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GODS involvement ?? part 3
« on: Jan 21st, 2006, 8:17pm » |
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I realize that for some this topic is annoying, anything or anyone that mentions the G word is told to STFU, shunned, or ignored. PLEASE do. I am looking for answers no matter how far out they may seem. If someone wants to say aliens abducted them and this is the cause of their ch let's talk about it.
When people commit the ultimate escape to escape these I am listening to it all baby. And because I know that he lives only makes it a deeper question of why for me.
I am thankful that I do not know a child that is a ch sufferer. To me I can not untangle the complexities of that situation. Dose anyone know of or can speak for the pain of a child that suffers from ch?
Speaking for MYSELF it is not a stretch to imagine that somehow deep within my psyche I have found a way to punish myself. The mysteries of the mind will be discovered for many many years to come. I am a believer of, if you can imagine it ...it can be done. To control the mind when we understand so little of it is almost laughable. Remember what we used to control not to long ago with labotomies and shock treatment have more benine and effective drug treatments today. Forty years ago we barely thought of going to the moon let alone pluto.
Those of us that share this disorder I believe are special. I don't know why, but because of it's rarity it is obvious we are. So heres to us...even you chewy
end part 3.... and for today
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Re: GODS involvement ?? part 3
« Reply #1 on: Jan 21st, 2006, 9:57pm » |
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What a fuckin bag of gas.
Good thing you didn't have any input on the ten commandments. God would still be cuttin the tablets.
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Re: GODS involvement ?? part 3
« Reply #2 on: Jan 21st, 2006, 10:03pm » |
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The King is gone. We have chewy! 
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Re: GODS involvement ?? part 3
« Reply #3 on: Jan 21st, 2006, 10:06pm » |
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Poor ole Moses would need a chiro.
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Re: GODS involvement ?? part 3
« Reply #4 on: Jan 21st, 2006, 10:23pm » |
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Looks like a tamborine in the lower left hand corner of the picture.
Kumbaya
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Getting ahead of the plot, that's part 42
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Re: GODS involvement ?? part 3
« Reply #5 on: Jan 21st, 2006, 10:41pm » |
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on Jan 21st, 2006, 10:23pm, Kevin_M wrote:| Looks like a tamborine in the lower left hand corner of the picture. |
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And a truck parked in the background.
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Re: GODS involvement ?? part 3
« Reply #6 on: Jan 21st, 2006, 11:42pm » |
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That's not a tamborine it's a ch bracelet.......the ones we bought on here. hail to the bullshit Pam 
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Re: GODS involvement ?? part 3
« Reply #7 on: Jan 21st, 2006, 11:46pm » |
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on Jan 21st, 2006, 10:41pm, AussieBrian wrote:| And a truck parked in the background. |
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The beer truck wasn't going anywhere 
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Re: GODS involvement ?? part 3
« Reply #8 on: Jan 22nd, 2006, 4:03am » |
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on Jan 21st, 2006, 8:17pm, mixter wrote:
I am thankful that I do not know a child that is a ch sufferer. To me I can not untangle the complexities of that situation. Dose anyone know of or can speak for the pain of a child that suffers from ch?
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I am thankful you don't either. I can see you being about as much help as a cloth crash helmet. I DO know a child sufferer and you know what? THE LAST THING I DO IS THINK ABOUT IT COS IT HURTS TOO FUCKING MUCH. 
I deal with it, I cope with it... but I don't think about it if I can help it.
Do you think eating bran would give me some of your moral fibre?
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Re: GODS involvement ?? part 3
« Reply #9 on: Jan 22nd, 2006, 9:11am » |
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Well, all I can say, is that I believe in God. Always have and ch has not made me question my faith. I do think that I have ch for a reason - when it begun, I had been treating myself badly for years and only begun to think in a positive manner. Since ch came into my life, my faith in God has become stronger, so has my faith in myself. I think positively now, I treat myself better now, I live a healthier life. And I live a PF life, now.
I don't know what causes ch... but I live in hope that one day that, too, is known. And that all the sufferers can get a proper treatment quickly from neurologists who know ch. Yes, I'm optimist...
