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zebb37
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am sitting here...
« on: May 27th, 2005, 6:53pm » |
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...with a cup of 'shroom tea and i'm petrified - i think. I want to know that i'm doing the right thing. It's been many years since i did anything like this and then it was recreational.
i stopped because i'd grown out of it and it no longer had any relevance for me.
have never had any intention of doing something like this again.
BUT.... like so many of us i'm at the end of my tether. Coupled with that I lost a close relative at the w/end in a bad rta.
i need to be strong/well for those around me.
God, I don't really know what i'm asking you guys - other than to support me in taking that first sip.
Shit - I sound like an alcoholic asking his group to cheer him on whilst having his first drink.
Johnny, btw - if u don't have anything posotive to say - just don't
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Re: am sitting here...
« Reply #1 on: May 27th, 2005, 6:58pm » |
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LMAO....just make sure you dont take to big of a dose....im sure you did your research on this.
I have never spoken in a negative way against shrooms....ever
Good luck!!
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Re: am sitting here...
« Reply #2 on: May 27th, 2005, 7:04pm » |
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John, I to used to partake in the, umm, fun drugs. It's been more then 18 years sense then, I know how you feel. It's not worth it, hang in there, and get through this sad time with the help of freinds and family. You'll be glad and feel better about yourself later.
Hang in there 
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Re: am sitting here...
« Reply #3 on: May 27th, 2005, 7:05pm » |
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thanx for that jonny.
yep i've done my research and i'm quite sure of the dosage.
will keep all informed.
aaaarghh - here goes 
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Re: am sitting here...
« Reply #4 on: May 27th, 2005, 7:07pm » |
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jasen
now 2 different views.
it has never been my intention to play again but if this truly does kill the episode it will have been worth it.
wish me luck anyway
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Re: am sitting here...
« Reply #5 on: May 27th, 2005, 7:07pm » |
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Dont forget the crumpets with that tea....LOL 
Go shrooms 
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Re: am sitting here...
« Reply #6 on: May 27th, 2005, 7:08pm » |
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Quote:I sound like an alcoholic asking his group to cheer him on whilst having his first drink.
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No you don't. I've never tried the tea alternative but I'd be willing to bet that most of those that have were thinking just like you.
Like Jonny said, please don't over do it. If it doesn't help the first time it can be repeated later.
We know you didn't get to this point without a lot of research and soul searching.
Good luck. Hoping for the best for you.
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Re: am sitting here...
« Reply #7 on: May 27th, 2005, 7:09pm » |
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thanx bob
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Re: am sitting here...
« Reply #8 on: May 27th, 2005, 7:10pm » |
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on May 27th, 2005, 7:04pm, Jasen wrote:John, I to used to partake in the, umm, fun drugs. It's been more then 18 years sense then, I know how you feel. It's not worth it, hang in there, and get through this sad time with the help of freinds and family. You'll be glad and feel better about yourself later.
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Do you even know what you are talking about Jasen?
The dose is not even enough to get you high.
Read up or shut up!!!!
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Re: am sitting here...
« Reply #9 on: May 27th, 2005, 7:22pm » |
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well - there's no turning back now 
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Jasen,
Take this from a guy who has been in recovery for 11 years.
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Re: am sitting here...
« Reply #11 on: May 27th, 2005, 8:40pm » |
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Zebb - let us know how it works out for you. Two of the best sufferer/supporters (Jonny & Don) are both rooting for you from the looks of things.
Good luck - hoping this will bring your some PF time.
Carol
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Re: am sitting here...
« Reply #12 on: May 27th, 2005, 8:55pm » |
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I am right there with you. I think the tea is my next step. I am so tired of trying new medicine and fooling with my team of doctors. Good Luck and don't let the tea burn your toungue!
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Re: am sitting here...
« Reply #13 on: Jun 5th, 2005, 8:27am » |
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sorry to all for not coming back sooner on this. Yes it worked, am now pf for 8 days - didn't want to say something sooner in case.
Very strange experience - i swear i could feel it nibbling away at all my cluster centres. almost like a gradual dismantling.
i have to add though that i didn't enjoy the experience much but am ever so pleased to be pf 4 now.
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Re: am sitting here...
« Reply #14 on: Jun 5th, 2005, 9:08am » |
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Good news - may your PF times continue.
Carol
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« Reply #15 on: Jun 5th, 2005, 10:06am » |
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ROCK-N-ROLL ZEBB
Good for you Man!!!
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Re: am sitting here...
« Reply #16 on: Jun 5th, 2005, 10:57am » |
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Way ta go Zebb!
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Re: am sitting here...
« Reply #17 on: Jun 5th, 2005, 11:18am » |
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Fabulous
It's great to hear success stories like yours.
Bob
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Re: am sitting here...
« Reply #18 on: Jun 5th, 2005, 11:19am » |
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Awesome News Zebb!!!
May the PF time continue forever...
Very happy for you!
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Re: am sitting here...
« Reply #19 on: Jun 5th, 2005, 11:44am » |
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WoooHoooo!!!
Like you Zebb, I don't care for the side effects but well worth the results!
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Re: am sitting here...
« Reply #20 on: Jun 5th, 2005, 12:33pm » |
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I am so happy for you!
on Jun 5th, 2005, 8:27am, zebb37 wrote:
Very strange experience - i swear i could feel it nibbling away at all my cluster centres. almost like a gradual dismantling.
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Ah, yes, those would be the nanites. 
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Re: am sitting here...
« Reply #21 on: Jun 5th, 2005, 12:48pm » |
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on Jun 5th, 2005, 8:27am, zebb37 wrote:
Very strange experience - i swear i could feel it nibbling away at all my cluster centres. almost like a gradual dismantling.
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Hi Zebb,
Sorry I missed this thread when you began it. Thanks much to jonny, BobG, Don and the rest.
Congrats on the early success. What you describe above is pretty common for a successful treatment. Difficult to explain because it's such a different feeling from what you get with conventional meds. Even the ones that provide relief. It's just "different" and more of a "dismantling" (as you described it) than a covering up.
Could you tell us how much you used in the tea?
The feelings you had about taking that first sip are very common. Hell, it took me a full year of research before I finally took my first dose.
Bobw
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Re: am sitting here...
« Reply #22 on: Jun 5th, 2005, 1:16pm » |
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Fantastic news Zebb!
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Re: am sitting here...
« Reply #23 on: Jun 5th, 2005, 3:35pm » |
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Very good news there zebb! Keep us posted with your progress!
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Re: am sitting here...
« Reply #24 on: Jun 5th, 2005, 5:01pm » |
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AWESOME!!!
i am soooo tempted to try shrooms but i have a question that i cannot ask here.can i get an im from a shroom expert please.
kathy
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