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Azrael
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The End -- KEK 2/19/2006
What have I done,
To deserve this Hell,
I have lived,
For so long,
That I cannot remember,
How it once was,
When I was happy,
When I was normal,
But now is the time,
When things change,
For now I have reached,
The end.
PFDAN....................................... Drk^Angel
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Re: The End
« Reply #1 on: Feb 19th, 2006, 8:52am » |
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Hey Kenn, it is not the end. You did not do anything to deserve this. You cannot give up!
Your poetry always inspired me as you write so close to home, I always relate and I know I'm not alone.
Now you need to know you are not alone. Please.
I know this might just be one of your poems again but then say so.
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Re: The End
« Reply #2 on: Feb 19th, 2006, 9:30am » |
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D^A,
I hope this is just poetry.
In case its not let .........
I was home around midnight friday night, after picking up one of my boys from the movies when I got a call. I was told there had been an accident at the port and to please come down ASAP with my dive gear.
A good man I have known for many years had slipped over the edge of the wharf in a flexi and could not be found. When I got there the Flexi had just been hauled out with a crane but his body was not inside.
You have no idea what its like to search under water in darkness and to eventually find the body of a good friend. Its an image I will never forget.
The gestion is Why always the good ones.
Your one of the good ones. Don't make your loved ones ask why?
Peace
Robbie
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Re: The End
« Reply #3 on: Feb 19th, 2006, 9:48am » |
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Kenn,
Are you okay?? Please let us know if this is one of your poems or if you are reaching out for help.... We're worried about you!!
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Re: The End
« Reply #4 on: Feb 19th, 2006, 9:50am » |
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Remember this one Kenn, you wrote it and you got through it:
A Causualty of the Beast - 6/28/2002
Gripping the pistol tightly,
I wonder who I am,
And what I am doing here,
Remembering nothing,
But a faint idea,
That there was a great battle here,
Was I involved in the battle,
Was I on the good side,
Did my side win,
Did any side win,
My mind whirls,
As the blood that covers me,
Begins to dry,
Staining my clothes,
My skin,
My soul,
What have I done,
Why have I done it,
As I fall to my knees,
I realize that the blood,
Is my own,
Running from the hole,
That a bullet,
From the gun I hold,
Has made in my skin,
And it occurs to me,
The battle I lost,
Was with my own self,
And then I die.
You can win this battle.
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Re: The End
« Reply #6 on: Feb 19th, 2006, 10:02am » |
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Dark? are you ok?
We're here, man. We know it sux, but the crap does end, even when it seems it never will.
Let us know you're alright. k?
peace vibes, rest vibes, pf vibes.
Jen
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Re: The End
« Reply #7 on: Feb 19th, 2006, 10:23am » |
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I'm okay. Just spinning. Just a poem that came to me while I was reading the board, so I posted it. It's the first spontaneous poem I've had for a while, so maybe my block is over. 
PFDAN......................................... Drk^Angel
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Re: The End
« Reply #8 on: Feb 19th, 2006, 10:24am » |
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Now Kenn, you need a spanking!
Why make us worry!
Next time say just another poem.
Everybody all over the world were looking for you 
You see we care 
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Re: The End
« Reply #9 on: Feb 19th, 2006, 10:25am » |
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Glad to hear you're okay...Kenn!!
It is a beautiful poem - now that I can read it without worrying what's going on with ya!
Hugz,
Lizzie2
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Re: The End
« Reply #10 on: Feb 19th, 2006, 10:28am » |
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runnin up to ya, arms outstretched, jumpin up and HUGGIN THE HELL OUTTA YA!!
Had me a little skeered for a sec. But glad you're block is over
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Re: The End
« Reply #11 on: Feb 19th, 2006, 10:28am » |
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on Feb 19th, 2006, 10:24am, Jasmyn wrote:Everybody all over the world were looking for you
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Even all the way to Boston, next time answer your phone you shit-head 
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Re: The End
« Reply #12 on: Feb 19th, 2006, 10:31am » |
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I'm sorry. I didn't mean to worry anyone. I guess I wasn't thinking.
PFDAN...................................... Drk^Angel
P.S. I know everyone was worried about me, but please, don't anyone else call me for now. It isn't a good time for phone calls. Thank you.
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Re: The End
« Reply #13 on: Feb 19th, 2006, 10:38am » |
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Glad you got your creative juices back
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Re: The End
« Reply #14 on: Feb 19th, 2006, 10:39am » |
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on Feb 19th, 2006, 10:31am, Drk^Angel wrote:P.S. I know everyone was worried about me, but please, don't anyone else call me for now. It isn't a good time for phone calls. Thank you.
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You do know that in jonnys world thats an invitation to call right now 
But Ill cut you a break seeing that you said sorry ....LOL
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Re: The End
« Reply #15 on: Feb 19th, 2006, 10:42am » |
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I'm glad I read this after you responded saying your ok.
Kenn you have an amazing talent with the written word.Those of us who have never physically felt the pain can almost feel it (as much as anyone can).Please just put up a warning that your ok and then we won't worry (as much
Hugs to you my cluster friend Minnie
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Re: The End
« Reply #16 on: Feb 19th, 2006, 12:32pm » |
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Had two close relatives off themselves.
Glad this branch of what I think of as my goofy family hasn't done that. On the other hand, if you need assistance, with the details, let us know..... 
Charlie 
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