I have learned a lot from the pain, I have learned a lot from ch. I'm a better human being because of the lessons I've learned from it. I can see a lot of silver living in the dark cloud called ch in my life. That includes the wonderful people whose posts I read here each day.
Best wishes & PF days to all,
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Re: GODS involvement ?? part 3
« Reply #10 on: Jan 22nd, 2006, 1:03pm » |
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Here I go.........but I think religion is a master plan for control that dates way back of course......sense we don't know much about the universe we can only hope there is a god as we have been taught to save souls and not die eternally. Religion can be the difference between killing and being killed.....it puts a good fear into alot of people and keeps them straight and narrow which is a GOOD PLAN......don't get me wrong.....I am NOT knocking religion as some of you see it. I just don't beleive in monsters anymore then I believe in angels flying around our heads keeping us safe either. I do beleive in instinct and things we have inside us we don't know how to capture or understand......as far as getting a feeling when something is wrong or goin to happen or thinkin of sumone the same time theya re thinking of you kind of things.....stuff of that nature. Believieng is what gets most people thru life and all the hardships......so it works and I am not saying bad things about it. It is a belief......WHATEVER it may be. I think we are cells floating around someone elses bloodstream 'so to speak'....there's so much more out there.......believe what makes you have faith Pam
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Re: GODS involvement ?? part 3
« Reply #11 on: Jan 22nd, 2006, 1:29pm » |
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God did not cause anyone to have cluster headaches.
God gave us the intelligence to cope with them.
I pray to God that there will not be a "GODS involvement ?? part 4".
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Re: GODS involvement ?? part 3
« Reply #13 on: Jan 22nd, 2006, 2:05pm » |
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So Mixter, to sum it up for you:
Quote:What a fuckin bag of gas.
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Re: GODS involvement ?? part 3
« Reply #14 on: Jan 22nd, 2006, 2:20pm » |
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Whoa boy......... 3 things I don't discuss;
religion, politics, and religion
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Re: GODS involvement ?? part 3
« Reply #15 on: Jan 22nd, 2006, 6:34pm » |
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Just my opinion here..........
I applaud you mixter.
For being new here, and going full on with what is going on in your mind. For "putting it out there" so to speak.
Not that I agree with what you say, I don't, but neither do I have an answer. I love the fact that, regardless of what others may think or say, you continue to THINK, to look for some kind of answer, however far-reaching those answers might be to some.
I can see that some on here are a little aggravated with your thinking or rationalization (or lack thereof), but do NOT, under any circumstances, stop trying to look for answers to this hell we face. Some of my thoughts and ideas and questions pushed some buttons too, and that's ok. As long as you are questioning, you are fighting......and we all need to fight this beast TOGETHER.
Do I think its God's design for us to have this? no. Can I handle the thought of a child with this? no. But I do truly believe that God brought us together here to help each other deal with what we share. And to use our adult strength and wisdom to comfort and help the children who face this or other hells.
So I applaud you mixter. Keep the faith, and keep fighting. One day, we won't have to anymore.
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Re: GODS involvement ?? part 3
« Reply #18 on: Jan 23rd, 2006, 9:48am » |
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Re: GODS involvement ?? part 3
« Reply #19 on: Jan 23rd, 2006, 12:23pm » |
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Why the attacks and bashing of someone looking for answers or for “thinking out loud” to those who also speak out loud about their thoughts?
These message boards have been open to anyone who wants to talk about anything, some so irreverent to the topic of CH it’s almost absurd, but are all of these other posters told to STFU or donate money? Of course not!
Thoughts or opinions are not crimes on these boards, they are a means of trying to cope, maybe understand, or just any way to try to communicate with others who share their pain. When someone mention God, and you don’t like it, go to a different post. If I don’t like the porn messages I go to another post, but don’t think it’s my place to tell others to STFU … enough censorship in this world already!
I’m going to add a post I made years ago about faith and CH, they were private thoughts I wrote down. We have a right to think … ALL of us!
