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Jasmyn
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Hiding here
« on: Nov 1st, 2005, 10:03am » |
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Don't read this... I'm talking to an imaginary friend/priest/psycologist.
If you decide to read further then please:
I don't want sympathy, I just need to talk and get my feelings off my chest. There is no-one out here that will understand like you guys. So don't even reply back, like I said I'm just talking. Pretend to be an overpaid psychiatrist with no interest or a priest during confession, anything you like.
I know I'll get over this. You guys have helped me through a period when I went through this hell without meds. Thank you!
I hang onto this site for dear life and this insane asylum for sanity. I feel like a "Whus" but I'm actually very strong. I lost me temporarily and are just trying to find myself again. I can't seem to put 2 words together without babbling. I'm depressed and can't seem to surface.
The Mist
I stare down the precipice, looking at my own reflection
Mirrored moonlight in the mist
I pass me by… with no intention
I hear my own voice call, echo’s as it drifts…
Resound off hollow floor then wall
while tears like water drip
Vast caverns of emotions, my heart a drooping Dhali clock
Despite my best intentions
waves break against the rock
Fog-cloaked dampen haze, the footpath now but gone
While cloying tendrils in this daze
pull me toward that sad soul song
I do not want to shout, I do not want to scream
I just want to get lost
in this… my constant dream
The pain that ripped my brain apart…
It’s done, it’s gone…
only its shadow now lingers on
This weary mist won’t lift; it would not let me be
I am not blind…
but still I can not see
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Re: Hiding here
« Reply #1 on: Nov 1st, 2005, 1:04pm » |
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I hear you Jas. I've hidden where you are.
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Re: Hiding here
« Reply #2 on: Nov 1st, 2005, 8:32pm » |
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Then somewhere in the darkness
You hear a voice cry out
You see a light approaching
A hand is offered out
Cautiously you take the hand
And stepping through the mire
We finally depart the mist
You feel your soul fly higher
And then you see a gathering crowd
As others come into view
You are never really alone
We are always here for you
Anytime...
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Re: Hiding here
« Reply #3 on: Nov 2nd, 2005, 8:14am » |
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Jas, your poem was beautifully written and moving.
Gator, you brought tears to my eyes.
Thank you both for sharing with me.
Sandy
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Lean on me when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
Till I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on
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Re: Hiding here
« Reply #4 on: Nov 2nd, 2005, 3:10pm » |
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Sheesh...you two got me all verklempt!!! 
Jas, I like to pretend I'm an overpaid psychiatrist... if you ever need to talk, just holler, hun. (I do care, though)
hugs and love, nani
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Re: Hiding here
« Reply #5 on: Nov 2nd, 2005, 4:10pm » |
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It is up to YOU to educate yourself and then help your doctor plan your treatment. If you just sit down in front of your doctor and say "make me better" you are setting yourself up for a great deal of pain.
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Re: Hiding here
« Reply #6 on: Nov 2nd, 2005, 4:14pm » |
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Jasmyn and Gator...only WOW. I am awed.
Thank you.
Kim
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Re: Hiding here
« Reply #7 on: Nov 2nd, 2005, 6:16pm » |
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Gator, that was very poetic and besides all that pretty
damn good. Thanks!
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Re: Hiding here
« Reply #8 on: Nov 2nd, 2005, 7:52pm » |
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There's real talent in these parts.
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Chillrmn1
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Really cool thread.........great poem Jas, nice finish Gator.
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Re: Hiding here
« Reply #10 on: Nov 2nd, 2005, 9:24pm » |
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Poems were great kids. Have ya'll noticed that one thing most Clusterheads have in common (and we've looked high and low for a commonality) is that there's a lot of artistic tallent out amoungest us.... some write, some are musical, some are painters and sculpturers... but the artistic stuff comes out so frequently. Maybe it's that extra gray matter.... ok it's a theory...
But Jas, we've all been where you are and you just stay here and talk it all out. Someone is on here 24/7 and we do care.
Hugs BD
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Re: Hiding here
« Reply #11 on: Nov 3rd, 2005, 7:48am » |
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this aint sympathy - it's understanding
hang in there Jas
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