed.
Big vibes headed your way and 
...and that goes for the rest of you getting hit again too!
Peace,
Carl
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Re: In cycle
« Reply #9 on: Sep 25th, 2006, 12:16pm » |
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Best vibes babydoll!
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Re: In cycle
« Reply #10 on: Sep 25th, 2006, 12:21pm » |
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Very sorry to hear that you've gone back in cycle!! PF wishes and I hope it's a short one!!
Hugz,
Carrie 
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Re: In cycle
« Reply #11 on: Sep 25th, 2006, 1:13pm » |
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Oh Sanna - I'm sorry. I was keeping my fingers crossed for you (and Ricky, too). So much for crossing stuff  I'm praying the cycle is short and mild. Hang on. We're here for you.
Sandy
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Sean_C
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Hang tough Sandie, I promise that it'll go away.
Keep us posted
Sean............................
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Re: In cycle
« Reply #13 on: Sep 25th, 2006, 6:05pm » |
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Lots of vibes headed your way, Sanna 
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Sorry to hear it Sanna. Hang in there! All you can do is get through it and try to take solice when you ae not getting hit.
My time is coming. I used to be spring/early summer but as I have gotten older it has changed to fall/winter. Last year he showed up as a birthday present. Talk about poor taste. LOL
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Re: In cycle
« Reply #15 on: Sep 25th, 2006, 6:44pm » |
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Sanna all the advice to date has been really good, don't go without your red bull and don't forget you have all of us here rooting for you!
lots of love
Helen xxx
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Re: In cycle
« Reply #16 on: Sep 25th, 2006, 7:25pm » |
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So sorry Sanna. I know those words are thin hearing them from where you are, but I'll be thinking about you.
I'm not far behind if the last fourteen years are any indication. Of course, I always believe I'm not going to have another cycle. Stupid Stubborn I guess.
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pf wishes,
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Re: In cycle
« Reply #17 on: Sep 25th, 2006, 8:01pm » |
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May it be an easy ride!
You'll do fine and trust me on this one.........having a new job will actually make things easier.
You will find that times that you may have ran away in the past will now pass because they have to.
You will have less angst because you have to.
You will be wonderful because you are!
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Gonna take a breath and try again.
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Re: In cycle
« Reply #18 on: Sep 25th, 2006, 9:49pm » |
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Very sorry Sanna, i wished i could take your pain for you... hang in there gurl ! !
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Re: In cycle
« Reply #19 on: Sep 25th, 2006, 11:25pm » |
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Aw, sorry sweetie.
Well, you've got your Red Bull... maybe it's time to revisit kudzu as a prevent? Or try taurine?
Sending lots of PF vibes and prayers.
hugs and love, nani
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Re: In cycle
« Reply #20 on: Sep 25th, 2006, 11:33pm » |
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PF's speeding across the Atlantic!!!
Hope today is a bettter day!
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Re: In cycle
« Reply #21 on: Sep 26th, 2006, 12:47am » |
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Sana,
Big vibes and a little something for you. Hope it helps.
If you've not already tried it, ask your doc about Neurontin (gabapentin). With a few very minor exceptions due to late doseing, I've been CH free for almost 3 weeks since starting the gaba a bit prior to mid cycle.
Max PF time to you and all.
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Re: In cycle
« Reply #22 on: Sep 26th, 2006, 1:06am » |
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I love you, Sanna. Hang in there.
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sandie99
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Re: In cycle
« Reply #23 on: Sep 26th, 2006, 12:15pm » |
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Thank you all so much for your kind words.
Today has been a lot brighter day; just shadows, no hits (yet). I just feel like I've been hit by a bus and couple trucks from yesterday's hits. But tired and shadowing is much, much, much better than getting hit!
I've read about the kudzu available in here and it's not as good as some other ones. A friend of mine is moving to London some time in October and she promised to send me some of Holland & Barrett's taurine as soon as she's settled. I'm going to add that to my ch kit as soon as it arrives.
I feel hopeful... I can beat this thing! I was, though, surprised, how low my sprits fell with the first hits of this cycle. I thought I knew better... But the fighter is back and she's well stock up with Red Bull, caffeine tablets and knowledge! 
And it sure helps to know that when it's night in here, its day to many of you so I can always find someone to talk to. Just knowing that helps a lot! I don't plan to scare my supporter away with too much of ch stuff too soon! 
I hope lots of strength to everyone!
PF days & nights to us all,
Sanna
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Re: In cycle
« Reply #24 on: Sep 26th, 2006, 12:28pm » |
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Sanna if you want taurine I'll get some and post it tomorrow.. its NEVER a problem for you honeybun!
Just say the word and I'll be heading out to get it
lots of love
Helen x
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