I could never pretend to pit one pain against another. There is no such yardstick. Pain is pain in its own sake, and takes on many forms. Many of which can only be known by the beholder.
Sometimes it helps to just talk. To let it all out. To curse those torturous demons that rip away at our heart, claw and grate at our minds, trying with all their might to eat away at our very soul. They are strong and relentless, never ceasing. They work from the inside, but manifest themselves outwardly, both physically and emotionally. They want not only us, but those around us.
How can I protect myself? How can I protect those around me? These demons can drop me to my knees in seconds begging for mercy. They can brutalize my concepts of logic, emotion, will … and sadly beat me down to the point of losing faith and hence respect for my own life. Then I am nothing.
I cannot allow this. I will not allow this. There are weapons to fight these demons, but my strength is weak to grasp them. One hand is already full of pride, I must drop it in order to have two free hands to receive these implements of war to battle these beasts. I hold so tightly to that pride as if it were my last defense, all the while knowing it is my demise. In anguish, I release it.
There is a faint but solid voice, “ My Grace is sufficient for thee, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.” This Grace fills the void left in my empty hand where the pride once ruled. Where pride had failed, the Grace of God now slashes through demons sending them scattering for hiding places.
I feel the gentle lifting of my other hand by family and friends, they would be there to lift me when I fell, to bandage my war wounds, to prepare me to stand again.
The demons only consider this a temporary setback. They reorganize, and spread to new bunkers. Their commander is wise to this type of battle and has defeated it before. Time. He is the master of time. He uses it well. He has specialized forces in camouflage. He knows his victim has already built up a certain degree of pain tolerance, in fact, to a point that others around them could not see the pain, (they are conditioned to the full on attacks). So, these demons secretly do their discrete attacks in the shadows, and the victim rarely makes too much ado about it. Victims tend to feel guilty about being a burden to those whose lives they have interrupted, unfounded … true, but these demons have done much damage to their preys minds. Time … maybe a day or two. The victim is fatigued, but will (along with the prodding of others) attempt to get back to life as they knew it. Easy steps at first, some simple chores, ignore the shadows and press on. The Beast loves to give that faint bit of hope before ambushing his victim again with full force.
The extreme pain is the initial onslaught, but the true arsenal is much more devastating. It’s called Anger. Anger is the Beasts best weapon. The excruciating pain sends the victim whirling out of control, hands flailing grasping for the first thing it can reach. The Beast Master of time knows this and the barrage of agony bolts endlessly and with such savagery the victim has no time to think. So they turn on themselves, foolishly hoping to rent the demons out by any means possible. But it cannot be done. Anger.
Anger bursts through our veins like boiling steam, electrical fires spark through our heads, nerves dangle like broken live wires in a storm. We run down the corridors of our minds, hands outstretched, reaching out for someone to grasp them. The demons slither out of creases in the folds of our brains and slash at us, they hang from above and drive spikes into our skulls. For every three steps forward we are pulled back two, but we push on. Eternity … the time of the Beast, it will never end.
I know they are there, I know I can’t clutch my hand to anger nor my other to pride, or I will lose the battle. Keep reaching, know … it will be there. And it is. Grace fills one hand and love from family the other. I can feel the evil spirits shrink and hollow back into shadows down into the deep crevasses of my mind. More bandages … more time?
Peace,
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Re: GODS involvement ?? part 3
« Reply #20 on: Jan 23rd, 2006, 1:33pm » |
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Awesome post Dave!
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Re: GODS involvement ?? part 3
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Quote:Whoa boy......... 3 things I don't discuss;
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ROTFLMAO @ Tom 
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Re: GODS involvement ?? part 3
« Reply #23 on: Jan 23rd, 2006, 5:14pm » |
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I have what this thread needs: fast cars and good looking women.
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Re: GODS involvement ?? part 3
« Reply #24 on: Jan 23rd, 2006, 5:15pm » |
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on Jan 23rd, 2006, 5:14pm, TomM wrote:| I have what this thread needs: fast cars and good looking women. |
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I'll take one of each please!!!!!!
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