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No rest for the weary...*sigh*
« on: Jun 21st, 2006, 6:17am » |
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I already know the answers. I know that it'll pass..I know that it'll get better.
Guess it just hacks me off to no end to think that I can't go to bed and sleep like a normal person. Not sure why I'm even complaining...cause it sure doesn't change it.
The 02 knocks the pain right out...only to wake an hour later and go thru the motions again. Then...I get to do it again a third time. Geezz....I'm totally dysfunctional! The after result of the pain leaves me feeling like sh*t. I feel like I've been in a freakin' fight.
After 10 months of Kudzu I was able to taper off and use 02. The 02 works very well for me. Matter of fact, the last 6 months I have had more pf time than ever. Then 5 days ago this sh*t came back with a vengeance.
I have weird sleeping habits anyway...but I do need some sleep.
Truth is...there are many here who have it much worse than I. I know that for some, nothing takes their pain away. I've never come here and complained about my pain...and I feel terrible that I even considered it. Guess it's just a result of no sleep.
No vibes for me, please...save them for others who never get a break. I've had more than my share of pf time, but sometimes things get all screwed up, ya know?
I'm thankful I can come here...I feel privileged to be a small part of this awesome family.
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Re: No rest for the weary...*sigh*
« Reply #1 on: Jun 21st, 2006, 6:20am » |
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Vibes are a lot like love, Jean. Doesn't matter how much is given out, there's always more for those who need it. Sending some out to you today.
Hang in there - remember, you're tougher than the beast is.
Beast - be gone!
Hugs
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Re: No rest for the weary...*sigh*
« Reply #2 on: Jun 21st, 2006, 6:20am » |
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You try melatonin?
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Re: No rest for the weary...*sigh*
« Reply #3 on: Jun 21st, 2006, 6:39am » |
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on Jun 21st, 2006, 6:20am, chewy wrote:
I used to think I was the Queen of Melatonin 
I haven't tried it lately, but maybe I should consider it.
For me, the more sh*t I take to stop the CH, the worse mine gets. I stopped taking the Melatonin when I went on the Kudzu, Feb, 2005. The first couple weeks on the zu were hell. I discontinued the Melatonin and it seemed to make a big difference. I haven't taken it since then. Guess it wouldn't hurt to try again.
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Re: No rest for the weary...*sigh*
« Reply #4 on: Jun 21st, 2006, 7:09am » |
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Jean,
I am so sorry you're having such a rough time! Damnnit. NOONE should!!
Maybe the Melatonin will work once again for you.
Cant hurt.........
meantime, sending you a hug anytime you might need one.
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Re: No rest for the weary...*sigh*
« Reply #5 on: Jun 21st, 2006, 8:33am » |
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The bandwagon is filled with vibes and on the way Jean
Hope to see you in Milwaukee
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« Reply #6 on: Jun 21st, 2006, 11:13am » |
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So sorry to see you in pain Jean, we know you can handle it. Your stronger that it is. Complaining might not change it but it does let us know your hurting and will let us know to be there for you if you need us.
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Re: No rest for the weary...*sigh*
« Reply #7 on: Jun 21st, 2006, 4:21pm » |
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You don't want vibes but I'll send you a big hug
You hang in there Girl!
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Re: No rest for the weary...*sigh*
« Reply #8 on: Jun 21st, 2006, 4:28pm » |
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Jean,
Please don't apolagize for venting everyone needs to at some point.The people here sufferers and supporters know how everything that goes with Clusters effect life.Carol is right as usual Vibes are a lot like love, Jean. Doesn't matter how much is given out, there's always more for those who need it. Sending some out to you today.
Hang in there - remember, you're tougher than the beast is. "
So ya gets hugs,vibes and prayers for painfreetime as do everyone else here dancing with the beast.
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Re: No rest for the weary...*sigh*
« Reply #9 on: Jun 21st, 2006, 4:30pm » |
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We love you Jean, I believe in you and I know you'll get through this, we're with you all the way it might be a long road but it'll never be a lonely one for anyone who's a member of THIS family 
lots of love
Helen xxx
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« Reply #10 on: Jun 21st, 2006, 5:06pm » |
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Re: No rest for the weary...*sigh*
« Reply #11 on: Jun 21st, 2006, 5:07pm » |
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Jean,
lots of vibes are on the way. I hope that things get better very soon...
Best wishes & PF days,
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Re: No rest for the weary...*sigh*
« Reply #12 on: Jun 21st, 2006, 6:17pm » |
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I'm sorry you're getting hit so bad Jean. I know what the lack of sleep does to you and when you have been battling the beast - you are beyond exhausted. Hang in there and know IT WILL END!
Big hugs,
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Re: No rest for the weary...*sigh*
« Reply #13 on: Jun 21st, 2006, 6:18pm » |
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Hey.....
Rant away.  I wish I had had a place to do so rather than scare my family or hide when I was getting hit.
I know you're gonna do better but it still pisses me off that anyone has to deal with something like this.
Hit the beast with everything. Try to keep him so far off balance that he never recovers. 
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Re: No rest for the weary...*sigh*
« Reply #14 on: Jun 21st, 2006, 7:19pm » |
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Jean my last cycle went weird the same way, sorta kinda. 02 and it quit, within 15 minutes it was back. This was steady till I finally gave up and threw in a maxalt, then it would let me sleep. Just what worked once for me. Good luck dear.
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Re: No rest for the weary...*sigh*
« Reply #15 on: Jun 21st, 2006, 9:35pm » |
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Jean, sorry your having a rough time right now. 02 has only worked for me while I'm using it. I've never tried the famous Clustermask, have you ? Maybe it will work better. I hope the Melatonin works this time around.
You're a great supporter and you have more right than anyone here to complain, bitch, moan or scream all ya want.
VIBES heading your way.
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« Reply #16 on: Jun 21st, 2006, 11:09pm » |
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I'd take the pain for ya Jeanie if I could 
You need me for anything you better call.
Much love to you my friend,
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Re: No rest for the weary...*sigh*
« Reply #17 on: Jun 22nd, 2006, 12:43am » |
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Well, I'm sending vines anyway. 
I'm sorry you're having such a bad time, sweetie. Stay strong. hugs and love, nani
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Re: No rest for the weary...*sigh*
« Reply #18 on: Jun 22nd, 2006, 7:44am » |
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Hey Toots.......kick the beast right in the a*s....I know you can kick a*s.... 
Go fishing....it's a sure cure (Blake says so...  )
See ya soon......can't wait!!!! I'm gonna hug your neck and squeeze the beast right out of ya....
Love to you,
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Re: No rest for the weary...*sigh*
« Reply #19 on: Jun 22nd, 2006, 8:01am » |
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So sorry you're hurting.
I hate that...just when you think it's gone, the beast decides to pay a visit. At least the 02 works. It works for me also and the seeds. Gosh those seeds have saved my life. I feel them coming on, I dose and they're gone. Scary thing to think if the beast will find a way around the seeds one day though....
Like Chewy, I also thought of Melatonin. Let us know if it helps.
Hang in there.
Lots of Hugs,
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Re: No rest for the weary...*sigh*
« Reply #20 on: Jun 22nd, 2006, 3:21pm » |
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Sheesh, such orders from such a tiny big hearted woman !!!!!!!!!!!!
So OK, YOU win...................NO VIBES
just..........................
LOVE
I'm there with you Jean,
love and tight hugs,
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Re: No rest for the weary...*sigh*
« Reply #21 on: Jun 22nd, 2006, 4:41pm » |
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Jean you just need someone next to you in bed to give you a complete relaxing massage til you can fall asleep and I promise no hanky panky after you fall asleep
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