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ZAIRA
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I am hounded by fate.
« on: Aug 30th, 2004, 1:02pm » |
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PLS GOD, where ever you are... tell me that I will not need another operation...
If yes, in a few days I will be in an operation room again... again! Don't think that I am joking because I am not.
I pretend to be ok and find an excuse as to why I am upset because I am tired of fighting...
I am sorry you all don’t need this right now.
Sorry... 
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Re: I am hounded by fate.
« Reply #1 on: Aug 30th, 2004, 1:05pm » |
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Zazi, as your friend, and as someone who cares about you, I'm glad you posted this. I wish you so much strength and courage. I know you will heal soon, and everything will be fine. What sort of operation?
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Re: I am hounded by fate.
« Reply #2 on: Aug 30th, 2004, 1:13pm » |
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Zaz,
Stay strong. You can't give up now. Vibes going out to you dear! 
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Re: I am hounded by fate.
« Reply #3 on: Aug 30th, 2004, 1:18pm » |
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Zaira, I will put you on our churches prayer chain and you will have prayer going up for you 24 hours a day over the next week that you will be ok. Please let us know when your surgery date is so we can pray for you on that particular day.
Lots of love and prayers,
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Re: I am hounded by fate.
« Reply #4 on: Aug 30th, 2004, 3:13pm » |
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Zazi,
You are a strong woman!! You have already been through so much, I know you will be ok through all of this, too.
Hang in there sister, and know that your family here is praying and sending Vibes for you.
I know you will be fine!
DD
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Re: I am hounded by fate.
« Reply #5 on: Aug 30th, 2004, 3:32pm » |
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Hounded by fate, but loved by many....
something good will come out of all of this Zazi.
be strong, be patient....
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Re: I am hounded by fate.
« Reply #6 on: Aug 30th, 2004, 3:44pm » |
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Stay strong Zazi.You know we are all behind you with only good and wishful vibes
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Re: I am hounded by fate.
« Reply #7 on: Aug 30th, 2004, 3:50pm » |
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We are with you Zazi, no matter what. And so is God. You are always in our prayers. We love you.
wishing you strength and good health..............Little Deb
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« Reply #8 on: Aug 30th, 2004, 3:50pm » |
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Hello! Doctors are not sure but probably they have to do another operation to the other knee. Why? Well I try to explain. She fall down the horse twice, and she has 2 car accidents in a month. In all the cases she hurted both knees, the pelvis and the back. Fracture on fracture. The most seriously damaged knee was suddenly operated (last month), the other one was no operated. But it is always worse. All radiographies declare that the knee is suffering and is swollen. Doctors will submit her to other exams to evaluate if she can front another operation (after the respiratory arrest she had). I know her family is good, and will not let her get depressed. I don't know what to say, unluckiness always gets angry with who don't need any misfortunes. We'll keep you posted. Thanks, Massimo
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Re: I am hounded by fate.
« Reply #9 on: Aug 30th, 2004, 4:03pm » |
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Zazi -
You are always in my thoughts. I am sorry my sister, that you are going through this yet again. But hopefully, there will be some respite for you soon.
Stay Strong,
-Tia
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Re: I am hounded by fate.
« Reply #10 on: Aug 30th, 2004, 5:27pm » |
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"Queste sono tue parole, Zazi, non le mie. Ricordi? Novembre 2002. Quando sopravviviamo l’udito si atrofizza. Si liberano le emozioni che acustiche si propagano nel tuo bosco fatto di fiori, bacche e sentimenti. Potrei dipingermi i piedi d’azzurro e abbandonare le mie impronte su queste foglie, trascinare un pezzo di cielo sulla terra, per udirne il tonfo, e trapiantare la sua vastità qui.
E allora forse sentirai urlare gli insetti di fantasia e tripudio: nuovi figli spuntano dalla terra e i vecchi tentano di spiegr loro che la vita è una stagione dura e incomprensibile.
Ora sai che devi lottare, hai giusto il tempo di riallacciarmi le scarpe e ripartire sotto il sole, sotto le stelle, sotto lo sguardo di chi ci accompagna sempre senza mai farsi vedere. E’ la vita, è Dio, non so cos’è: ma andrai avanti e sopravviverai!"
