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loserib
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a song i wrote about the beast
« on: Aug 26th, 2002, 10:51am » |
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this is a song i wrote about six months ago before i came here
dances with shadows
i blow my brains out
every time i close my eyes
my mind is rotting
rotting from the inside
i keep getting stranger
the longer that i live this live
i wont just lay here
lay down and die
take my hand little girl
lifes not what it seems
your left standing there
dancing with a shadows dream
im not what i seem
tell me what it means
to be left standing there
dancing with a shadows dream
i live in pain
pain that i cant denie
the more its there
the more it destroys my mind
ill keep this pain this pain is mine
ill keep going on without a reason why
take my hand little girl
lifes not what it seems
your left standing there
dancing with a shadows dream
im not what i seem
tell me what it means
to be left standing there
dancing with a shadows dream
ill put two guns against my head
too make sure i do the job right
its no big deal ive been dead
for quiet some time
i take my death by my own desine
ive giving up
and dont have the streangth to try
take my hand little girl
lifes not what it seems
your left standing there
dancing with a shadows dream
im not what i seem
tell me what it means
to be left standing there
dancing with a shadows dream
we lose loved one
that have deid
gone to quick
and way before there time
youll stay in our hearts
where we hold you up high
so to past family this is my
good bye
take my hand little girl
lifes not what it seems
your left standing there
dancing with a shadows dream
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Re: a song i wrote about the beast
« Reply #1 on: Aug 26th, 2002, 11:32am » |
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The song certainly shows why chs are called suicide headaches...i pray this is not how you feel though...there is hope ..Just reach out here and let your clusterbuds surround you with love...and join the fight with OUCH to kill this beast...we can do this together...  nancyc
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Jim R
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Re: a song i wrote about the beast
« Reply #2 on: Aug 26th, 2002, 12:06pm » |
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Loserib,
Listen to Nancy C. She's a chronic who has been through hell and back and still finds it within her to be a massive help to others. You show talent in your songwriting, but thinking of ending it all is a defeatist attitude. As Nancy says, join the fight against the beast - DO NOT LET THE BEAST WIN. This MB and OUCH are your two strongest tools to slay the dragon. PFDAN's to you loserib. - Jim R
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Re: a song i wrote about the beast
« Reply #3 on: Aug 26th, 2002, 4:44pm » |
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Your song is pretty kewl. Thanks for sharing it with us.
PFDAN................. Drk^Angel
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kelly_dawn
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Re: a song i wrote about the beast
« Reply #4 on: Aug 26th, 2002, 4:59pm » |
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hi i read your song, and i its amazing how people cope with pain, i am an episodic but the beast seems to be paying me more regular visits these days, thanks for your song
take care
kelly_dawn
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Re: a song i wrote about the beast
« Reply #5 on: Aug 26th, 2002, 5:28pm » |
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I know EXACTLY where you're coming from, man. CH has effectively put an end to my guitar playing career, and I've been a pro for a long, long time.
But you're not the only one hanging on by their fingernails - and while we're not in the next room , we're right here with ya. Hang tough, we can't afford to lose any of us.
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Re: a song i wrote about the beast
« Reply #6 on: Aug 26th, 2002, 6:12pm » |
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if u don't learn how to spell i'm gonna kill ya......just kiddi'n, cool tune! ...............2late
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loserib
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Re: a song i wrote about the beast
« Reply #7 on: Aug 27th, 2002, 9:40am » |
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thank you everybody like i said i wrote the song 6 months ago when it was realy getting bad.writing music helps me cope with it .it may sound suicidal but im not. writing my feelings down helps me deal with with them so i dont feel suicidal becuese i found an outlet for those feelings alot of my songs deal with touchy subjects like that and alot have conections to ch
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Re: a song i wrote about the beast
« Reply #8 on: Aug 27th, 2002, 9:56am » |
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Glad it's an outlet for you, loserib. As I said, I think you've got talent and I'm glad you were able to channel your pain in this direction. Hope you're getting some help. PFDAN's to ya bro - Jim R
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