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Life is specially generous with us clusterheads…
« on: Jun 10th, 2003, 1:41pm » |
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I’ve been good for a month (with some rare attacks) and now... Let start with the dances ;D !!! My cluster started 3 days ago ... well, in Italy it is 9 PM and today I had 7 attacks... now I’m in ER with a concussion in the front area... Let’s say that the beast is having fun with my head! And... good news... my neurologist thinks that I am becoming chronic!! Beast, always you are a fucking bastard!! Hi to all and a prayer for whom is suffering in this moment, Zaira
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Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
« Reply #1 on: Jun 10th, 2003, 1:57pm » |
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I am sooo sorry you are getting hit again! I think you should strap some small pillows to your head to protect it! Hope the neuro can find a good combo to keep the beast away this time!! Stay strong!!! Sherry
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Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
« Reply #2 on: Jun 10th, 2003, 2:11pm » |
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I am so sorry you are getting hit again! Zaira. Hope the neuro can find the right "coctail"that can give you some time off. Take care Svenn
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Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
« Reply #3 on: Jun 10th, 2003, 2:14pm » |
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And that kind of generosity you could happily live without my friend! I am so sorry to hear you're getting hammered Zazi. I hope it passes quickly. Be Strong. You ARE! Lots of love and wishes for PFDAN for you going to Italy right now! firebrix
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« Reply #4 on: Jun 10th, 2003, 2:20pm » |
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Zaira- Oh, I just hate that beast! He picks on the nicest people! I will be sending out my very best vibes to you- and hoping that your night tonight is peaceful, and PF!! BTW- my daughter, who is sending you a note, has been in the process of moving- she will be busy for a few more days.....she smiled when I sent her your note.....musta been nice, Z! Please take care, Zaira, and know I'm thinking of you, and sending you my best wishes. Cathi
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Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
« Reply #5 on: Jun 10th, 2003, 2:30pm » |
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I hope that your neuro is wrong and it passes quickly for you.
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Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
« Reply #6 on: Jun 10th, 2003, 2:32pm » |
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Zaira, I am very sorry to hear about the beasts generosity for you. You have been so very kind to me since I got here. Giving you all my prayers for strength and relief. Dell PS I hung a thick decorative carpet on my wall to soften the blows!
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Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
« Reply #7 on: Jun 10th, 2003, 2:44pm » |
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Zazi, I'm so sorry to hear you are getting hit again and so soon. Since last August, I've had a 6 week and an 8 week period of being pain free. Other than that it was 5 months of constant hell and the rest of the time the beast seems to visit me every other day or so. I've wondered if I too am going a bit chronic, but I almost hate to even have thoughts like that. Anyway, hang tough girl and don't let it get you down. I don't know what it is about this year but it has been a tough one for lots of people. I figure it doesn't matter if I'm episodic or chronic .. I still have to go on with life and live for the PF times. Oh well, take it easy and be well. BruceD
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Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
« Reply #8 on: Jun 10th, 2003, 2:48pm » |
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Sorry Zazi, I will be praying that you get better soon, And the beast will run far away !!!!! Opus/Paul By the way can anyone make a helmet for Zaira with a built in Ice pack for a liner. It should be a blessing for her.
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Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
« Reply #9 on: Jun 10th, 2003, 2:57pm » |
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Hi Zaira......Life's a bitch....sorry your getting hit from all sides it seems....STAY HARD....and hang in there. Cathy
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Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
« Reply #10 on: Jun 10th, 2003, 3:00pm » |
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Hang in there! Prayers and PF thoughts your way! Bryan
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« Reply #11 on: Jun 10th, 2003, 3:51pm » |
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sending you the strongest positive vibes i can muster Z, stay strong we're here for you. all the best to you, kick his ass & send him packin' !!! ..................Jack
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« Reply #12 on: Jun 10th, 2003, 4:10pm » |
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Sorry to read you are being victimized by the SOB again. Hopefully this will be a short lived cycle for you. Hang in there!
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« Reply #13 on: Jun 10th, 2003, 5:28pm » |
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Zaira, Wish I could take it away. Be brutal to the Beast, but gentle with yourself. I'm sending many PF vibes, thoughts, and prayers to you. Kate
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« Reply #14 on: Jun 10th, 2003, 6:17pm » |
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Put your foot in his ass, Zazi...and then draw a mural on his forehead!!!!! ...........................jonny
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Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
« Reply #15 on: Jun 10th, 2003, 6:57pm » |
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on Jun 10th, 2003, 2:48pm, Opus wrote:Sorry Zazi, I will be praying that you get better soon, And the beast will run far away !!!!! Opus/Paul By the way can anyone make a helmet for Zaira with a built in Ice pack for a liner. It should be a blessing for her. |
| great idea Paul.... i'm workin' on it.... meanwhilst, Zaira: YA DUMBASS!.... ;D ....by NOW you should know that hittin' your OWN PRECIOUS HEAD just plays into the "Beast, always you are a fucking bastard!!" game..... the idea is to FUCK with HIM...... *he* didn't give a concussion....on TOP of the pain....YOU did.... no? ya know I always got yer back, just don't hurt yourself anymore......OK? Steve(N4H)
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Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
« Reply #16 on: Jun 10th, 2003, 7:57pm » |
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Im really sorry to hear about your pain. I dont know what to say, except hang in there, be strong tomorrows another day. Im really sorry.
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« Reply #17 on: Jun 10th, 2003, 7:58pm » |
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Zaira, I'm sorry to hear that things are so rough right now. I will keep you in my prayers for some quick relief! Virginia
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« Reply #18 on: Jun 10th, 2003, 8:01pm » |
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Zaira, I'm so sorry you're getting hammered so bad. But, girl......you have got to lay off the banging your head. Ch's are bad enough.....a concussion on top of that is unbelievable. I really hope they are wrong about the chronic part.....just keep fighting, and kick the beast's ass......kick him Texas style..... . Thinking of you, Tracey
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« Reply #19 on: Jun 10th, 2003, 9:41pm » |
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Zaira Take care of yourself and you've got to start taking better care of your head bones too. Positive thoughts & vibes sent from Canada too!! Ross
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« Reply #20 on: Jun 10th, 2003, 10:47pm » |
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Dang it Z!! I'm sorry for you! Kick some beast ass.. !!! Check yer PMs tina
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Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
« Reply #21 on: Jun 10th, 2003, 11:53pm » |
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OHHHHH Zaira, I'm so very sorry to hear that you are being hit again, and the possiblity of going chronic is a dissaster! Listen Z hang in there, i'm chronic and i guess we'll be chronic together if it happends, but lets hope that the prayers to God wont let that happen. I'll be praying for you Z and maybe God will answer the prayers coming from all of us. You are a very wanderful person Z, and if there is anything i can do for you, just let me know. Just e-mail me Mikeysm@hotmail.com and i'll see what i can do for you. In the mean time Kick some beast ass Sis! Mikey,
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Re: Life is specially generous with us clusterhead
« Reply #22 on: Jun 11th, 2003, 12:10am » |
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"Z" this is not the way to meet the doctor who will cherish you forever, but it's a start. Get well soon. I am praying for you.
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« Reply #23 on: Jun 11th, 2003, 2:10am » |
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Praying for you specially now. Stay strong. You can do it. jc
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« Reply #24 on: Jun 11th, 2003, 3:54am » |
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Zaira so sorry your being hit again. I hope the Drs. can find something that will help you find some relief this time. suzy
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