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Got a mild hit Wednesday. Two more yesterday.
Just got done with my second "WHAM FUCKING BAM!" through the night. Shadowing like hell right now, and dreading trying to sleep again. My Doc kind of 'tripped' when I told him what worked against the CH. I told him the only problem was, it is hard to come by shrooms, he responded "Yes but you can grow them can't you?" Kind of blew me away when he said that. The only thing stopping me from growing 'shrooms is finances. I can't afford to get the shit needed to get started on cultivating. Hell, I can't afford to pay attention. I'm so fricken poor the mice here are starving.
Been really stressed, so I am wondering if that has contributed. I can't seem to complete this fricken book, can't find a job, and after a couple of hardships... I am pretty much sunk. My cieling is leaking now in my living room due to a bad roof in our building, the electronics in my guitar are going out (Which is gonna suck to try and replace) and my computer is dying. I wanted to start recording, but my program isn't working right and... I could go on and on. Everything else seems trivial in perspective to the CH, but these little 'stumbling blocks' are driving me fucking nuts. I could go on and on but promised myself I wouldn't whine.
Aw fuckit.
WAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!
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The Artist Currently Known as FORMER but formerly known as Carl D.
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Re: I Am Going Nucking Futs!
« Reply #1 on: Mar 25th, 2005, 8:26am » |
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Gee, Carl, I guess to say "hang in there" seems pretty lame.
But when you get over this round of HA, a lot of those stumbling blocks that you mentioned will be easier to deal with, and you will start making headway, once you get these things prioritized. I always feel overwhelmed during a cycle too, so my heart goes out to you, and try to keep in mind that things will get better. Hugs to you.  Pat
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Re: I Am Going Nucking Futs!
« Reply #2 on: Mar 25th, 2005, 8:43am » |
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hey CarlD sending you all my free pain free vibes to you
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Re: I Am Going Nucking Futs!
« Reply #3 on: Mar 25th, 2005, 9:52am » |
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Whine as much as you need to we are here for you. If you can't do it here then where can you do it. At least we all understand where you are coming from. Man if I couldn't I would have done been kicked out of here long ago. 
PF wishes and vibes sending your way...
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Re: I Am Going Nucking Futs!
« Reply #4 on: Mar 25th, 2005, 10:30am » |
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I usually don't suggest getting supplies off the streets except in an emergency but....
1. You work in the fuckin music industry. You can't score from a friend of a friend?
It's a shame what American Idol has done to the music industry. 
2. Saturday night, there's a band called "Lithium" playing at Pops in Sauget. Sounds like an omen.
Look for someone chewing something. It probably won't be Wrigley's.
good luck
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« Reply #5 on: Mar 25th, 2005, 12:15pm » |
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Well. You could always sell your fingers to "Wendys".
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Re: I Am Going Nucking Futs!
« Reply #6 on: Mar 25th, 2005, 12:29pm » |
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on Mar 25th, 2005, 10:30am, Pinkfloyd wrote:
You work in the fuckin music industry. You can't score from a friend of a friend?
It's a shame what American Idol has done to the music industry.
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Sadly, the times they have changed. I got out of the scene long enough that, some connections died, went to jail, or have moved on to greener pastures. Everybody I know either smokes pot or just drinks, does pills, or is a meth-head (which I try to avoid that whole fucked up scene.) I can't even find blotter or anything. It's like the dude said in the movie "Better Off Dead" - "I can't even find real drugs in this town!" Been on the hunt for the last 3 weeks with no luck. 
Peace,
CD
Yep - I blame American Idol for the whole fucked up mess!!! It was bad when it was on once a week... now 3 or however many fucking days a week it is on... is too much.
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on Mar 25th, 2005, 12:15pm, don wrote:
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To hell with all that. They can have my toes... gotta keep mah fingers for the guit-fiddle!
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« Reply #8 on: Mar 25th, 2005, 12:36pm » |
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If Robert Zimmerman were to appear on American Idol today he would lose.
Thats how far our standards for talent have come.
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Re: I Am Going Nucking Futs!
« Reply #9 on: Mar 25th, 2005, 12:37pm » |
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it doesn't take much to put together the substrate, the most difficult thing to procure will be the spore syringe (or spore print if you are making your own). I personally don't have much skill or experience in growing them, but I can say damn they sure work good for me...so far....heh heh 
2.5 weeks into cycle and no Beast el Grande.
I wish I could help you Carl! I'm too far away though. I agree with pink...go to alternative music bars or a RAVE party, they always have mushrooms there...or even a hit of LSD. I haven't tried the LSD myself, but the chemical is quite similar in molecular structure to the active drug in mushrooms and it works for some people. Set your mind to it and it will lead you there 
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Re: I Am Going Nucking Futs!
