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flame-n-skull
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Cluster ****ed & FORSAKEN
« on: Mar 3rd, 2005, 10:51pm » |
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I'm all alone no one in my circle of friendz or family has a clue as to what I have to endure on a daily basises. No one has ever shown me any support or understanding incl. my x-wife. I've been a suffer going on ten years now, been thru a slew of meds only to be in the same condition I was in ten years ago. I've preyed DEATH upon my self as a last result hundred and thou. of times but it never works either. I've become cold-harted and love-n it, it's the only thing that helps me thur these God-Damn attacks. It was'nt till here recently as I began to read the msg. boards that I see I not possesed by the Devil, nor did I become possesed. Now when I'm attacked or rebounding I just let-um have it ???? what ever is on my mind freedom of speach in full effect. I say I'm Cluster ****ed & FORSAKEN because I used to pray but nothing even prayer has'nt made any diffrence. Not to disclude GOD he pointed me to you'z guy'z this web site has been the best med. I've had in the last ten years. United we stand thankz for listining & understanding only got a few hrs. b-4 my next daily dance with DEATH my daily todo list is 90% complete if I don'nt make it back atleast I finished most of what I needed to do to day, when I do make it from Hell i'll holla @ you'z guy'z let ya no how good it feels to flip smooth out and come back to reaility. I know somebody out there is feel-n-me. (Ride or Die)
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Re: Cluster ****ed & FORSAKEN
« Reply #1 on: Mar 4th, 2005, 9:31am » |
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Welcome to the cluster board. Sorry you had to find us.
Can you tell us some more about yourself?
What meds have you tried? Verapamil? Imitrex? Oxygen? Kudzu? Do you see a neurologist?
What kind of bike do you ride?
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