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Ride_the_Lightning
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the vent your frustration thread
« on: Jun 27th, 2003, 7:30am » |
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once upon a time, in a village far far away, there was a man called clus terr, he decided one day to take a walk down the litle pathway that ran along the sid of a beautifull river near the village, and ten he bumped into me and i kickedthe shit out of him until he died./.AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRGh
i hate this shit i cant anymore....somoen is trying to hoover my eye out of its socket...i wish i could rip the side of my face off
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Re: the vent your frustration thread
« Reply #1 on: Jun 27th, 2003, 10:09am » |
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Hey ride.........
Interesting story you got there, just remember to keep on kicking.....it does end
And vent all you need to here, that's what most of us here are around to help you with!!!!!!!!
And those that aren't.......well, just don't pay too much attention to them anyway. 
Hope your pf moments increase as the pain fades,
EDNA
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CathiP
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Re: the vent your frustration thread
« Reply #2 on: Jun 27th, 2003, 11:39am » |
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Awww, Ride, I am so sorry you are nearing the end of your rope....please remember, when you get near that end, tie a knot in the rope and keep on fighting. There are many in that same situation right now...you are NOT alone, and you're not alone where it comes to help.
NOTHING.....repeat NOTHING is worse than giving the beast that satisfaction!! Keep posting here, keep looking for YOUR solution, and those here will keep sending vibes and encouragement your way.
Hang in Ride......it WILL end......and life is GOOD!
Cathi
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Re: the vent your frustration thread
« Reply #3 on: Jun 27th, 2003, 1:21pm » |
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Ditto to way CathiP said...don't you let the Beast win this battle - you are much stronger than that.
Stay here, vent all you want....we're here to listen...
Mia
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« Reply #4 on: Jun 27th, 2003, 1:33pm » |
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We all hate it, just remember your not fighting it alone.
You have others prying for death durning a cluter and feeling the same things you are. Just look at us all we made it and you can to. Thank Goodness God don't answer ALL prayers !
You will find your answer, and you can now.
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Re: the vent your frustration thread
« Reply #5 on: Jun 27th, 2003, 2:07pm » |
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Yeah! Lets all jump in and help Ride kick the shit out if him. When we are done we toss the bastard into the "beautiful river" so the crabs can devour him.
And then .....and then (heavy breathing) we scoop out the bones and crush them into a pile. Then , then ., then, we put the pile into the dog shit heap at the pound and after that we...........sometimes I scare myself.
The End
Fight on Ride! You aint fightin alone no more!
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Re: the vent your frustration thread
« Reply #6 on: Jun 27th, 2003, 2:38pm » |
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I'm exhausted Don - now what?
Mia
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Re: the vent your frustration thread
« Reply #7 on: Jun 27th, 2003, 2:39pm » |
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I took that walk for 18 months before I found help. No I am virtually pain-free. I haven't even had to break the O2 out in weeks. If I didn't know better, I'd think I was out of cycle, but I know better. Every time I miss a dose the shadows quickly return to remind me to be diligent in taking my meds.
My point is, you can survive this. I went through 18 horrendous months of pain. My life fell apart and I had to quit working. I was worthless. Now that my neurologist has put me on verapamil and lithium, the cluster pain is a memory. I have started to live again. I never thought this would happen. I came very close to ending my suffering in a very ugly way, but alas, I discovered there are some things I can't do, thank God. Now I feel foolish for ever having considered that option, since if I had known I could actually find medication that would help, it would never have been considered at all.
Hang in there. It may take a while to find help, but know there is help. Your rope is a lot longer than you think, and the world looks a lot different once your out of the woods. Don't lose hope.
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« Reply #8 on: Jun 27th, 2003, 3:15pm » |
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Shawn- That was beautiful. I am so happy that things are better for you. Please continue to share.
LONG LIVE FU- PF, and LIVING Life to the fullest!!
Cathi ;D
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Re: the vent your frustration thread
« Reply #9 on: Jun 27th, 2003, 3:36pm » |
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Dam...hang in there Ride...tamarrow is nuther day and hopefully PF for you ! Ride the big one Pam
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Re: the vent your frustration thread
« Reply #10 on: Jun 27th, 2003, 3:47pm » |
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Hi Ride_the_Lightening...vent away...you will come out of this okay, sorry your going through it soooo bad.. 
Sending you PF vibes...
Cathy 
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Re: the vent your frustration thread
« Reply #11 on: Jun 27th, 2003, 3:53pm » |
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... if a clusterheadache came in human form....
... I'd do things to it that would make Satan himself cringe...
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Re: the vent your frustration thread
« Reply #12 on: Jul 2nd, 2003, 9:41am » |
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on Jun 27th, 2003, 2:07pm, don wrote:
And then .....and then (heavy breathing) we scoop out the bones and crush them into a pile. Then , then ., then, we put the pile into the dog shit heap at the pound and after that we...........sometimes I scare myself.
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Don you're scaring the rest of too, remind me to never EVER piss you off. 
*Helps Ride kick the hell out of the beast* Hang in there and email me if you need anything.
~Juvy
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