« Reply #10 on: Mar 25th, 2005, 1:36pm » |
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60's = lsd/psilocybin=Lennon/McCartney, Clapton, Page, Beck, Bloomfield, Winwood, Townsend, Blackmore, Howe, The Byrds, Buffalo Springfield, Garcia, Dylan, Gilmour, Kantner/Slick, Capaldi,(Hendrix, Morrison and Joplin who all should have stuck to hallucinogens) ......Peace and love beyond sex.
00's = Meth, X, Heroin, Cocaine = Britney Spears, N'Sync, Clay Aiken, 2 Pac, Courtney Love, M&M, MTV.... Raves and materialistic excess and sex without the love.
Yes there are some great musicians today, but there should be. Its been 40 years since Hendrix. How many years between the 1952 release of the Les Paul, and the entire group in the first paragraph? (And I left off some of the greatest but more alcohol influenced musicians..sorry southern rock LOL)
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Re: I Am Going Nucking Futs!
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on Mar 25th, 2005, 12:36pm, don wrote:
If Robert Zimmerman were to appear on American Idol today he would lose.
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Do you think Buddy Guy, Bo Diddley or John Lee Hooker would have made the final 12?? LOL
Wonder how many people know who Robert Zimmerman is 
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Re: I Am Going Nucking Futs!
« Reply #12 on: Mar 25th, 2005, 1:59pm » |
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on Mar 25th, 2005, 1:49pm, Pinkfloyd wrote:
Wonder how many people know who Robert Zimmerman is
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No kidding! Not only would Bobby D strike out on American Idol, but Leonard Cohen wouldn't stand a chance either.
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Re: I Am Going Nucking Futs!
« Reply #13 on: Mar 25th, 2005, 2:04pm » |
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Janice, Grace Slick, Joanie Mitchell...
What might that Simon guy have to say to them? 
FOR THE RECORD: I have never seen American Idol...
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« Reply #14 on: Mar 25th, 2005, 2:10pm » |
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I'm going to go see James Cotton tonight.
He would stump Simon now wouldn't he?
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Re: I Am Going Nucking Futs!
« Reply #15 on: Mar 25th, 2005, 2:43pm » |
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James Cotton.....you lucky don you !! Music talent around here has changed......all the bands sound the same......noticed most don't take many breaks anymore at all which used to be such a downer with TOO many. I think there must be alot of crank heads out this way.....our town has LOTS of drugs and gettin scarey for a small amish setting town. Like to know where all the Mexicans came from drivein Hummers ? Amish are dealin around here too !!!! What kinda work are you lookin for Carl ? Ever check with Walmart...cuz they hire people to come in to stock shelves at ours and get in some hours when needed. Somea my freinds got bag boy jobs and they seem to like it.....some got medical reasons they can't sit all day. Hope things pick up for ya....but no income is nowhere. It's hard to make it as a musician....got alot of freinds that do it on the side. What about mornin glory seeds......there was a recipie for makein em phycodelic since they supposidly hold the properties.....or was it jus eatin em ? Used to have all kinds of info on all that jazz. Phyco seedling Pam
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Re: I Am Going Nucking Futs!
« Reply #16 on: Mar 25th, 2005, 6:05pm » |
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Frank Zappa comes to mind.
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Re: I Am Going Nucking Futs!
« Reply #17 on: Mar 25th, 2005, 9:51pm » |
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Carl......hey......smile man....ok? Just like the smile I saw when i met ya last year in Nashville. Luke
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Re: I Am Going Nucking Futs!
« Reply #18 on: Mar 26th, 2005, 2:12am » |
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I wish I could do something Carl. Alas, all I can do is to wish you lots of vibes and make sure you find some help.
Keep up the good fight Carl. You're gonna be okay.
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« Reply #19 on: Mar 26th, 2005, 3:25am » |
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Carl. Please continue to play your tune. Don't let the demon steal the music that is inside you. Remember when you're on your back everything is looking up.....unless your on the opposite side of the earth in which case you would be looking down.....whoa I need some psychadelics myself.
Do you think Simon would like Jon Anderson's (YES) voice in Close To The Edge or tell him he sounds too much like an angel ..WTF? 
Hope thing's get better for you real fast, Joe
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« Reply #20 on: Mar 26th, 2005, 3:29am » |
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Hey Biker, I'm sure you remember this old goody by Zappa....Don't fool yourself girl...goin right up your p--p chute. 
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Re: I Am Going Nucking Futs!
« Reply #21 on: Mar 26th, 2005, 10:09am » |
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((((((((Carl))))))))
You're in my prayers.
Wishing you PFdays,
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