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I know a lot of you wonder what’s going on with my post these days. I have always been involved in some kind of organization. I have always been a giving person. I have tried always to help others who did not have it as well as me. I have always felt pain in my heart for anyone or anything that suffered in any way. I have felt many types of pain in my life and fought many demons. I have spent a lot of the last couple of years around hospitals, and have seen and met people who were in so much pain that it made me feel guilty for even thinking my clusters were the worst thing in the world. I started Thanking God for every second of pain free time I have and making the best of it. When I made up my mind to do that I became much happier. Even though some people have taken some of my post as being heartless and uncaring. That is not true. I found by applying a better attitude, and making the most out of my pain free time that when a cluster does hit me. I fight it much better and I am much happier. I stopped dwelling on clusters and even my other health problems. I don’t neglect them I am prepared for the pain. I just live in between. It does not work every time, sometime I just can not smile sometimes I am extra tired after a cluster and do have to rest instead of going on with my life that day. After I rest I do give myself a pep talk and if that don’t work I ask a friend to kick start me. If it helps me then I am passing it on. If it helps one person GREAT if it pissed 20 off so be it. I believe we have to fight to get clusters out there for people to understand. I don’t feel by telling people we are going to kill ourselves and it’s the worst pain in the world is going to do it. I am not putting anyone down. But when we say clusters ARE the worst pain in the world we are not telling the truth . Clusters are the worst pain WE know maybe but until we suffer what someone else has we can not say ARE. .
I have never been one to follow in a crowd, and do things just because everyone else did. I always went by what my heart told me to do. Some times I am just plain talking. Maybe some things I say or maybe it is the way I say them that gives people the feeling I am heartless! Maybe its also kind of like sitting in church and the preacher sermon seems like he is talking just to you. You even think he can see right through you. How did he know you had those bad feelings and thoughts LOL ! It just happens to fit that’s all. I may disagree with some of you on different things but that does not mean I don’t like any of you. I might not believe in the same things as you. It makes me different than you but it doesn’t mean I dislike you.
Now a lot of you know I disagree with something’s in OUCH. It does not mean I don’t back OUCH cause I do. I think it is a great organization. I disagree with some of the officers. I even get mad because I can’t write good enough to get what I am saying across. but that does not mean they are bad people in my book. It means I disagree.. I say what I think just as they do.You got to look at it like two lawyers in a court room. Both friends but fighting for different things but yet the same thing. When it’s over they are still friends, some are even husband and wife LOL! I do agree on this auction thing so why aren’t ya’ll bidding LOL. I have high respects for the OUCH officers and all the volunteers that have worked to make OUCH what it is. I think we all want to see it bigger and better; we have different ideas how to do that. If any of you dislike me for saying what I think then I cannot do anything about that. I can only say its not personal its just what I feel and what I believe. I am glade to see people posting and talking even if everyone doesn’t agree. Hugs and PF times to all of you!
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« Reply #1 on: Aug 17th, 2002, 1:42pm » |
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You always seem to kick start my heart, E-Baby.
Next time could you keep it to one paragraph ;D
Love ya, E
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« Reply #2 on: Aug 17th, 2002, 4:23pm » |
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I respect the fact that you are passionate and do not follow the crowd, frankly you cannot confuse the confused (speaking for my self) although your posts (which I always enjoy reading) are long and I find my self quickly skimming over then reading bla bla yah yah... 
PFDAN's ELAIN still enjoying the lil flutist
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Re: If I have confussed anyone!
« Reply #3 on: Aug 17th, 2002, 8:12pm » |
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Here's the short version: Pidgeons flock together. Only the Eagle soars alone............. Anyone don't get it, piss off. ;D
Avoid Pidgeon Shit.