It is between me and her and we understand each other, right Zazi?
I feel helpless, that is all.
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Re: I am hounded by fate.
« Reply #11 on: Aug 30th, 2004, 5:40pm » |
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Yikes.
It never seems to end but know that you are in our thoughts and that the whole pack of twisted clusterheads are pulling for you.
Try to stay with us all week this time. 
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« Reply #12 on: Aug 30th, 2004, 5:43pm » |
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Sending smiles and vibes Zazi.
   
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Re: I am hounded by fate.
« Reply #13 on: Aug 30th, 2004, 6:07pm » |
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Dang it....Can't we all just GET BETTER????? 
Sorry Z-double....miss ya lots. 
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Re: I am hounded by fate.
« Reply #14 on: Aug 30th, 2004, 6:44pm » |
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Zazi, I'm hoping you can avoid another surgery, but even if you do have it, we're all pulling for you and you will be fine.
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Re: I am hounded by fate.
« Reply #15 on: Aug 30th, 2004, 7:36pm » |
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Zazaroo,
Stay off the fucking horses!
Stay hard my friend...Lots of love and vibes coming at you from this part of the world...
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« Reply #16 on: Aug 30th, 2004, 7:46pm » |
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Zazi,
Prayer is powerful, hold onto it and never let go. Ask what else they can do and especially if you can have a spinal block. Hopefully no surgery will be required, but if so that it will be fine.
Massimo,
A wonderful message. I too feel helpless but that is not the Truth, we can always help.
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« Reply #17 on: Aug 30th, 2004, 8:29pm » |
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I am sorry this has you down Zazi, but be strong. You are a warrior, and have already made it through the worst of the battle...
Keep fighting! You have all of us behind you.
Peace & hugs,
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« Reply #18 on: Aug 30th, 2004, 9:16pm » |
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Zazi, sometimes life just doesn't seem fair! We were never meant to see the big picture. I believe that we were all put here for a reason and that life is a learning experience. You have every right to be discouraged and no one can blame you for that. It's ok to be discouraged, just don't give up! You're going through all this for a reason and you must not even have a thought of giving in. You must meet this health issue head on, like you do the beast! Zazi, you are going to learn from all this and come out of it an even better person for it!
Thank you Massimo for filling us in.
Zazi, read my tag line.
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Re: I am hounded by fate.
« Reply #19 on: Aug 30th, 2004, 11:16pm » |
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Zazi,
Hang in there girl. Things do get better.
I had 2 back operations, got divorced, Lost my job, had to fight the ins co. for my disability. all in a period of 5 years .
but today things are good.
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Re: I am hounded by fate.
« Reply #20 on: Aug 30th, 2004, 11:24pm » |
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on Aug 30th, 2004, 1:02pm, ZAIRA wrote:
I pretend to be ok and find an excuse as to why I am upset because I am tired of fighting...
I am sorry you all don’t need this right now.
Sorry...
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Zazi. You're only human. You don't have to pretend with people who love you, or think you have to make excuses when yet another obstacle gets in your way.
...Just want you to know you have a lot of love coming your way, wish I could reach across the ocean and give you a hug. Whatever is to come, know from me you have my prayers, a shoulder to cry on and not to worry about saying how you feel. Con Dio, everything will be ok.
Strength! to you,
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« Reply #21 on: Aug 30th, 2004, 11:42pm » |
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Someday all the surgery will be done and you will be better and ALL this behind you......gotta get thru this rough get better part first. Look forward to that day.....and stay strong. Gotta get yourself fixed up first. And yeah I will admit them horses can really do a number on your 'pieces parts' and I am also proof of that one. And I love horses....but they have wrecked me ole back pretty good ! I KNOW yer strong but am sure you are gettin wore down by now. Don't let bad luck be the only luck you have Pam
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« Reply #23 on: Aug 31st, 2004, 1:06am » |
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Sorry but stay hard Zazi!
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Re: I am hounded by fate.
« Reply #24 on: Aug 31st, 2004, 7:54am » |
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I love life and people also. Sometime you fold and somtime you hold. You have to know when.
None of this does any good now but YOU must believe that "and this to will come to pass". My thoughts, prayers and tanti bella causa per te
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