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hopefull
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My old man maybe going over seas on a job....He's my safty net He holds me together when the 9/10's hit...comes home from work , keeps the panic at bay...Then I feel selfish cause He will be the one in a man camp in the desert....I'm just not sure I can let anyone in my famliy see this happen to me....Just not sure of how I'll deal with it I have a 14 year old son still at home.....I have to be the parent....I also don't want my old man worry'n about me, just want him to watch out for himself.....whew...just had to tell someone....
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River_Rat
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Re: Scared
« Reply #1 on: Jan 13th, 2004, 6:44pm » |
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You always have us, and we will do what ever we can to help, just remember that!
You'll be in our prayers.
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BlueMeanie
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Hopefull,
Hang in there. We are ALL here for you. Anytime you need to talk just hop aboard.
You will be very suprised if some of your relatives see you during a Cluster attack. They will get a much better understanding of them. You should NOT feel ashamed of having CH's.
WELCOME !!!
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AlienSpaceBabe
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We're here for you, hopefull!
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Re: Scared
« Reply #4 on: Jan 13th, 2004, 7:00pm » |
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That's how it is. I hear ya. You will surprise youself and be OK!!!!
thinkin of ya with most best well wishes 
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hopefull
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Re: Scared
« Reply #5 on: Jan 13th, 2004, 7:04pm » |
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Not ashamed....it's just the one friend that has seen it was helpful but wierded out and talked it around to a few...not meaning any harm...but made me feel like a nut case...plus it does scare the hell out of her...not that I carried on...but it's a private thing with me...Yall are the few that I interact with about it and thats not always comfortable for me either...
But I appreciate those of you that have been there for me...Thank you for responding guys
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Re: Scared
« Reply #6 on: Jan 13th, 2004, 7:26pm » |
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Hopefull,
I know how you feel about keeping this monster inside,I do the same thing. My gal is the only person I feel comfortable talking to and being there when I'm suffering. I even try to keep this away from my best friends. This is the only place I talk(or Type  ) about it.
We may not be there to bring you a glass of water or something but we're HERE! Stay close..
..Mark..
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Re: Scared
« Reply #7 on: Jan 13th, 2004, 7:39pm » |
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i know how you feel. but if and when the time comes, you will do the best you can and survive!! And we will be right here with you!
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Re: Scared
« Reply #8 on: Jan 13th, 2004, 8:48pm » |
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Hopefull,
My heart goes out, there is only one old friend I can confide the cluster experience with here in person. We're here. Don't worry, most all times and for many years I somehow made it alone. You will find strength and endure for when things are again as you wish them to be. They will. I have to remind myself of that with that withered branches gettin' green again thing that is on all my posts. When it's tough, let us know.
Kevin M
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Re: Scared
« Reply #9 on: Jan 13th, 2004, 9:27pm » |
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Hopefull,
Have you ever met a clusterhead?? If not...then you need too.
Find one of us that lives close, and get together with them. NOONE....NOONE understands like a fellow clusterhead.
You are not alone....and as long as you stay here with us, we will get you thru the rough times.
If you can get together with another CH'er....you will find a friend for life.
ummmmm...you live in TEXAS????? Where bouts?? Let me know.
PF vibes to ya, sweetie
Jean
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Re: Scared
« Reply #10 on: Jan 13th, 2004, 10:09pm » |
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Hopeful, let your hubby know that you've found us here. Tell him all about us and that should help alleviate some of the worrying about it. Bring him here to read about us too if that will help.
Take Jean's advice........she's one special lady and can really be trusted.
We're here for you in more ways than you can imagine. Us cluster heads will go the length to help out a fellow sufferer.
good luck, and stick with us,
EDNA
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Re: Scared
« Reply #11 on: Jan 13th, 2004, 11:12pm » |
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Hang in there hopeful.........yeah it is hard for someone on the outside to really get a grasp what is really goin on with attacks........Brad's had this a long time and we've wore ourselves out tryin to explain it....they don't git it......but if they have seen it enuff they'd learn. Be patient.......you'll be ok and find a way Pam
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Re: Scared
« Reply #12 on: Jan 13th, 2004, 11:31pm » |
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Kim's right. You'll do better than you know. Keep in touch and let us know how things are going.
Charlie
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You have US now..........you'll be ok!!!!! 
We're sending our "VIBES" your way!!!!!
Hang in there!!
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Paigelle
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Hey we are all right here looking at for you. We can try to keep the panic at bay for you. Take care of yourself.
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hopefull
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Re: Scared
« Reply #15 on: Jan 14th, 2004, 9:04am » |
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THANKS EVERYBODY!
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Re: Scared
« Reply #16 on: Jan 14th, 2004, 9:32am » |
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We are here for you.
You will be suprised at what you can do when you have to.
PF vibes to ya
Gena
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