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« Reply #4 on: Aug 17th, 2002, 8:39pm » |
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wise a man a say far batter to a piss a off ratha than a be a piss on ;D
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« Reply #5 on: Aug 18th, 2002, 12:28am » |
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Don't ya worry none Elaine... I don't think you confuse anyone anymore than they're already confused. LOL
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« Reply #6 on: Aug 18th, 2002, 10:08am » |
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I am confused big time.....I don't understand a few things.
Why do you refer to the people here as Friends?
Why would you spend your money on any thing for them?
Why would you give them a chat room ?
Why do you ship gifts to people here?
Why would you bother ever calling one person to check on them, when they were down?
Why have you shed any tears for this group?
Why did you work so hard for a O.U.C.H. just to have them come at you like a pack of wild dogs when you disagreed with them?
Here is questions for everyone else here!
How can you come to HSG chat room when you hate her guts?
Why would you post to any post you have not read word for word MarkDave?
Why would you cease to be a friend because a person does not believe as you and thinks different from you?
How in the world can any of you call this a support group, a family and even say you are friends?
I only see a lot of hate, jealousy, and a lot of, my way or the higway. I see very little understanding and caring and love.
Mom will not leave here, she will stay till the end. I guess even with all the bad she stills cares.
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jonny
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« Reply #7 on: Aug 18th, 2002, 10:17am » |
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I got your Mom's back, Dev....you and she knows this.
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« Reply #8 on: Aug 18th, 2002, 10:23am » |
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I have no clue as to what is going on here, but I can't imagine a good reason for people not to love Elaine.
What's up?
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« Reply #9 on: Aug 18th, 2002, 11:35am » |
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Okay now I'm confused LOL
Elaine, nothing you have posted or said in response to posts or to me in chat has ever confused me (or at least beyond what normal confused state is LOL)
You are from what I've seen in the short time here one of the most loved people here. I personally think the world of you. I don't think there's anyone here who I don't 'like'. Well maybe just one, but that's irrelevant.
Elaine, you give and you give and you give. Deveny, your mom is one of the strongest people I have encountered, and I've encountered many. I can't imagine anyone hurting her intentionally. Perhaps I'm too naive and haven't seen something along the way that was intended to hurt.
These words I'll post again, I believe them and give them to you freely without hesitation and in honesty and sincere caring:
"I give you my support for those times when you're a little unsure about continuing on the path you've chosen - even though it seemed to be the right one when you began. I give you my belief in you and in your
ability to accomplish anything you set out to do. I give you my respect for the things you believe in, even if I don't agree with them. I give you my time for however long it takes to do the little things that make your
life more comfortable. I give you my comfort for those occasions when circumstances put some unwanted factors in your life. I give you my trust in you to always do the right thing for yourself. I give you my forgiveness
that allows you to be human, rather than expecting you to be perfect."
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« Reply #10 on: Aug 18th, 2002, 1:08pm » |
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I guss my post could have been confused and taken as an insult,guss I should not have mentioned my short attention span.....I really have no problem with anybody on this site , well i dont think i do, but thats life ya can't make every body like you. 
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« Reply #11 on: Aug 18th, 2002, 1:11pm » |
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How true!!!!
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« Reply #12 on: Aug 18th, 2002, 1:23pm » |
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I am sure it was just a form of miscommunication.
Elaine dear, you are invaluable to us, and we love you very much!! You're contributions do not go un-noticed, and even though we might forget to say "thank you", we treasure you're input and friendship. 
Markdavid- I did not read your post as insulting, then again, I have a quirky sense of humor anyhow. I'm sure you're intentions were not to upset or hurt Elaine on purpose. 
~~~Mel
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« Reply #13 on: Aug 18th, 2002, 1:33pm » |
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HUMPH.....little confused here, but what's new with me.
I SAY...(a lot usually, but, hey).......there are those that are here for the reasons intended AND THEN there are those here.........well.......I don't really know why they're here??......That kind doesn't bother me at all.
Guess I said too much again but I ain't worried. Those that like me will like me and those that don't.......their loss.
This site is GREAT.......and a great BIG....
