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alchemy
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what a week
« on: Sep 17th, 2005, 5:09pm » |
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last weekend my cycle changed and i went from 6 ch's a day to 11. monday morning i had to put my beloved german shepard down. right after that i was at the nuero where they sent me to the hosp for pred iv's. been going for five days straight finished fri, now i'm on a taper. this stuff is hell. i don't sleep to begin with and the pred makes it worse. the docs are now loading me up with new sleep aids to keep me out of the hos. i've been to laid out to even come on the site and have missed you all. i was starting to let the beast win and i said fuck that and am now starting the long fight back. i'm determined to win. and with you guys i know i will. jim
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Re: what a week
« Reply #1 on: Sep 17th, 2005, 5:12pm » |
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Jim you go for it! The Beast sucks! Sorry that you're getting hit so hard, knock him dead. Thinking of you and lots of vibes.
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Re: what a week
« Reply #2 on: Sep 17th, 2005, 5:28pm » |
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on Sep 17th, 2005, 5:09pm, alchemy wrote:i was starting to let the beast win and i said fuck that and am now starting the long fight back. i'm determined to win. and with you guys i know i will. jim |
| alright Jim! get something going on for after the pred taper. carry ammo.
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Sorry you're getting cranked on by the beast too bro, but you have the right attitude - Never give up!!! I swear sometimes I can hear the beast whispering during a full-on kip 10 "Go ahead, swallow all of your meds. Swallow a bullet. Do it... for me!" FUCK THE CH BEAST!!! Vibes, Carl D
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Re: what a week
« Reply #4 on: Sep 17th, 2005, 8:23pm » |
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Re: what a week
« Reply #5 on: Sep 17th, 2005, 10:49pm » |
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Keep fighting, Jim. You can kick it's ass!!! hugs and pf wishes, nani
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Re: what a week
« Reply #6 on: Sep 18th, 2005, 5:24am » |
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Keep going Jim, don't forget we're here if you need us and also if your wife does!! Thinking of you love Helen X
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Re: what a week
« Reply #7 on: Sep 18th, 2005, 7:18am » |
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Jim, Almost no sleep, fear of rest, at times unrelenting and indescribeable pain that is predictably repetitive and side effects of somewhat helpful meds. What used to be normal life turned into some kind of self understood prison that outsiders can't comprehend. How easy it is for this nightmare to take over and leave us feeling crushed and alone - even when we have a good support team on hand. All we have is our ability to keep fighting back and folks on this board that truely know our nightmare. Don't ever give up! Keep your mind in the right place and lean of the folks here when it becomes too difficult. Every day we get through another round with this nightmare is a WIN. God Bless Tom
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Re: what a week
« Reply #8 on: Sep 18th, 2005, 11:54am » |
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Hang in there Jim. This is a cycle that will end. You are stronger than the beast! And we are here when you need us.
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Re: what a week
« Reply #9 on: Sep 18th, 2005, 12:39pm » |
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Jim, I'm so sorry the beast is giving you hard time... (((((((((Vibes))))))))) But you've got the right attitude! Don't let the beast win, never. We're here for you. Sanna
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alchemy
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Re: what a week
« Reply #10 on: Sep 18th, 2005, 1:15pm » |
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thankyou all. the fight goes on. went and looked at a new puppy yesterday, in two weeks i'll have a new addition, trying to help mend my broken heart. pics of the baby to come
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Re: what a week
« Reply #11 on: Sep 18th, 2005, 1:16pm » |
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Sorry Jim our family is right there with you fighting this fight..... Believe that it will end.... and be stronger than it. .....love ree
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