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Lobster
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It is back. A year & a month early.
Shadow Saturday. Two mild hits Sunday.
Most surprising was how completely depressed I was about it. Nothing depresses me... ever... even in-episode I deal with it just fine. Yet yesterday simply sucked... spent several hours chanting the 'fuck fuck fuck fuck' mantra... the 'it is back' despair nailed me hard for the first time ever.
Completely back to normal (psychologically!) today... not any concern there. Worked out a great set of treatments at the end of the most recent event, thus have no reason to suspect they will not be effective today.
So here we go.
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Paul
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Re: Ehh
« Reply #1 on: Dec 6th, 2004, 9:23am » |
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Tell us your story sad or glad, your family is here to listen and lend a helping hand.
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Re: Ehh
« Reply #2 on: Dec 6th, 2004, 9:32am » |
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Sorry to hear you're starting up at all, let alone so early. Hopefully it's just a freak occurrence and will settle back down. Sounds like you have a game plan.
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Re: Ehh
« Reply #3 on: Dec 6th, 2004, 9:42am » |
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That sucks! Keep fightin' Paul... 
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Jump on the Beast's face and kick his ass!! PFDANs!
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john_d
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your are kidding man, damn! you, me, and exploding eye are in the same little fucked up boat to hades. I get shakey, flushed and my mind starts racing looking for an out-door.
big, big vibes to you brother.
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Re: Ehh
« Reply #6 on: Dec 6th, 2004, 10:18am » |
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Hang on there. Don't let it get the best of you.
It's still only shadows for me right now but I think it's time (sadly) to hide the Guiness from myself till it's over because I'm getting more shadows now and they are hitting a little harder when they come.
No night time hits yet (Thank you God). I'd be willing to accept a month of shadows as opposed to one night time wake up call from the beast. I really dread knowing that the night time hits will eventually find me.
Still playing hide and seek with the beast but I think he spotted me. Now I'm running for a different place to hide.
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Re: Ehh
« Reply #7 on: Dec 6th, 2004, 10:22am » |
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Buckle up and keep the abortives loaded.
Sounds like you already have a plan for how you intend to send the beast packin - Should help with your spirits. If the combination of snake oil and witches brew doesn't do the trick this time around I would recommend a pred taper. I was pleasantly surprised with how well it worked. Hope it works for me next time, in 2 years or more if the visits follow the pattern.
Good Luck.
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Re: Ehh
« Reply #8 on: Dec 6th, 2004, 1:08pm » |
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Sorry Rock. Get back into the swing and dont let him win. I understand the depression though. It just hits sometimes, usually not when you expect it to. But we are all here and understand.
Kick his ass. Maybe it is just a break though and will stop before it really gets started. < fingers crossed >
PF Wishes my friend.
-Tia
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Re: Ehh
« Reply #9 on: Dec 6th, 2004, 1:19pm » |
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I'm sorry to hear that Wrokk. I hope this is a fast cycle for you. I try not to dwell on it. I can even laugh at it when I'm not in actual pain. Weird, I know...
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Re: Ehh
« Reply #10 on: Dec 6th, 2004, 9:14pm » |
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Damn it all Wrokk......
Here if you need......
(candles at the ready)
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Re: Ehh
« Reply #11 on: Dec 6th, 2004, 9:55pm » |
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Many thx all! Much appreciated! You guys rock!
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Paul
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Re: Ehh
« Reply #12 on: Dec 6th, 2004, 10:07pm » |
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Gives a whole new meaning to that 'bah humbug' saying doesn't it ? So sorry.....hope yer jus gettin fluked. Mother fluker Pam
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