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Please God let me die
« on: Apr 18th, 2004, 10:42pm » |
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Re: Please God let me die
« Reply #1 on: Apr 18th, 2004, 10:46pm » |
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I know how you feel brother.......hang on.....we need you.....fight.....don't give up.......fight dammit! 
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Re: Please God let me die
« Reply #2 on: Apr 18th, 2004, 10:57pm » |
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...connor: that sweet boy on yer profile... do it (hang in) for him, bro...
ya have my number; use it 24/7...
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Re: Please God let me die
« Reply #3 on: Apr 18th, 2004, 11:03pm » |
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You will survive........please !!!! I think sumone needs you Pam
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Re: Please God let me die
« Reply #4 on: Apr 18th, 2004, 11:05pm » |
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In times like yours, I live on these words:
"Cast all you anxiety on him because he cares for you" Peter 5:7
I know words can't fight the beast, but it helps me to keep some of the darkness away.
PF vibes comin your way,
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Re: Please God let me die
« Reply #5 on: Apr 18th, 2004, 11:07pm » |
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You are not alone with this,
You are not alone with this,
You are not alone with this,
You are not alone with this,
You don't want to die,
The beast must die...not us..NEVER US!
Hang-on.
...Mark.
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Re: Please God let me die
« Reply #6 on: Apr 18th, 2004, 11:08pm » |
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You are in our thoughts and wishes . . . .I am putting a special emphasis out for you . . .
*positive light and energy*
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Re: Please God let me die
« Reply #7 on: Apr 18th, 2004, 11:13pm » |
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Hang on man. We need you here.
I have sat up in bed and screamed at the top of my lungs for God to either cure me or kill me numerous times! I have since found a combo that appears to be working for me. I know that everyone is different, but it shows that there is hope.
Don't let the beast win.
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Re: Please God let me die
« Reply #8 on: Apr 18th, 2004, 11:15pm » |
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 Ken,
Hang in there. Vibes coming at you!! You can do it!!
Lizzie
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Re: Please God let me die
« Reply #9 on: Apr 18th, 2004, 11:30pm » |
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one word...CONNOR
He needs you..we all need you...
You are loved
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Re: Please God let me die
« Reply #10 on: Apr 18th, 2004, 11:38pm » |
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I absolutely know how you feel. I have also begged God to let me die rather than suffer any longer.
But you are loved in this world and you must stay strong for your son, the rest of your family, and your cluster family.
We love you, don't give up!!! You can do this!
Remember to tell yourself:
"It will end, it will end, it will end, it WILL END!"
Saying prayers for you.
Virginia
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Re: Please God let me die
« Reply #11 on: Apr 19th, 2004, 12:45am » |
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Athos  , please hold on, Connor needs you now and always. Keep fighting and know you are in our thoughts and prayers...
(((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))))))
Prayers,
Andrea
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Re: Please God let me die
« Reply #12 on: Apr 19th, 2004, 12:48am » |
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Hold on Athos. We are all here for you. We hear your screams in the night and undersatnd the words. They will pass and only you will remian, the Beast will never beat you.
PF Wishes to you,
-Tia
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Re: Please God let me die
« Reply #13 on: Apr 19th, 2004, 12:59am » |
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i know i do not know you i am new here... but you have a beautiful little boy and he needs you in his life..... i know there must be a time in every sufferers life that the words "please god let me die" are the only ones they can say.... and i know that a supporter would never truely know the pain you have to bare.... but know that we are here to help you.... and your son is worth liveing for.... may you soon not have to suffer any longer and be able to see the world with clear and painfree eyes... my hopes and prayers are going out to you.... hang in there.... like everyone said it WILL end someday.... hopefully it will be sooner than later....
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Re: Please God let me die
« Reply #15 on: Apr 19th, 2004, 3:22am » |
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Ken..the answer is no.
I'll be here...holler if ya need a friend.
Cathi
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Re: Please God let me die
« Reply #16 on: Apr 19th, 2004, 4:49am » |
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Gday athos,
Hang tough mate, we will get thru this togther. After all that is what family is for.
Take care brother.
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Re: Please God let me die
« Reply #17 on: Apr 19th, 2004, 8:40am » |
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"He who has suffered much, much will know."
Homer (not Homer J.)
...and you have a student.
hang tough
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Re: Please God let me die
« Reply #18 on: Apr 19th, 2004, 9:17am » |
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Athos
I have begged that many times, the answer is always no. I continuously pray for healing, it doesn't come. The only reason that I can see for this pain is the wonderful friends that I have here, I would have never known them without this pain.
Here is some song lyrics that have helped me. It is about teen suicide but it fits for us too.
What's This Life For by Creed
Hurray for a child
That makes it through
If there's any way
Because the answer lies in you
They're laid to rest
Before they know just what to do
Their souls are lost
Because they could never find
What's this life for
I see your soul, it's kind of gray
I see your heart, you look away
You see my wrist, I know your pain
I know your purpose on your plane
Don't say a last prayer
Because you could never find
What's this life for
But they ain't here anymore
Don't have to settle the score
Cause we all live
Under the reign of one king
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Re: Please God let me die
« Reply #19 on: Apr 19th, 2004, 9:38am » |
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Athos
We know how you feel, been there myself. The Beast can be beaten. Hang in there and if you need to talk, email me.
Tom
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Re: Please God let me die
« Reply #20 on: Apr 19th, 2004, 9:46am » |
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Oh Athos!!! I'm sorry!!!!!!!!
Here's a hug - can you feel me??
but death is NOT an option - This will pass - and you have people here who care about you! Hang on - you can do it!
Please know that Ramon and I are pullin for you...
TIna 
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Re: Please God let me die
« Reply #21 on: Apr 19th, 2004, 10:35am » |
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When I feel like dying because I can't stand it anymore, when these clusters have pushed me to the very limit of my spiritual endurance, "This too shall pass," is my constant mantra. Please hang in there. Death is an option; always an option; but it is an option that occludes and destroys all others. When you can, do something kind for others and see how it lifts your spirits and makes you feel connected to life and love again. You are never alone...
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Re: Please God let me die
« Reply #22 on: Apr 19th, 2004, 10:54am » |
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Ken…. I have the feeling that we will be *quiet* only when we die, BUT…. Don’t descourage, if you do, you lose the match against your problems, your beast, and this isn’t good.....
I think we all have aims in our own life... people to love and help... you have 5 children… FIGHT for them....
OK…. I think that it shouldn’t be so hard for no-body... we can’t expect happy days, but life can’t ever be bad, don’t you think so?
We know the exhaustion and frustration better than the rest....... you're not alone...
Hopefully your PFDAN will come real soon…. hugs, Zaira
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Re: Please God let me die
« Reply #23 on: Apr 19th, 2004, 10:59am » |
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athos...you are better than this beast and you know it....we are all here...with you....Luke
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Re: Please God let me die
« Reply #24 on: Apr 19th, 2004, 11:03am » |
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I know your in a lot af pain athos but think about the pain Connor would go through if he lost you. Sending vibes.PFDAN
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