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Mark C
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Been about two weeks since the last really good kick in the skull but I cannot say this cycle is over for a couple of reasons. First, my head still hurts, not like a blaster, just ghosting, but constant. It is getting lighter but it ain't gone. Second, the lump in the back of my neck is still there, smaller, less intense, but still there. I almost think I am being stalked at times. It feels like I could go from K-0 to K-10 at anytime, I just aint today. I want to go on and live like nothing is wrong, and for the most part do, but having that batsard always looking over my shoulder worries me. I can tell sometimes weeks before a cycle that it is coming and this feels like that, only I am on the downside (?) of a cycle that started in August so I should be done.
It aint over yet..............................
Mark
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sueellen83
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Re: Over?
« Reply #1 on: Oct 29th, 2002, 10:18am » |
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Hey, Marc,
Glad you haven't had a really bad CH. 
I know how you feel about the beast looking over your shoulder. It's like he's lurking there waiting for your guard to drop then he'll pounce. I'm going through the same ting right now. Last week my cycle should have ended but, I can still feel the beast breathing down my neck. LOL 
Hang in there. I'll keep my fingers crossed for you if you do the same for me.
Sue Ellen
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Re: Over?
« Reply #2 on: Oct 29th, 2002, 2:24pm » |
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Hello Mark,
I am in yr. same situation and I have learned not to see my past nor to thinkof future but to live day by day. 
Good luck, Zaira 
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Re: Over?
« Reply #3 on: Oct 30th, 2002, 2:16am » |
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I hope the cycle ends soon for you. I know it's a terrible feeling waiting to be hit..wondering if and when and how bad.  PFDAN
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Blessings and PFDAN,
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Psalm 23:4 ~ Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.
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