THANK YOU!
to all those deserving of it for making this place exist for me!
EDNA
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« Reply #14 on: Aug 18th, 2002, 1:50pm » |
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Well Melissa gets it? i guss it's kinka hard to joke through a key board, which is what I do most of the time unless I am simpathizing (sp) w/someone or trieing to. Whats the deal w/ the stars by the names , I see that I shows how many posts were made by that person, but what's the the deal with it exactlly, rank? just a question.
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Because of the format of this message board, the stars under the posters names are automatically added when he/she attains a certain number of posts. Frankly I don't give a rats ass whether it says newbie, or hall of famer. As far as I'm concerned, we are all equal in my eyes. To me, it's not the frequency of the posts, but the quality and sincerity that counts.
I'm sure I just told you a lot more than the answer you were looking for, LOL
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« Reply #16 on: Aug 18th, 2002, 2:04pm » |
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The stars show you get along with others, the more stars the more you get along and play well. (Kidding)
Actually, its a way to judge how long ones been here.....bring back the old board and youll have to add six more stars to my ass......LOL
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« Reply #17 on: Aug 18th, 2002, 2:27pm » |
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Jonny, buy some of those little gold shiny star stickers, and stick them to your puter screen ;D Just don't get upset when you are scrolling, and everyone else seems to have more stars for some reason 
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« Reply #18 on: Aug 18th, 2002, 2:42pm » |
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Melissa Your answer was EXACTLY what I was looking for thank you
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« Reply #19 on: Aug 18th, 2002, 3:13pm » |
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Mel,
I got enough stars to crush most here for what ive done.
Mark,
Grow a set will ya!
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Re: OMG!!!!!!!Now I am confussed ROTFLMAO!!
« Reply #20 on: Aug 18th, 2002, 3:32pm » |
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I am sorry I am ROTFLMAO because this is funny in a way!
I been so tired watching the baby everyday and I look so forward to weekends to sleep. I took a valum last night and slelt all night long got up feeling good, so I went window shopping ALONE no kids LOL!
I come home get a coke no one is here, computer time YES!!!! I go to my computer open my email
as I always dofirst and the bell just keeps going off and its from relpys to this post. I open ch.com and it says welcome Deveny!
I log her out wonderning why she was loged on...of course she is gone so I can not ask her.
I start reading the post and when I got to Devenys I didn't know what to do LOL!
I will answer all her questions, with one answer !
I love the shit out of this site and the people who made it!!!
They come to chat to get to know each other better , have a little fun and some times cry....sometimes even a barroom fight LOL!
Poor Dev, she loves me through and through, she is my baby.
Dev, I sometimes wonder the same thing about your friends ROTFLMAO!
ITS CALLED A GENERATION GAP! When you get home I am going to beat with a feather then send you to bed with no dinner!!!!
I would say more but MarkDavid would not be able to follow me.!!!!LOL
Hon you would just have to have clusters to understand us I guess!
I know you guys are ok with me, I am going now and wait for Deveny with my feather !!!!
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« Reply #21 on: Aug 18th, 2002, 3:41pm » |
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Yup,
Only a clusterhead would understand a clusterhead, E.......LOL
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« Reply #22 on: Aug 18th, 2002, 4:43pm » |
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barroom brawls, yeehaaaaaaaw!! ;D Hey E, let's say we cause a commotion in Vancouver so I can take pictures? ;D I'm in the mood to let loose! LMFAO!
Jonny, you completely missed my point about the star stickers... but that's OK, because I still love ya bro!
Markdavid, you're quite welcome
i love this place! ;D ;D ;D
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« Reply #23 on: Aug 18th, 2002, 5:08pm » |
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I think Mark ought to grow a set.
Women are not for hiding behind!
LMMFAO..........................jonny
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« Reply #24 on: Aug 18th, 2002, 5:20pm » |
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if anyone tries to hide behind me, you'll either get lost, or I'll accidently sit on ya ;D
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