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blood_Redd_son
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:( Depression sux
« on: Feb 28th, 2006, 9:02am » |
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i hate being depressed.
got it back yesterday during play practice.
i was thinking of the funeral service for my grandmother.
i was hearing a song from the service in my head and i broke down in the exit area back stage.
i'm in Visual BASIC right now, and it's not making me feel any better.
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Re: :( Depression sux
« Reply #1 on: Feb 28th, 2006, 9:06am » |
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You hang in there pal, we all go through the darkness to see the light again.
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Re: :( Depression sux
« Reply #2 on: Feb 28th, 2006, 9:10am » |
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Know what you are going through...Every morning I have to scrape myself up off the floor and keep moving.  Know that you are not alone and keep talking... there are a whole bunch of folks who love you and we are here for you! cry when you need to... I do! Bunches of hugs to you!
Love Jan
Hope you are doing better! xxoo
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Re: :( Depression sux
« Reply #3 on: Feb 28th, 2006, 9:17am » |
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Just talk away friend We all have been there 1 way or another.
We are family
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Re: :( Depression sux
« Reply #4 on: Feb 28th, 2006, 9:22am » |
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Depression sucks indeed...
I'm so sorry that it made a comeback... 
I'll send lots of (((((((vibes)))))) your way and a huge wish that it will vanish as easily as it appeared. I do know what it's like, though.
Wishing you brighter days,
Sanna
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Re: :( Depression sux
« Reply #5 on: Feb 28th, 2006, 9:27am » |
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Dylan Hun,
I still break down from time to time over Grammy's passing too. It's normal and OK to do.
Just remember the signs qwe've talked about, and that she has let us know all is well with her.
Summer Lands my dear....
Love you much,
Mom
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Re: :( Depression sux
« Reply #6 on: Feb 28th, 2006, 9:37am » |
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i wish it were as simple to just "drop the load"
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Re: :( Depression sux
« Reply #7 on: Feb 28th, 2006, 10:13am » |
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Hey Dylan.
I hear ya, buddy. I lost my dad shortly after your grandmother and have been in a funk ever since. It's comes and goes and that is normal. The best thing you can do is talk about it; on this board, other boards, and with your mom. She understands.
Hang in there. Time will heal these wounds.
Your fond memories of your grandmother are in your mind for a reason. Use them.
TomM
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Re: :( Depression sux
« Reply #8 on: Feb 28th, 2006, 10:20am » |
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yeah, but i rarely got to see her after she got alzhimers.
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Re: :( Depression sux
« Reply #9 on: Feb 28th, 2006, 10:27am » |
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on Feb 28th, 2006, 10:20am, blood_Redd_son wrote:yeah, but i rarely got to see her after she got alzhimers.
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Believe it or not, that is a good thing and you must trust me on this.
Remember the good times. That is what is important.
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Re: :( Depression sux
« Reply #10 on: Feb 28th, 2006, 11:30am » |
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Visual BASIC would piss in my Cocoa Puffs as well. Learn JAVA instead. JAVA == l33t sk1llz
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Re: :( Depression sux
« Reply #11 on: Feb 28th, 2006, 1:59pm » |
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Wait a min. VB turns my crank and makes me smile. I hate java with a passion. Big hugs. I hope you feel better soon.
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Re: :( Depression sux
« Reply #12 on: Feb 28th, 2006, 5:39pm » |
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The more ranting and raving the better for it.
I hope that song never returns....
Charlie
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Re: :( Depression sux
« Reply #13 on: Feb 28th, 2006, 8:10pm » |
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Wish I had an easy answer for you young man. Been there done that. We all do it in our own way. Time heals all. Memories are forever. Life is yours to live. Hug your mother.
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Re: :( Depression sux
« Reply #14 on: Feb 28th, 2006, 9:37pm » |
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Hope you are feeling a bit better tonite... for me I listen to the songs that make me cry when I am alone... that way I don't have anyone fussing over me. And I CRY hard, that way when I hear them with other people I only feel sad, not totally broken.
The other day when I posted trying to get back to normal, someone (not sure who at the moment) told me to ask my advice to my dad... that he would hear me... in my dreams he came to me, gave some of the answers to the questions that were really bothering me. Have you tried that?
Remember.. your grandmother would not want you to suffer... she loved you! This I am sure of (cause you turned out great so far!!)
keep talking...We are all good listeners! xxoo Jan
It was Rich that gave me such good advice.. it worked for me...try it!
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Those are little drops of love guys. They can happen at any time or any place. Its that little thing we call love that keeps them in our hearts and minds.
As Washington Irving has written, There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than 10,000 tongues. They are the messengers of overwhelming grief, of deep contrition, and of unspeakable love.
Sean.................................
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