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I don't wanna new year!
« on: Jan 2nd, 2005, 8:41pm » |
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i just looked over my headache journal
for 2004.
I don't like it, not one bit.
No one should have to live our lives,
not even us.
What are we eating, drinking or smoking
that is causing our own hellthy normal minds
to attack itself?
I'd rather suffer a complete meltdown
than to suffer needless pain....
aaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggghhhhhhhhh
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« Reply #1 on: Jan 2nd, 2005, 8:45pm » |
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We deal with the hand we are dealt dear. Always know that things CAN be worse!!! I am grateful for the life I have, because it is who I am and I wouldn't want it any other way. Yeah, it's a bitch getting hit, and it takes every ounce of effort to fight it, but fortunately for me, I am episodic and always always the pain DOES end.
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« Reply #2 on: Jan 2nd, 2005, 8:45pm » |
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Quote:No one should have to live our lives,
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Quit your whining.
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Want a meltdown? Take a visit with the kids at the Shriners Burn Hospital.
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« Reply #3 on: Jan 2nd, 2005, 8:49pm » |
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Wanna see real life, go to childrens too, it'll change your whole outlook on life.
Sorry your having a tough time of it, what meds are you taking?
Sean..............................
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« Reply #4 on: Jan 2nd, 2005, 8:54pm » |
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You kicked my ass back to reality once when I was down. Now take that same advice hun...
We can and will deal with this..we must. You have to be stronger than the beast...
I'm not going to tell you what you don't already know...but we aren't weak because we suffer..we are strong because we survive.
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« Reply #5 on: Jan 2nd, 2005, 8:56pm » |
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Yes, count your blessings, it could be worse, WAAAY worse. 
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Re: I don't wanna new year!
« Reply #6 on: Jan 2nd, 2005, 9:07pm » |
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Continue doing what you can for yourself in 2005, find what helps, took me awhile (years).
on Jan 2nd, 2005, 8:41pm, Zoom-zoom wrote:i just looked over my headache journal
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Quote:I don't like it, not one bit.
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Not that way
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Not that way.
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Nope
It's here, somewhere
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Re: I don't wanna new year!
« Reply #7 on: Jan 2nd, 2005, 9:19pm » |
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And my co-workers think I am a cheery personality.
little do they ever read between the lines like a few of you can.
ahhhh.
Thanks for the kick in the head.
It makes me think straighter. I know, it gets worse.
Thenit gets better. Why the rollercoaster ride?
Why can't it always jsut be better? i guess I hold that question for the big man upstairs....
thanks for putting up with a whinner!
TJ
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« Reply #8 on: Jan 2nd, 2005, 9:24pm » |
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Big vibes comin your way Zoomie
Hang tough it'll be over soon 
Sean.....................................
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« Reply #9 on: Jan 2nd, 2005, 9:26pm » |
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Because we are clusterheads.
We deal and deal better than anyone I've ever known.
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« Reply #10 on: Jan 2nd, 2005, 9:26pm » |
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on Jan 2nd, 2005, 9:19pm, Zoom-zoom wrote:I know, it gets worse.
Thenit gets better. Why the rollercoaster ride?
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cuz we are jest a special people hon, that's all
exquiste pain is only reserved for those who can endure, and we are strong. i can't help but think of the many nights i spend holding my head rocking frmillowom the pain out in my garage at night, and know that i was picked by the powers that be because they KNOW i can HANDLE it. don't know why, but that's just how it is. don't be discouraged, but know you are one of the few who can endure such agony, and know that you know how much valuable life is and not take for granted like many millions of people do
live, laugh and love,
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« Reply #11 on: Jan 2nd, 2005, 9:28pm » |
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TJ 2005 its a newYear and who knows maybe the cure for clusters will be found.
I am sorry you hurt I wish I had the answer to help you.
The best I can do is to say we all live through it . We enjoy every second of pain free time , and we clink to each other durning our cycles. I use to be chronic now I am episoidic , not sure if I out grew them , or I just am meaner than the beast and I ran it off. There is always hope.
Big Hug
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Re: I don't wanna new year!
« Reply #12 on: Jan 2nd, 2005, 9:35pm » |
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on Jan 2nd, 2005, 9:19pm, Zoom-zoom wrote:
We usually have to end up making it better ourselves somehow, find a way.
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Yeah, and that's usually the big motivator. It can get better, only if you take it in your hands to make it that way.
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Re: I don't wanna new year!
« Reply #13 on: Jan 2nd, 2005, 9:38pm » |
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I have decided to just go mad
maybe pretend I am a gin and tonic for a while.
April will be two years in cycle, only 48 left to go.
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Re: I don't wanna new year!
« Reply #14 on: Jan 2nd, 2005, 9:38pm » |
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When you stop questioning "it" and realize that "IT is what it is" then you start to live again....
You will have your ups and downs but who doesn't??
Be well and live life!!!
Have a happy one!
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Re: I don't wanna new year!
« Reply #15 on: Jan 2nd, 2005, 9:48pm » |
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I tried that.
Pretended I was a Pina Collada till some jerk stuck an umbrella up my ass.
Glad it did't open.
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« Reply #16 on: Jan 2nd, 2005, 10:45pm » |
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I want the new year, so I can devour it with bright, shining teeth, live every day like it's my last, and at the end of this next one, look back and say, "No regrets! Fukeneh! Whatever's next, BRING IT!!"
Ever Onward!
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Re: I don't wanna new year!
« Reply #17 on: Jan 3rd, 2005, 8:57am » |
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on Jan 2nd, 2005, 10:45pm, Jeepgun wrote: "No regrets! Fukeneh! Whatever's next, BRING IT!!"
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Yea, what he said. Plugging on myself !
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Re: I don't wanna new year!
« Reply #18 on: Jan 3rd, 2005, 11:17am » |
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Now what Frank said:
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I know you're strong TJ...hang in there! love, nani
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Re: I don't wanna new year!
« Reply #19 on: Jan 3rd, 2005, 11:19am » |
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on Jan 2nd, 2005, 8:45pm, don wrote:
Want a meltdown? Take a visit with the kids at the Shriners Burn Hospital. |
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I doubt I could handle it again. Visits like that just tear your heart out.
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« Reply #20 on: Jan 3rd, 2005, 12:26pm » |
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on Jan 3rd, 2005, 11:19am, echo wrote:
I doubt I could handle it again. Visits like that just tear your heart out.
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Wife works in a hospital and I can honestly say you can BET on that happening. Kids with terminal cancer can make anyone humble. Many barely know what their fate is. They just deal with the pain and meds. Their parents are a total mess -- I know I would be. Now there's a genuine excuse for the "why me" whimper. Consider yourselves LUCKY - and I mean it.
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Re: I don't wanna new year!
« Reply #21 on: Jan 3rd, 2005, 1:37pm » |
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on Jan 2nd, 2005, 9:19pm, Zoom-zoom wrote:And my co-workers think I am a cheery personality.
little do they ever read between the lines like a few of you can.
ahhhh.
Thanks for the kick in the head.
It makes me think straighter. I know, it gets worse.
Thenit gets better. Why the rollercoaster ride?
Why can't it always jsut be better? i guess I hold that question for the big man upstairs....
thanks for putting up with a whinner!
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Glad you came to your senses...lol I was gonna remind you of the Tsunami... man that sucked... ree who swears now
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