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Tiannia
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Well shit....
« on: May 23rd, 2005, 12:01pm » |
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Screwed up my Kudzu schedule again. Stayed up late Friday (till
about 4 Sat morning actually) and only had an hours sleep before my
son woke up. From that point on I have been hit continuously. It
seems with me that the Kudzu only works if I take it at the same
time everyday, but I also have to make sure that I am staying on a
semi normal sleep cycle. Hell I am used to going to bed about 11
and being up at 1 and then again at 4 even when I am not getting the
pain associated with Ch. I still get all the side effects, I guess.
The Running eye, sweats, ect. They just might not be as intense as a
full blown hit, but they are still there so I wake up as soon as I
start to feel them. I got some of a nap on Saturday, but slept
through my normal Kudzu dose time and so Sunday was still not any
better. Infact it was worse. I had 8 hits yesterday. 6 of wich
where at least K7. And obviously with taking Kudzu the Trex is not
as effective.
After 23 straight months of this shit I am willing to try just about
anything for a break. These ramps in my HA take more and more out
of me. Espeically when nothing seems to help. It killed me
yesterday to be sitting on the floor with my head in my husbands lap
crying after a nasty hit and having my 2 yr old son asking me "What
happened, Mama?" 
So I will be ordering the BHWR seeds today.
I'll let you all know as soon as I get them and start my detox. Damn
I think I am more scared of that then anything else. At least I have
the trex there to use, even if it does not work that well. Just sort of
freaks me out to think that what I have I wont be able to use.
PF Wishes everyone.
-Tia
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Langa
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Re: Well shit....
« Reply #1 on: May 23rd, 2005, 12:43pm » |
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Sorry you got hit girl...ugh!
Whatever you do, don't give up finding what works for you and what will give you PF time.
Hang in there!
Love ya.
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seasonalboomer
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Re: Well shit....
« Reply #2 on: May 23rd, 2005, 6:12pm » |
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Good luck Tia, you've given the zu as good a go as one can ask. Good luck with the seeds. PF wishes to you.
Scott
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yikes-another-one
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Re: Well shit....
« Reply #3 on: May 23rd, 2005, 6:39pm » |
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We knew the beast was a crafty one,
who'd throw a switch hit in the middle of the battle,
but wh'd have thought he'd be so stubborn?
Best wishes for you to pull through this one.
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Candycane
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Been there! Good Luck and stay tough!!!
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sandie99
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Re: Well shit....
« Reply #5 on: May 24th, 2005, 7:06am » |
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PF vibes are on their way to your direction!
I hope that the seeds will work for you... The beast is cunning one. I hope you're soon PF.
Sandie
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rickyshot
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Re: Well shit....
« Reply #6 on: May 24th, 2005, 2:27pm » |
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I have the same experience with kudzu. I have to be on schedule. Anyone want to do some research on this? Where is floridian.
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